How do I give a voice To my anger When I have banished it To the corner For whispering? Like it is the child I am ashamed of, Or that if I were to Let it speak It might scream And never stop
I've passed off so many Thoughts to you, Anger, I'm sorry For making you bear That burden When I had never given You the chance to Grow strong So you might know how To stand by me
And I'm sorry, I never Trusted you Because you hurt So often in the past, I chose serenity, I needed it But I felt you, Simmering inside me Squashed down when All you wanted Was just to be heard
I am always asking questions I am a hypothetical idea I am a torrent of branching thoughts Meanings are occasionally sought
I am a half circle above a dot I am a rumination I am the one planting a seed No rain or sunshine guaranteed
I am the roots that are growing Down into the depths of the earth Reaching and probing so much deeper But I am also axiom's keeper
Even the wildest Of creatures Still long to be Held tightly Sometimes, If only for a Moment Even the freest Of beings Still long to be Kept in Someone's heart
Please, do not be intimidated I am not really that cold
Or rather, I am that cold But we acclimate, Cheeks rosy with life
I grab your lip with my thumb, Nothing between us can numb
I do not care that When I speak passionately He smiles and his Eyes glaze over in confusion I do not care that He does not understand What I mean when I say The world inside me is glowing Or that the goldfinches Were singing to me in color
He is not meant to Understand my musings He is my rock on a crashing Shore that is always stormy My friend who sits By me and never asks for me To explain my layered words I care only that He is happy to share space And listen to me anyway
My body won't hold me There's too much of me for one, I'm more than just a face or skin Changing, never done.
I am a heart and a mind And the worlds in my head, I wasn't made by hands But sparked from fire instead.
Maybe I am energy Am I a spirit or a soul? So just being physical Is never really being whole.
Arms and legs won't cage me I am not grounded by the land, I know how it feels to fly When all I do is stand.
I thought I saw him walking by Out of the corner of my eye Just a trick of the light A trick of the mind It was just a little cloud Casting a fleeting shroud A phantom little lie He was not conjured from the sky But for a second I had hoped Which I have never since allowed
Let's not tarnish the sky By throwing money at space races While children who wish upon stars Are starving to death in streets While workers are catching the plague Earning a wage that isn't living Just to pay for your contest
Let's not tarnish the sky Please don't tarnish the sky Leave the stars to those who need them Please just let the stars remain
Your mind is a carousel Of recycled thoughts Cyclical relapses Up and down Between your Rejected horses You are continuously Bouncing backwards And I'm not along For the ride
They say no man is an island So I am no man I am merely made of sand In an unknown ocean I am just a bit of land
Anyone can visit me As long as they don't stay Or they would be deserted too So after a couple of days I would have them washed away
On my island there would be a tree My only bit of company I am happy to be alone With the salty breeze Over the island that is me
You said my eyes Were so intense Like they were piercing you As if yours didn't Strike my face Like yours weren't fierce too
They say I keep Too many secrets But you know all of them You are my only Buried treasure Sapphire mixed with obsidian
I said you're in my blood Like caffeine Keeping my mind energized I see all the words You never say Just from looking in your eyes
"I can be someone's and still be my own." -- Shel SilversteinSide blog: @a-sign-of-fire
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