I Like Clingy. I Like Double Texts. I Like Random Calls. I Like Paragraphs. I Love Being Excited To Talk

Something awfully weird happened to me a long time ago

A reminder that if you didn’t need a mobility aid you wouldn’t be day dreaming and fantasizing about how they would help you navigate the world and that no matter how much internalized ableism you hold it won’t change your reality about your conditions and you SHOULD do what is best for you because no one will punish you more than yourself if you keep ignoring your needs

You guys are so sweet to me when I’m dysphoric and it’s really cute when you’re like “I’ll always see you as a boy” “you’re the cutest boy don’t worry <3” but I really need someone to crack me in the jaw and call me a faggot

Like rough and violent affirmation honestly. Tell me I sound so stupid calling myself a girl and then shove my face into the dirt when you fuck me idk

if i see one more national boyfriend day post im throwing myself into traffic

Dr Ignoreitandhopeitgoesaway does make some good points

Trying to explain to people how depressing it is to just no longer enjoy anything and they just don't get it

Identifying with the beautiful mug I’ve turned into an ashtray.

i wish you wanted, craved and needed me the way i need you.

i wish you could also feel your organs writhe when we're not talking,

when we're not together,

when we don't exist in the same space and at the same time.

torture myself or torture myself? tough choice