Me But Im Also A Monstrous Stalking Quadrupedal Bird

teehee

weird alterhuman culture is absolutely DESPISING being perceived but loving to watch others. Do Not. don't Look At Me. but also i AM going to stare at you. don't mind me. (it's ironic bc i am an all seeing being but i need glasses lol)

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related to that reblog thing i was blabbin on. about experiences and envisage shifts.

i recently had my strongest shift in a while (although thats not saying much, mine are weak as hell) while in my friend's car. a song started, and when i realised it was a song i didn't like that much, i felt and saw two antennae flatten against my head in upset.

maybe a coincidence, but the song was numb little bug. like.. bug antennae. idek. of my known types, idk what it would be.

looks at my 'types who were literally created through body horror. uhh yeah

(seraph from hfwu and the keepers from realm smp)

I think going through some horrific level of body horror would fix me

idk if i reblogged this already but. idk. lily of the valley is one of my birth month flowers!

𝔞 𝔴𝔞𝔩𝔨 𝔱𝔥𝔯𝔬𝔲𝔤𝔥 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔴𝔬𝔬𝔡𝔰

the watchers/listeners (evo smp, life series) and their many incarnations have been added to the pile of what i think the 'type looks like, as well as a mental connection to my friend's concept of hunters.

overall, i believe i an a vessel of the many winged, many eyed beasts, moreso metaphorically and related to my alterhumanity than a spiritual thing, but it may prove to be spiritual for me.

this is weirdly deep for me but i do really love the evo gods. they are beautiful.

i dont think i can really understand misanthropy.. like how do people not gaf about humans like that. good post 10/10

Sometimes I genuinely want to reblog some of these posts just swapping every instance of "human" for "gay" and "misanthropy" for "homophobia," because it really puts it into perspective.

"But of course I know there are good humans out there -" Saying something to the effect of "Gay people are horrible" and then following up with "but of course I know there are good gays out there <3" doesn't actually make you not homophobic.

"But humans have actually done bad things that destroy the planet -!" 90% of my mom's internalized homophobia stems from real gay people she knew who intentionally spread HIV to other people, and that being her only exposure to the queer community before, like, me. Do you think that makes it fair for someone to be homophobic? Because a small proportion of the gay community does terrible things? Like, no, right? So why do you think it's fair for you to act misanthropic because a small proportion of the human species does terrible things?

going on the alterhuman bog cus these r so eyes

I'm finished with art for the semester soooo here's what I've been workin on! All assets are my own. I used a DSLR camera along with Photoshop and Clip Studio Paint

Feel free to send asks about the unaltered photos/photo locations, cause some of the original signs were pretty interesting tbh

Completely forgot I had the option to post this but beast moment

My bones are that of the reeds in the riverbeds, my heart full of thorns that jut into my soul and scar anyone who comes too close. I have poetry in my soul and music in my blood, my wings are of silk and cashmere and I'm so tired.

I'm so tired.

My breath smells of lemongrass and my hair smells of longing. There's blood on my canine teeth as I rip into flesh with claws, covering my maw in delicious rust.

My face is freshly painted, dainty and porcelain with external joints and no human parts to desecrate.

I'm a carnivore. I am an angel. I am a jackal. I am a doll.

love this

(wolf) boyreg cerise hood moodboard .ᐟ requested by @sleepysmore .ᐟ