Growing Up Is Calculating Cost Of Living In The Middle Of The Night Despite Being 19 And Very Much Not

i lowkey rly wanna start using tumblr as a sounding board for myself more. i think it’d help a lot. like a lot a lot.

for example in therapy i talking about my hatred towards animal abuse and how i wish there was a way to give the people who abuse animals what they deserve. but my therapist recommended that because that’s really not possible, i should try and channel that energy into a different spot.

i want to do that, i think i should do that.

looking for my phone frantically while having it literally in my hand is an occurrence that makes me feel alive.

the one trait that everyone undeniably has: being stupid.

i have a wicked headache and the advil isn’t working

AI art should not be compared to an actual artist who put years into mastering their craft and hours into making pieces. It should be seen for what it is, technology, there’s nothing creative about it, it is simply a bunch of images stuck together. It’s like google images but instead of each thing being laid out on its own it’s all bundled up into one.

I can admire the thought put into making AI but it is simply not the same as what an artist does to create their work. The way I see it is an AI can be recreated to a T (probably) but art can not be recreated one to one, it will always have its own flair no matter how minor because of the person making it.

Anyways here’s me expressing my opinions cuz I like sounding smart or whatever

YOOOOOOOO BIBLICALLY ACCURATE CASS

Yes, yes castiel, you look very human. No, don't worry, you will not draw attention walking the earthly plane like this. Of course you can go see him! Oh no don't worry, dean winchester will not be afraid, he'll think you look good!

I NEED HIM 😭😭😭😭

do with this what you will

i’m such a big fan of feeling different things, i think it’s a curiosity thing. like at one point i considered “what if right before i die i have my eyeballs removed so i could know what it’s like to not see at all. no dark. just nothing”

they’re not always so gruesome though, i really want to know what love feels like. and not really in a craving a relationship type of way, im just genuinely curious.

me when i have to sit in the back seat but my mom won’t let me stretch out (she cares for my safety)

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i have finally actually finished minecraft in survival. first time in all my years of playing it and i finished and i read the end credits and wowza

chilis is either the most amazing food i’ve ever had or literally like eating shit off the floor… it’s all i have around here please be better 😭😭😭