born in a "can i have your snap" world when i want a letter slipped into my bag, asking to meet after school with a love confession and a movie date with coffee after on a saturday night
hand written love letters need to come back
someone.. plz anyone flirt with me.. i am BEGGING you i am on my knees BEGGING and SOBBING for love
But the thing I will never admit to anyone who's met me is how desperately I want to be loved, I don't think I could say it. How I want someone to hold my wrists and kiss my palms and smile at me, and want me, I want to be wanted and I don't know how long poetry or songs will substitute for being wanted.
yearning for an “i want to stay up just to talk to you” kind of love
Is it okay to feel that time's running out when you're just 18???
“I just want to undress her, see if she has wings.”
— dimitrihekimian
IT’S SO HARD WHEN YOU’RE IN A CUDDLY MOOD AND DON’T HAVE ANYONE TO CUDDLE WITH THIS IS AN OUTRAGE
drink your coffee. read your books. it's chaos out there.
i love taylor so much because lover ends with declaring that she wants to focus on joy and not heartbreak. then she writes folklore and evermore, two albums about heartbreak. then she ends evermore with declaring that she’s learned when it’s time to move on and that she’s still survived with herself intact, and she’s leaving the past behind. then she writes midnights, an album about going back in time and refusing to move on from the past. it ends with declaring that the lunch tables of her past don’t matter anymore because she’s in control of her relationship and her life. then she writes the tortured poets department (including the anthology here), an album about how she lost complete control of everything and maybe never had it to begin with. it ends with declaring that these stories aren’t hers to process anymore, and she releases them in order to find her freedom.
can’t wait to see how ts12 fits into this