Part Of My Masculine Charm Is That I'm Completely Insane

I don't know a single disabled person who hasn't been traumatized in at least one way by the medical system. Moreover, how are we supposed to heal from our medical trauma when it is continuously reinforced? I act differently in medical spaces because of my medical PTSD to the point I used to have selective mutism in those spaces (it's much better now). But I was treated horribly because of the selective mutism and trauma responses, making my PTSD worse. How can doctors be okay with re-traumatizing someone who already has severe medical PTSD? How can doctors be okay with not being educated on medical PTSD or gaslighting? How can they be okay with ultimately making our lives, care, and trauma worse??? The lack of understanding around medical trauma is unacceptable, especially because of how incredibly prevalent it is.

sorry i can’t come i’m too busy hurting my own feelings over nothing

I think one of the worst symptoms of bpd is the lack of emotional permanence no matter how many good and loving people you have in your life the second you are alone it feels like you were never loved and it was all just a figment of your imagination

sorry for oversharing on tumblr.com do you still love me

Unpopular opinion

I don’t want a self driving wheelchair that can go up stairs. I want ramps elevators, and curb cuts.

I don’t want a solution in 20 years, I want it now. I wanna be able to go to the mall with my friends and not have to worry about stairs. I want to go the movies and actually chose where I sit. I want to go to a park without having to parkour my way through cracked pavement and curb drops.

I want accessibility and I want it today.

um sorry for moaning when you stabbed me. it's been a really long time since anyone touched me like that

if the cage is open why am i still trapped.

“the ethics of vampirism” well i just really like it and think it’s cool. What about that

“do you want to talk about it?”

no, i want to kill myself because of it.

if you’re a wheelchair user who takes the bus i wish you an easy time getting on and off and no one arguing about you needing the space