Throughout [Donald's diaries] there are suggestions that Donald was a god, or could be a god, and he discusses integrating his mind with the gods or the cosmos: Mathematics is the language of god, however possesses more poetry than abstract validity. Restated as: Perhaps mathematics is the only certain ground today man occupies in the kingdom of god.
— HorsesOnYT, 'Madness at Sea: a Horrifying True Story': a video essay about the psychological deterioration of sailor Donald Crowhurst during an around-the-world race.
Woah current WIP tease. This is pretty much a complete redo of an old WIP that I hated and I’m liking this one way more. I’m using the HABOOK Paint brushes for Procreate.
People not comprehending Nosferatu correctly might kill me. Yes it's erotic and about pleasure but yes it's devastating and about child sexual abuse. It's a movie about victimhood, about being already dead, about longing for the great beyond, about never feeling safe from your abuser, about always expecting one more rape must be endured. It is about being an ugly victim, a neurotic victim. About your supposed allies tying you down for fear you will rip their world to ribbons. It is about facing the abuser, facing the pleasure the abuser brought. It is about men seeking to silence a plague in the quiet of the night when grooming and abuse can only be destroyed by pulling it into the light of morning.
“something is rotten inside of me, i have to find it and cut it out”
Get behind me Andy!
"preachers daughter is about religious trauma! preachers daughter is about generational trauma!" have you considered that preachers daughter is a cautionary tale about what happens when you trust a man from florida
I need more people to babygirl-ify Alan Wake this instant
lotr version because this meme encompasses my entire being
I never post on tumblr, but it's pride month and Rhaenicent is in my brain.
I may or may not finish this. We will see 💃🏻
20, Zosia, she/theyI make art occasionally and like things a totally normal amountwho’s up chewing their music?
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