Worst Body Dysmorphia Moments ARE NOT The Ones In Front Of The Mirror But...

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27 NB New to ED MDNI 5'

sw : 225lbs

lw: 161.5 -4/25/25

cw: 163.7lbs

gw: 145lbs

ugw: 110lbs

I am pro-recovery for everyone but myself

Feeling hungry but then remembering that hunger isn't real and it's just momentary cravings because of everything I did today my body is confused and thinks that it deserves food.

But I'm not hungry. It will pass and I'll stay strong and continue getting skinnier and loosing more and more ♡

Don't let your silly brain trick you, your brain doesn't understand what's good for it, your head is just confused and bored ♡

Welp. Looks like Im going to be doing the liquid diet a bit longer. Had a tooth crack today and the apointment to get it fixed is next Wednesday. "Dont eat on that side" they said. "It might break farther if you chew on it."

Screw that noise. Nothing solid is touching that thing till its fixed.

Telling the bees

The custom of "telling the bees" is a charming and ancient tradition where beekeepers inform their bees about significant events in their lives, such as deaths, births, marriages, and other major occurrences. This practice is believed to have its roots in Celtic mythology, where bees were seen as messengers between the human world and the spirit world. The presence of a bee after a death was thought to signify the soul leaving the body. The tradition became particularly prominent in the 18th and 19th centuries in Western Europe and the United States.

To tell the bees, the head of the household or the "goodwife" would approach the hives, gently knock to get the bees' attention, and then softly murmur the news in a solemn tone. This ritual was believed to keep the bees informed and prevent them from leaving the hive or dying. The custom underscores the deep connection and respect that people historically had for bees, viewing them as integral members of the household and community. (The Historian's Den)

I can easily see how you can turn this in a magical tradition with some little adaptation: plant flowers and plants for bees in your garden, invoke the spirit of the bees, keep bee-telling to the bee-spirits and take care for the plants. I am sure that one day the spirit of the bees will be your ally and that you will learn from it. And a big plus: you are helping the bees to survive in a world full of mono-cultures and poisons. Witchcraft and care-taking for your environment can go hand in hand if you wish to.

oof

Crying.

Habits to incorporate to level up your life🎀

Movement & excersie

-Pilates

- weight lifting

- lower mat workouts

- stretching

Focus

I would not recommend work blocks because if you are really deep into something already,why stop the flow?

But if it helps you, you can set a timer for 45 minutes and take a 15-minute break.

Self care

Take how much time you want in the morning to focus on you, have no distractions, and put down the phone!

Alter at least 20-30 minutes in the morning to focus on you. As this helps you set the tone for the day

Self care evening

Shower/ everything shower

Face mask

Hair mask

Dry brushing

Let yourself be cringe in your worship!!!

The Gods don’t find you embarrassing. The Gods don’t care about seeming cool and professional for the approval of others.

Make that fucking aesthetic photo collage for Aphrodite with cute pics you found on Pinterest .

Dress up like Hermes and go for a damn walk.

Collect random stones you think are cool and put them on your altar.

Put that photo of that cartoon character that reminds you of your deity on your altar.

Make that Minecraft temple to Hekate, domesticate those damn Minecraft wolves for Cerberus.

Make your deities in the sims!

Write soppy melodramatic poetry for Dionysus that no one else will read.

Make self insert fanfics about your favourite Gods and write them all as your best friends. Let them interact with your edgy ocs.

Create an AU where you and your Gods are all characters from your favourite anime.

Record silly little songs for them

Make them paintings that are full of clashing colors and weird forms.

Draw them a fursona

Wear that bright yellow outfit for Apollon.

Put on a dramatic makeup look for Aphrodite.

Call your closest deity that silly little nickname you have for them and let them call you one too.

Share your special interests with your Gods. Design your God as a pokémon or a crystal gem, or a sonic character.

Those losers that try to make you feel bad for being passionate will never have what you have.

In the words of the Great Lord Hermes: “Every human I have ever liked was at least a little bit cringe”

BE CRINGE. BE PROUD. THE GODS LOVE YOU.

Prompt 1: self love

A friend of mine on other social media has started posting discussion prompts and im going to start answering them over here i think. Youre welcome to follow along. The first prompt was about self love and how we plan to love ourselves. Im showing self love by spending time cleaning the house today so i have a nice environment to live in. My brain works better when there is less mess. Im going to listen to a book I like while Im doing it to make the time pass faster. One of my therapists one time told me to pick a book I really like and only let myself listen to it when im doing something productive like cleaning or exercising. Im also going to do exercize and make sure to drink plenty of water. I got a new water bottle with marks so i can count how much Im drinking. Ive already taken one walk this morning, and i added ankle weights so that every step is a bit harder. Im going to leave them on through the day so im constantly working out a little bit. Thinking about getting one of those weight vests.