I want to live in the uncanny valley
I want people to look at me and just have my form be slightly out of their perception
I want my body to shift and change forms every time they look away
I want people to think that there is something Not Quite Right about me
I think Every alterhuman at least once has walked by their reflection and was like "oh yeah, I forgot I look like this, instead of... What I'm supposed to be"
i still can't stop thinking about non-it/its users responses to this post. how an awful lot of people think it's fine to refuse someone else's pronouns because of their own discomfort.
let me tell you a story.
i have been dehumanized almost my entire life. a combination of my race, disabilities, and the mental illnesses that i developed very early in my life meant i was treated like a monster. i started coming out as gay too early for my peers' comfort and that only added to that treatment. my dehumanization is enshrined in christianity. i took on the label of monster on purpose because i stopped relating to humanity. why should i want to be a part of a group who did nothing but hurt me and exclude me in the first place?
i don't need to be protected from my own goddamn pronouns. i don't need to hear about the historical dehumanization of queer people and people of color and disabled people because, like a massive majority of the people using it/its, i fucking know. i have for literal decades.
you know what hurts? telling me i don't know what's best for myself, that your discomfort with my life is more important than treating me like someone who can make its own fucking decisions, and misgendering me because you can't handle being reminded of the things that literally continue to happen to me. i'm not a poor unthinking baby that needs to be saved, and neither are the other it/its users.
if you have feelings about it/its, you can process them on your own time, like every other person uncomfortable with a pronoun set.
and for the love of everything unholy just call me by my fucking pronouns.
We love neopronouns! I (Solaris) personality, don’t use them, I use he/she/they pronouns but Bot uses quite a few! Pyx uses It/bot/pyx/cyb/🤖 pronouns and The Void uses void/dark/star/xe/it pronouns! The Void prefers to be referred to by its name though
Hey alienkins, robotkins and monsterkins
What do you guys think about neo/xenopronouns?
You know.
Even if this is a phase.
Or a coping mechanism.
Its not harmful. And it's very comforting. So I'm still going to accept this part of myself real or "fake" because it's always real to me.
Hello, hello I’m finally doing an intro
Welcome to all! We go by many names but the few that we go by right now are The Void, Solaris, and Bot. This may change but they will alway be tagged
We are 18 and autistic and use it/void/pyx pronouns, we use more but the rest are on our Pronouns Page.
I refer to myself using both 1st and 3rd person, it changes whenever I feel like it. However, The Void uses exclusively 3rd person language.
This is going to be the place where all of our thoughts and shit about being nonhuman are going to go.
Everything we post on here is usually referring to ourselves only and how we feel going about our lives.
Hope you all can enjoy some of our chaotic ramblings
Important tags:
#The Void speaks (posts made by The Void)
#Solaris says stuff (post made by Solaris)
#Robot rambles (posts made by Bot)
#vent (any kind of vent post made)
Divider credit -
Blue space divider : poison-aesthetics
Eye divider: mmadeinheavenn
DESPERATELY need the HRT (Humanity Replacement Therapy) that'll turn my flesh into soft silicone, my nerves into circuitry, my skin into shiny chrome, my face into a cute LED screen and my brain into an artificial intelligence supercomputer with modular interchangeable parts
I love that they keep letting people know I'm in the area
No matter how hard we try to act like the humans around us we always seem to fall short. It’s like there is something we are missing but we don’t know what.
Even the people that call us our friends seem to act differently around us than everybody else. It’s like they can tell that we are not like them.
I’m proud of being gendervoid and I’ve grown to reclaim the non-humanity. But damn if there aren’t some days that I wish we could just be human like everyone else.