I've Never Gulped Water With Such Rush. With Such Restlessness, Like I Do Now. I Hope For It To Fill

The Sun again

Whenever I am deprived of hope,

blinded by the daylight run;

are the times I lost my way,

I throw my head back and look at the sun ,

which fills the glitter in my eyes again.

At times dark ,when I used to brood,

with the moon at the edge of the nightfall ;

and hope too far away to be found.

I think of the dawn that's sure to come , with my sun rising up to spread the light around...

(19.5.2020)

Lucky to have realized, that being Alone and being Lonely are indeed two different things. One doesn't bother you and other makes you miserable...

Their eyes stare close,

parallel into each other.

These mirrors of their souls,

create some infinite reflections,

Gazing deep inside, they see

their histories unwind ,

while their hearts intertwine.

They collapse in each other,

as if two black holes collide,

ending light, ceasing dark,

rebuilding space , creating their time.

Buried was a universe inside, now is

a spark that's theirs to be,

forever and ever...

-mauli

Life goes on,

Ignoring my pain and blues

Life goes on,

No matter what i choose.

They asked , then what's the point living,

when all we're headed to, is death?

I tried to find that answer myself

but failed hard, somehow.

Until Now.

Looking back at all that,

i dont weep, but ponder,

if death is all it is about

then we wouldn't have been alive

in the first place!

It's not about ending, in the end.

It's about making everything about my end

worth dying for.

It's about making a life, worth living.

Making all my time between

life and death

worth remembering,

is all what it is about.

-mauli

Some people get too agitated and irritated when there loved ones try to correct them or teach them something. People who care for them try to give them their time and help them ,huh, what can someone do when a person doesn't know they need help.

These people repeatedly get their blood boiling and think they know everything. And at last , people who care about them, stop caring. They stop . And that is when you know that you aren't even worth someone's time and word and patience.

You lose some precious people while they lose nothing .

Growing up in this world is strange.

As people get older,

friends become the family they choose,

and family-by-birth?

well, it starts to come second to everything.

It grows apart.

It becomes stranger.

Strangers, whom we aren't responsible for,

whom we don't wish to understand,

whos presence start to make us feel embarrassed.

And relatives, oh, the biggest villains of us GenZs.

They make our lives miserable, they lower our self esteem, they gossip a LOT!

Really? Hmmm,

Well, were they the villains when they clapped for you while you had two left feet?

Were they the worst, when they gave you gift money as blessing every time they saw you?

Were they the gossipers when they spread smallest of your success in whole wide world?

Yeah, growing up here is strange,

Where Strangers become family ,

And family...

It becomes too much to handle...

-mauli

A fire raging inside,

boils the liquid red in me,

vapours of which,

condense as tears in the eyes.

And you say I'm weak

when i cry.

You're naïve, you don't know.

The drops of greif are mortal,

but the tears burnt

are the Flames at rest,

pouring from the brink of heaven,

into hell.

They are power, they are anger,

they give the purpose

to the machine immortal

that rages to live on and on,

burning the rocks ,to ashes.

-mauli

Happy New Year my folks on Tumblr! Hope your year be full of love, life and light... Hope you achieve all that you want, Hope you try and give a lot! Hope, that is what i want for you all. Hope, that this year, you make it afar!

I was tagged by @asmeeneh to put my lock screen, last song i listened to and last picture i have in gallery ... Thanks for tagging me in this! It is a really fun thing to do sometimes you know, just cuz. So Here it goes....

My euphoric moon and sky lockscreen as I love sky!

Recent screenshot of an if post that I feel was so on point

Know me too well by New Hopes Club and Danna Paolo, they are too underrated!

Adding my own bit to the game , My Fav Tumblr pic, Idk why but it just has some magic to it !

So I am tagging @moonlilyposts ,@analisam05 and @vantaerayleigh1997 @reaching-verity . Have fun ! 💜✨☮️