So A Private Number Called My Phone At 19:48.
So a private number called my phone at 19:48.
He is the only one who calls me with a private number.
It's weird how aesthetic I find it, so simple and clean just as he is.
It completely unravelled me and that made me mad because I doubt he even feels a single iota of the crazy I feel in regard to him.
It might not even have been him, but he is the only one who calls me private.
I don't understand my feelings for him. I hate him so much and yet I need him near.
Our last encounter I tried to remain stoic, he noticed and I wanted to jump for the hills.
But he is not deserving of my smile. He does not get to see me shine any longer. He has lost the bloody privilege of my happiness.
The nerve of men to want to benefit from giving nothing.
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It turns to ash in my mouth.
I think Portia sees most of herself in Penelope and she just never thought herself lucky enough to be loved.
I had a dream where I confronted my father and even though I don't remember his answers I feel better knowing it's not me.
I am in this state of perpetual fight or flight. Survival mode.
~don’t lower your standards~
so i’ve noticed some people in my life, mostly girls, who date guys who aren’t neccesarily bad (but kinda) , but they’re dating them just to have a bf, yk? like they don’t really like the guy, they just want a bf. obviously it’s none of my business, but loves, don’t lower your standards, don’t date someone just so your not single- date someone when you really care.
know what you want- plan out what you want in a bf/gf
list traits that you find important in a relationship and a partner
decide what you would tolerate and what you wouldn’t
manifest and believe- you will meet your dream person when the time is right!
set your priorities- better yourself
don’t put all your energy towards finding a date, you’ll only get your heart broken
work towards your goals and dreams, keep your friends close
don’t be desperate- don’t go for someone you don’t like
if someone asks you out but you really don’t like them, just reject them!
don’t date someone/go out with someone if you really don’t like them
wait-
just wait, in time you will meet your dream person! remember to not be desperate, know what you want in a relationship, work on yourself and don’t let relationships bring you down
I agree 100 percent, they need to pay because all she did was give them exactly what they wanted and it's still not enough. They literally just want to consume her whole and it's getting on my nerves.
jiwon is literally innocent in all of this...
her dad is the only good person in her life and he died
her best friend... has been plotting her downfall from the jump. a true OP... like she was TAKING A NAP ON THE BUS nd sis sat down next to her... stole her wallet and then pretended to find it and come to her rescue.
jiwon needs to hook up with my girl from the glory cus the revenge needs to be even more dramatic. we gotta stop pulling punches. put them hoes in the ground
Suddenly awake and super aware of my reality
~becoming productive ~
set your goals-
what do you want to achieve?
what are your goals?
look at your life- what can you improve?
look at yourself- how can you improve?
start organizing your life-
look at your goals and establish habits to achieve them
clean your room and environment
delete old apps
remove toxic people
unfollow accounts that make you feel negative
turn off electronics to clear your mind
consistency over intensity-
stick with the habits you’ve decided on
make little changes to your life everyday- something easy, like reading 10 minutes a day
find ways to attain your goals and your new healthy habits
stay motivated-
remember WHY you started
review your goals
surround yourself with positivity- positive quotes, positive people, positive accounts
Why is everyone talking about how hot James McAvoy is, where are the think pieces dissecting the absolute train smash that movie was. So many unnecessary bad choices by the hunted and poor Ant at the end...
