I Do Not Like The Song "Red Winter Is Coming To Town" - Do Not Come To My Town

sometimes it’s really hard to be trans. i came out to my best friend today, and she’s stopped talking to me and has blocked me everywhere. i’m not out to my family, because it’s honestly not safe for me, and i’m not out at school for the same reason. this is the only place where people know i’m a boy. sometimes it’s really overwhelming to be trapped, knowing that it will be so long until i can be out, if ever. and i’m scared too. the world is terrifying for queer people. i want to have a future as myself, but i don’t know how possible that is in the US. i just wish i could look in the mirror and recognize who’s looking back

being an life series fan is so embarrassing, like "oh what did you do at the weekend?" "i rewatched two grown men's minecraft avatars fist fight to the death in a ring of cactus, then i cried because -in my head, not even in cannon, just in my head- they're madly in love" or "you're in good mood, what's got you all giggly?" *stares at them knowing full well i was just reading a 40k word unfinished college au slowburn in which blorbo number one has just accientaly spilled a pumpkin spice late all over blorbo number two*

like, you'd think i could be a fan of something normal, but no. had to be "minecraft, but everyone is acting gay and killing eachother in gay ways"

drawing on me phone

Me when I literally have 3 tasks for the day that I could finish in 2 hours and will be punished if i dont complete but I'm procrastinating

(Credit to @daily-grian)

The person I reblogged this from is awesome as fuck.

JELLIE!

OMG. I don't know why anyone would vote otherwise. Ok,

THIS CAT IS IN MINECRAFT!!! I mean, if shes so freaking loved that she won an official poll, then...

Umm, the nefarious anglerfish cat, while cute, is just, you know, a meme. like, honestly, whos going to remember that in two months. Will you remeber Jellie in a year? HELL YES. The nefarious anglerfish? yeah no

This little QUEEN just died and was trending for DAYS, because the community cared so much. Like, sorry, but thats cat of the year behavior.

also sorry if this was a little aggressive, and I dont mean to be mean about a cat poll, but seriously guys. Vote Jellie!

The Final Round!

Justification

Jellie: She is a cute, attention seeking cat during scar's videos and streams. She has been a character in Minecraft since 2018

The Nefarious Anglerfish: I like them :) [Super cool!!!!] One of the best memes of 2023

silly

Guess who hasn't moved on from wildlife gempearl!!! Me!!

I drew all the Life Series Winners

Originally these paintings started out as distraction from school work and I also wanted to get better at cinematic composition and gradient mapping. I never imagined that this would turn into a several months long project but here we are!

I think tumblr is the one place where it’s acceptable to make a really long post just talking about the little details I hid in these pictures:

First of all everyone is looking in a very specific direction (until Joel came along but he is special let him be).

Pearl is looking at the camera, she is the only one who is aware of the viewer (you) while Cleo isn’t looking at us at all because she couldn’t actually “see” with the VR on their head. Also Cleo is surrounded by a cemetery of her previous alliances.

Technically Scott and Martyn are are looking up and down. Martyin is sinking into the sea with the hourglass in his hands, while Scott is touching the stars.

Grian and Scar who are both looking at each other technically. I also intentionally used colorschemes that were similar to one another. Oh yeah, and two certain flowers are also present…I wonder what those stand for!

And well Joel is just there currently but his has to be my favourite, color, composition and storytelling wise too. I was giggling to myself while drawing and just had the best time ever and it seems like the majority of you agree that his turned out great!

That’s all thank you for reading my yapping, I need to let this out somewhere ugshsh

I thought it looked a little too castle-y on my first try, so I re drew it with less emphasis on copying the style of my ref, and then looked more into mud house architecture.

⬇️First Go⬇️

Much prefer the new version!