the neurodivergent urge to use vaguely nonhuman body language in place of words. i love being like “i don’t really talk to this person but today i’ll sit around them longer than usual as a symbol of trust”
I want to live in the uncanny valley
I want people to look at me and just have my form be slightly out of their perception
I want my body to shift and change forms every time they look away
I want people to think that there is something Not Quite Right about me
I think Every alterhuman at least once has walked by their reflection and was like "oh yeah, I forgot I look like this, instead of... What I'm supposed to be"
This. Our days are not only sadness and pain. There are times when the world will be painted in beautiful colors and the space around will feel like home.
When that happens make sure to live in it, feel it, remember it. Life is not all bad, and if it is right now it won’t always be that way.
Things do get better. It will be okay
in this little human life i've found myself in, it's so very easy to become jaded - but tonight's sunset is pale gold. streaks of light are pouring forth through the puffy white clouds. the leaves are curled as the trees cry for rain, revealing their silvery undersides.
it's easy to get bored and think of places with pink skies and streets of molten metal. easy to feel the pain between your shoulders and remember the lazy days you had wings and could fly forever - but it's okay, so be still. it's okay.
my big fear is walking into the next life and god or the gods telling me, "oh, that? your whole identity your entire life? yeah, you were just making that up. you're stuck in that human body forever."
and yeah it keeps me up sometimes. i'm not exaggerating. i genuinely lose sleep over this.
Great day! Only had one school-related meltdown. I love you all
The autistic burnout is hitting us hard, how do other autistic people deal with college? bc we are not doing well and need help.
Sometimes i walk around the woods and pretend it’s the animals who leave discarded nips and red bull cans on the forest floor and feel at one with the earth.
hey if you're from the alterhuman community could you like/reblog this post so I can follow you? I'm trying to make a nonhuman only dash for the maximum swag
thanks
I feel that, inherently, my teeth should be sharper.
To match my vibe