THE HAIRRRRRRRRRRRRR-

*stalks into room* *sits down on couch* *leans forward and laces fingers together*

So. After... three? Three successful attempts at trying not to cry today, I finally failed at Part 19 of MotH.

Great job, GBA. The upcoming rant is a long one.

Look at this gorgeous bastard

(So i changed his hair and expression because i was genuinely so unsatisfied with how it was looking)

Me and @souvlia bring Zaros’s #1 supporters okay, I will fight for that man-

The Ilves Crest Crochet Tapestry

I locked in last night lol, just finished this-

Original design by ZsakuVA, border pattern by naztazia on YouTube, tapestry pattern made by me on Stitchfiddle.

Random notes:

So the actual stats of this thing: The actual creative process started January 23 (I'VE BEEN WORKING ON THIS FOR THAT LONG?!?!?!?!!?) when I asked Saku if it was okay to try crocheting his design. Crocheting took a little over 7 weeks and ~108 hours? But with a bunch of interruptions due to college and family stuff. Luckily I bought more than enough yarn to finish this, since I found out a week after I started that JoAnn was closing (they had the best yarn selection I'd ever seen too 😭). It is 57.25 in. long (~1.5 m) and 47 in. wide (~1. 2 m).

I thought about making this like- an actual wall-hanging tapestry, but as it got longer I saw that it made a really nice blanket so I decided to just keep it as a throw. Definitely my biggest project to date...

Crochet list is still going for the VAs lol... I kind of want to make a wearable for myself though, so one small plushie attack to take a break from the big projects, then I'm going to make myself a spiderweb coat! If anyone has ideas on what I could make for the VAs, I'd love to hear them- Saku's down, for Nora I want to make a giant stuffed onigiri pillow... I think for Scythe I want to make JayJay's red panda plushie Advoo, but I feel like I could make something more epic. For Escaped, Mage, and GBA I have no idea what to make.

Anyway hope you guys like it!!!! This was super fun, and I'm really really proud of how it came out.

And thank you Saku, your work is super inspiring and I hope I did your design justice!

Cheers, lovelies <3

-🖤🐈‍⬛

I apologize for the person I became last night after 11 pm, you will be seeing her again-

"Blue Infinity" is now on my favorite audio series of all time list, we're adding it to the playlist.

Escaped, you did freaking amazing with this. The writing, script, soundtrack, all of it, just the storytelling was so freaking good.

And the cast was incredible, goshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... still loved how Scythe sounded like Captain Barbossa while playing Claw (freaking love Captain Barbossa). Also Saku as the Water Spirit was peakkkkkkkkkk.

(Also I really love this ⬆️, most of the time when I follow a creator, it's because they interact with their audience lol)

Why are the people in this circle so freaking cool. And is it a circle? Possibly a polygon of some sort...

(I have a headache, I should not have stayed up so late. Worth it tho)

Episode 4: "Friends supposed to be there for each other... You cannot be friend." JAYJAY, PLEASE, I'M SORRY, PRECIOUS ANGEL- Come on, JayJay, you're almost there, precious, come on- he sounds so scared i can't DO THIS I MUST PROTECC THE CHILD PLS- NO YOU'RE STAYING AWAKE DANG IT. Brain: "I think we just made a deal with the devil-" Me: "Please-" Brain: "He literally said 'not forever', hello????" Me: "JAYJAY'S BACK, HE'S ACTUALLY BACK NOW YAYYYYY, BABY GETS ALL THE HUGGIES NOW"

Welp it's gotten to that point in the lore-

I'm scared

I didn't realize there are 17 videos, hoo boy-

I am indeed rather uneasy about this whole affair, ESPECIALLY after Alpha Claw-

Did I mention I'm scared-

EDIT: WHERE DOES THE REDDENING TAKE PLACE IN THE TIMELINE-

ASMR Rant pt. 8: Thoughts after binging Atonal ASMR

First ~ Previous ~ Next

*shakes inhaler* *takes a puff* I have not needed to use this in years smh…

Atonal ASMR: *picks up gently and places on "homie-shaped channels" shelf *

Mental state: WHAT IS GOING ONNNNNNNNNNNN-

Favorite series: Reclusive Vampire, Hunter and Medusa, Fixing Up A Robot

Audio I thought I'd dislike but ended up loving: Evaluated By A Scientist (THAT'S WHERE THE MONEY ISSSSSSS-)

Random thoughts:

Imma get this out of the way right now, I enjoyed myself so much listening to Atonal, another one of the channels that gave me a happy feeling inside -w-

THE ART STYLE IS SO CUTEEEEEEEEEE AAAAAAAAAAA

Also I liked the way humor is delivered? Like the way it catches me off-guard makes it so good.

*works my way down the playlists, eventually hits Wyatt's series* "Oh this was the guy that showed up in Floki's series... hey wouldn't it be hilarious if this was yet ANOTHER channel where most if not all audios are all connected to each other instead of just one or two series-"

*finishes Wyatt's series, double-checks playlists and one-shots* *kicks over chair* "IT IS ALL CONNECTED, DAMMITTTTTTTTTT-"

OKAY, so then based off of the two "Wyatts" in the Evaluated By A Scientist series, I'm assuming that the Wyatt in Floki's series was the bad Wyatt?? The shape-shifter?

ALSO. THE FREAKING. REFERENCES. IN THE SERIES. First, FREAKING TETHYS AND CHARIS FROM M'S MERFOLK SERIES?!?!?! DEMETRIOS WAS THE GUY THEY WERE CHASING AFTER?????? THEN WE GOT THE GATOR BOYS REFERENCE IN PROFESSOR O'TONAL'S SERIES. AND ESCAPED SMH. AND THEN "MITCHELL THE RED PANDA" Y'ALL AIN'T SLICK. WHAT THE HECK. (i'm sure there's more references I missed anyway moving on-)

*clonk* "... BRO WHAT DID YOU DO-" "HE WAS GONNA TURN US INTO THE COPS-" "WE AIN'T GOT COPS HEREEEEEEEEEEEEE-" (poor Morpho, the guy was just trying to do his job TvT) "Are you saying I'm being factory reset?" "Oh good gracious no! More like becoming a walking vegetable." "... oh my- oh no- oh no no-" *immense facepalm*

Also this is really really random but I LOVED Brady's ringtone- oh and speaking of which!

*hard cut to me lying on the floor, staring at the ceiling, and questioning the implications of Brady's and Gideon's series crossing over*

OH. AND BARBARA BARBARA. WHAT IS UP WITH HER, I'M SO CONFUSEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD, I THOUGHT SHE WAS JUST A REPORTERRRR-

Oh horror audios yay!!! .......... *crying* I want my normal Brady and Gideon baaaaaaaaaack, I don't like them evillllllllll-

OKAY BUT LIKE- ARTEMIS HAD ME *FLUSTEREDDDDDDDDDDDD* AUGHHHHHHHHHH >/////////////< UGH he's just so freaking cute oamdlfkjasdlkfjf aaaaaaaaagh- I have weaknesses and he got a lot of them helpppppp-

Yee, fun time on Atonal's channel aaaaaaaaa- I think Cardlin or Yuurivoice is next?

... Honey, the tags make me nervous...

BACK ON THE BINGE

K I'm not the biggest fan of sci-fi, dystopian type stories, but we'll see, this could be interesting.

Episode 1: "But this story isn't about me." Me with my one braincell: "It's not?" "It's about you." "It is?"

I automatically distrust and dislike the CEO.

Oh dope, I'm an investigator...

Damn ok, fine, Crow- *checks tags* "Coworkers to lovers" right, not enemies-

I need a himbooo... I'm holding out for a himbo till the end of the niiiiiiiiiiiight

WHO IS EGGYOLK- DOES HE HAVE A BUBBAS?

Oh yeah we going clubbing- neverrrrrrr mind-

I'm grinning so hard at the music playing, I love Hall & Oates, wow...

(Btw I'm listening to this while screaming in the friend chat about Tigress and Po smh)

THANK YOU CROW I'M NOT YOUR GIRLFRIEND- yet, i'm sure there's a yet smh... NOT THE POLITICALLY CORRECT COMMENT LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Ok we're so in trouble smh, Crow, can you be any more obvious. Or blatant. No sir, I'm not sure he's all the way there, either.

*facepalming* Is this why his last partner died-

Please put down the lighter- oh my gosh-

Episode 2:

I'm with him, please don't arrest me-

... Actually Crow you're not saying enough, WHAT HAPPENED TO YOUR LAST TWO PARTNERS BRO-

I'm gonna take you up on that offer actually-

No Crow, I have a very bad feeling about these missions now

... he doesn't have a license- actually not that shocking now that I think about it

Yeah, water's great! *has not drank a drop all day-*

Ok he's got a point about modern struggles though.

Omg, the soundtrack for this is going to be fire too aughhhhhhhh

*catches myself smiling at the dancing scene* *immediately hitting pause* *jabbing finger at Escaped* NO I'M NOT GONNA FALL FOR HIM, YOUR TRICKS AREN'T GONNA WORK THIS TIME DANG IT.

YES PLEASE I WILL JOIN YOU FOR LUNCH.

No I'm not falling for Crow. It's not gonna happen.

Oh flashback, nice.

We're inadvertently working with the Surge gang aren't we.

No boss I want foodddddddddd...

Boi. What do you know about Acid Rain. I KNEW IT-

If you don't see a body, they ain't dead. And even if you see a body, they're still probably not dead.

Listen, Imma need everyone to STOP TRYING TO BLOW ME UP.

*hears gun cock* Oh we're screwed.

NOT SINGLE COMBATTTTTTTTTTTTT LET'S GO- oh she kinda cute ngl- I TAKE IT BACK, WHY DO I GOTTA DIE IF HE LOSES- HANG ON NO, THIS IS NOT OKAY-

*reaches part 3 in the Shadow Break saga* *gets to plot twist with V’s trap for Atrocity* *pauses video* *does lap around the room* *screams into the void* *continues*

1 hour later:

*finishes video*

*hears the whispers echoing V's words at the end*

I CAN'T DO THIS RIGHT NOW THE LORE IS GETTING TOO MUCH FOR ME AND I CAN'T HANDLE THIS IT'S TOO FREAKING MUCH-

I honestly don't know what to do with myself, I feel like I've drank 5 cups of coffee, I'm all jittery and I can't think straight-

The fight between V and Atrocity, geezzzzzzzzz I could see it all playing out in my head. And then everyone going after Atrocity and getting trounced. It kind of gave me the same feeling I have when watching The Battle of the Five Armies (the extended version from the Hobbit).

The math equation threw me for a freaking loop in the last audio, I can't believe that's how V let all his allies know about the plan.

Speaking about the plan, him and Cheeky- that was honestly a really, REALLY good twist, I really liked that. And yeah, definitely seems like something V would do, I'm chill with that.

I might be crazy but something did not feel right about L... glad my Pikachu queen is alive, don't get me wrong. The first time when V asked her why she didn't respond to his message and she sounded confused, I didn't think too much of it. But the second time, the second time there was a bit of hesitation. Why was there hesitation, L? Also, just a sidenote, what's Void Wraith been up to? Just curious.

Goodbourne can go kick rocks. Brias is all right.

Wilder. Just. Wilder. That's all, make of that what you will.

The whisperssssssss, the whispers the whispers at the end- is the strength of V's new form to much for his mind to handle? Is that why Dark also heard those voices? Originally I thought Dark was just repeating to himself what people like Damian might have said to him over the years... WHICH BRINGS UP ANOTHER POINT HAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAA *pained inhale* AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA-

So EVERYONEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE not really everyone but a lot of people in this section have been talking about the Dark Magic user and his powers and him killing the Brotherhood of Heroes and the Light Magic user also dying and- come on man, I freaking love Dark and you're telling me that he's gonna kill Blade????

I think that's it- minus the fact that there were multiple times during the audio that I was pacing around the house, standing stock still, muttering angrily to myself, gasping, etc. etc. etc.

I'm not okay-

Random question, does anyone know a VA that’s done a murder mystery/whodunit audio? Finished The Residence on Netflix and my 12 year old, Agatha Christie loving self is pounding at my door.