deep respect for you, my dude. That's a real friend right there.
My friend got pregnant at 17. Deeply religious family (she would be kivked out if they found out), one night stand, she just could NOT have the baby. Thing is we live in a country where abortion is illegal. Our only option was to illegally buy some pills online and hope they worked and we didnt go to jail
But these are hecking expensive and we needed to rush
So i set up a twitter/fb/insta/furaffinity/etc account and advertised my furry art EVERYWHERE. Im not that good but i said id draw basically anything no matter how weird (not cub art or anything illegal). I got a lot of weird coms (vore, scat, inflation and some i dont even understand) and for two weeks i did nothing but draw weird shit all day. My hand hurt so bad, but i got the money.
We spent a week afraid we'd been scammed and afraid we'd get caught, then a weekend afraid my friend might die once we did the procedure in my house. But it worked
I never told her how i got the money and i never will. Id rather die than tell her i funded her illegal abortion by drawing the wolf from robin hood swallowing robin through his belly button. Im pretty sure she thinks i was a prostitute for those two weeks and id rather her think that
To this day i gift her condoms on her bd as a joke bc im never doing that again
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"๐๐ ๐ ๐ฐ๐๐ซ๐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฌ๐ก๐จ๐ฐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐ญ๐ซ๐ฎ๐ ๐ฌ๐๐ฅ๐, ๐ฐ๐จ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฅ๐๐๐ฏ๐ ๐ฆ๐ ๐ญ๐จ๐จ?"
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'To heal, it takes time. May be soon or not, I just hope you find yourself along the way'
This masterlist will serve as the journey of Prim/Shinsuke (me) healing both through Prim's Journey in Healing and finding herself as well as Me, Shinsuke, finding writing as a way to heal myself.
As a reminder, this series may mention trauma (which I will not elaborate or else it'll take us time) and if you are sensitive to it, feel free to scroll.
By this, maybe writing and making my oc cope or deal with it in a healthy way can help me heal too. As it is truly the time for me to heal and live my life with no chains holding me back. Again, this is my way of healing, you can read this whether you want to or not. It's appreciated
Prim
THE JOURNEY
I.
Prologue
Chapter One: Mondstadt, City of Freedom
Chapter Two: The Comfort
Chapter Three: The Darknight Hero, Fairytale
Chapter Four: Dance with the Ragbros
Chapter Five: Dandelions
Chapter Six: One Last Dance
Chapter Seven: Rizzbedo and Death Stare
Chapter Eight: I'm just human
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"This is the story of the Almighty Creator, a journey that even Cathedrals and History books cannot record. But beware when reading, it gets personal and it will not only feel like invasion, but it will also feel disturbing. If you wish to proceed with this lore, then you shall have fun."
Closed Walls
Closed Walls: Prologue
Closed Walls: Chapter One
the chaos. I love it.
MC: So I got this mug
You show the mug with the writing said "I simp for you" on it
MC: Whoever gave this. Thank you. I'm fluttered that someone actually simping for me.
The brothers: ...
Later that day
Mammon: Which one of you fuckers gave that mug to MC!
Belphegor: Funny. I was about to ask you the same thing Asshole!
Leviathan: This is so unfair! I thought we all agree that we doing it subtly!
Leviathan: But NOOO!! One of you had to ruin it for everyone.
Asmodeus: Right!? Now MC would try and find out who's their secret simp!
Asmodeus: Personally I prefer being called Lover then Simp.
Leviathan: Simp: when a male is overly submissive to someone and gains nothing from it.
Beelzebub: Really? But we gain love from MC in different ways right?
Belphegor: Truth. I like Beel's definition more then Levi's
Leviathan: Hey! I'm telling you what the definition is!!!
Satan: Strange.
Satan: Lucifer hasn't said anything this whole chat.
Lucifer: And you haven't?
Satan: We all know that you treat MC differently.
Lucifer: The pot calling the kettle black.
Satan: Fuck you!
Mammon: Dumbasses! Focus!
Meanwhile
Simeon: It seem I made a mistake.
Simeon: So, Solomon and I were browsing Akuzon for a joke gift for Luke.
Simeon: But before long, the discussion move from Luke to MC. At that moment I saw this mug with a funny saying,
Simeon: Then Solomon explain what "Simp" means. But I didn't realize that I accidently sent that mug to MC as a gift.
Diavolo: Oh.
Barbatos: How did you manage to send such a gift?
Solomon: In our defense, we were both drunk at the time, and we all know how bad Simeon is with Technology.
Simeon: Did you have to added that Last part?
Solomon: Yes.
Prim / Sona Yuki
"Don't worry, baby. No one's going to hurt you not when I'm here, ready to attack anyone who dares touch you or look at you that way"
HERE PRIM ISSS WOOHOOO
So Prim is her "Creator" name whereas Sona Yuki is her alias.
Pronouns are she/her, he/him, they/them
Prim's an aromantic
Biologically female
If she isn't the creator, she'd have a hydro or dendro vision.
Her weapon is a polearm (again, if playable)
She has red streaks in her hair as she did that as a joke, now she kind of (?) remembers Vox Akuma with the red streaks (I'm sorry Vox, ily <3)
She wears a silk blouse on top of her black sleeveless turtleneck
She wears rings and fishnet gloves
Somehow fucking emo, don't ask why
"It's not a phase, it's a lifestyle, BITCH" - Prim
Very flirty (usually for fan service)
She has a flirty personality due to going to cosplay events back in the real world, so she's used to being flirty, flirted upon and is used to people asking her for...regular cosplay things. (Not dirty, you hoes)
Somehow messy short hair (?) One bang covers her eyes cause she likes being a mysterious mf. This bitch [affectionately]
Has deep blue ocean eyes that sometimes changes into her natural hazel eyes.
Ocean blue eyes (as Sona Yuki)
Hazel Eyes (Prim)
Likes to keep flowers and stores them in her small box that she somehow brought with her in her black bag.
She's very fashionable af, but often dresses like an e-boy or e-girl.
When she's mad or when a situation goes out of hand, she remains quiet to avoid saying things she shouldn't say.
Somehow fucking patient and rarely raises her voice.
Can be your maternal-figure or sister-figure
When she's playful, her hands go to your neck and rests there.
If she likes a certain topic, she rambles. (Try telling her to shut up, I dare you)
If ever someone tells her to stop rambling, it breaks her excitement and she never does it again. (Try, you bastard)
Mommy and Daddy Issues
Has a fucking trauma that even her therapist can't help her
In her healing/self-love era
Trying to heal the traumatic scars
Has a dark humor often about her dead dad
Has a curvy figure. big hips big butt yk.
Her thighs are thick as well, lucky for those with thigh privileges.
Always wears this blue scrunchie a friend gave her which she cherishes deeply <3
Is aromantic but wants a gf/bf.
A green flag despite her trauma.
Sometimes acts like a man.
Often man spreads when sitting except when she wears skirts or shorts.
If she has an urge, she must do it.
Very affectionate when you're close to her, she even gives platonic kisses (not on the lips)
Often wears her black face mask (so if ever you want her to kiss you on the lips, expect a face mask to be the one blocking her actual lips.)
Very lazy but also hard working.
Don't scold her for laying down and doing nothing, she's recharging her social battery.
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WARNING: VERY DISTURBING.
A/N: It's been a while and I deeply apologize if the second day of 2024 is what you'll see of this. I feel like shit and I wanna puke my guts out. My need for therapy is being ignored so here I am, coping!
She stares at the toilet as the contents of it were finally out, but not the feelings of guilt as she keeps feeling like shit.
I shouldn't have, why was I selfish?
The voices are back and she hates it, she pukes it out once more even if there's nothing for her to puke anymore.
If I say sorry, she'll say shit. If I don't, she'll say shit.
She holds back the tears as she pukes it out again.
This is why I hate being happy, I end up hurting someone in the process.
As she keeps puking it out, her stomach hurts and it causes her to puke unnecessary...bile.
She doesn't care if she dies anymore, she's not going to eat.
Why did I even go there?
She feels her tears well up and she wipes them, she's not about to be an attention-seeker.
Why didn't anyone tell her?
She wouldn't have done it if somebody told her.
Now she's gonna end up feeling like shit.
Now, she's going to stop eating thanks to the triggers again.
This animation without the filter because it fucked with the framerate for some reason (this isn't the intended look otherwise, but bleh)
"can we normalize-" NO!!!!!! we do not need to expand whats considered normal!!! we need to teach people to stop reacting judgmentally when encountering something new and weird!!!! things dont need to be normal to be respected!!!!!!!!!!
hey! i made a uquiz! what uncommon fanfic trope/tag are you?
Thank you my friend for the help please repost from time to time thank you ๐ค๐๐
You're welcome, I'm happy to help!!
A thought came to my mind after rewatching horimiya which is a beautiful show btw, you guys should watch it ^^^
What if there's Miyamura! MC or Akane Yanagi! MC in Devildom?
For the Miyamura one, the character is portrayed in Horimiya's Episode 1 until the Character Arc where he spoilers accepts himself and moves on from his past because he's found his people, people who accept him and changed his world and point of view, who he calls his friends, his family. Of course, the part where he feels happy whenever he has friends and always invites him wherever or whatever the occasion is, also the haircut, piercings and tattoos are still there, it isn't Miyamura MC without Miyamura's other details and all especially being a wallflower until they eventually step out of the darkness. Hair is long like in Episode 1, wears glasses and looks gloomy until that hot glow up when he cut his hair. Grades are awful but not as worse as Mammon's as stated from Hori when she saw Miyamura's grades.
For the Akane Yanagi! MC, of course, pretty as fuck and timid wallflower, formal when speaking until they slowly get used to talking casually with friends. They're not an early bird in mornings and struggle to wake up early to the point you have to drag them out of bed. They have poor eyesight as well until they get glasses or contacts.
So, what do you guys think? Want me to write it? Or if you want to write something like that, feel free to take the idea as long as you tag me so I can read and appreciate it as well!
Feel free to lend me your thoughts in the comments!