Me When I've Been Trying To Write Fics In Advance For Sicktember But I've Only Finished One Out Of THIRTY

starts to prepare for my first sicktember early since the entire first half of the month is occupied by mid terms

me when im trying to write something original for my sickfics but each one has the same kind of ending

he's so hot even when he's mad dear LORD HOLY FUCK

sooo there are some STRONG opinions on a whole lotta characters from what I've observed (on Tumblr atleast) in acotar. I wanna share my two cents on tamlin vs rhysand first

ohh boy. tamlin definitely had a character assassination after the first book.

let's understand the 'caging feyre for her "protection"' thing. now, was tamlin right in doing this? FUCK no. feyre has always been a fighter, not standing on the sidelines, and the way tamlin didn't include her in whatever work made my blood BOIL.

paralleling Rhys; there were so so many instances where he, too, was overprotective over feyre. the thing is, I think his character was somewhat redeemed after the end of the last book. that conversation with Nesta was amazing, then the whole thing with supplying decor and whatnot for the ceremony---that's great

also the amount that Rhys hates tamlin is crazy?? tamlin was the reason he was still alive, although that was for feyre and her 'happiness', as he called it, but he didn't have to

now, tamlin; he definitely got consequences for his actions too.. but like, way too many consequences. he definitely fucked up siding with the king of hybern and in turn making feyre's sisters convert to high fae, but he still betrayed hybern in the war, and also while protecting feyre when she went to rescue elain. like, that should have earned him a lot more sympathy than it did in the books

a thing; I see people using the 'when tamlin went after feyre under the mountain, he tried to hook up with her instead of trying to run away' as a way to saw how tamlin didn't really love her? or something, and to that I'm like. WHAT. amarantha would have obviously realised, and the whole POINT of tamlin ignoring feyre while she did the challenges or whatever was to feign no interest to amarantha. if they would have been caught, tamlin's whole plan would have been for waste.

butttttt I will say this: during the discussion of the high lords before the attack, when tamlin barged in, he was way too aggressive and insulted feyre and NUH UH, HOW DARE YOU???

but that's the thing; tamlin did bad things and he got his consequences, courtesy of feyre herself. but in the end, tamlin lost everything (maybe not Lucien?) and I don't think that was fair

ah well. I don't think I'll be able to formulate a direct opinion whether I'm anti-tamlin or anti-rhys, and I think that is the most beautiful part of the whole story; why? because it shows everyone is flawed in their own way, and when they make mistakes, consequences come.

thank you for reading my unnecessarily long character study after a bing reading session of the 4th part of the last book; can't WAIT to hop over to ao3 for some fics ;))

fyodor probably let sigma see his memories because, by the time he'd wake up after seeing literal centuries of memories, Fyo would have wrecked havoc already (as we can see 🥲). once he'd wake up (god knows when), he probably would , but again dazai and chuuya are in France and the journey would take a heck of a long time. then finally, we know fyodor is gonna escape (probably to avoid dazai even!), so unless they catch the man before they leave, this arc ain't ending anytime soon.

ok wait so if sigma knows everything about fyodor after the exchange, and dazai and chuuya are trying to wake him up, cant he tell them everything? also if dazai kills fyodor, does he permanently kill him because he nullifies fyodors ability? is the only way to kill fyodor to have dazai directly kill him, and can sigma supply dazai with enough knowledge to do so?

happy month

hai everyone! surpriseeee I'm a writer

feel free to check out my kristoph/reader fic (2nd person POV, so the reader is gender ambiguous). just subtle romance :3

WOOOO first adena/mak fic on ao3!!! a canon divergent fic in which adena didn't die :))))

okay so um kaiser said please and raichi called him cute and im supposed to be NORMAL about this??!!