If you're willing to share, I'm very curious to know how nonhumanity has been for you. Though I doubt im the only one that feels the way i do, i havent seen people speak of it really. It has been a very difficult process finding out what exactly i am, and i am still not fully sure on most of it. I know im a shapeshifter, but sometimes i just am an animal. How fluid my nonhumanity is doesn't help in figuring it out, truth be told. I have been a crow, a snow leopard, a cat, a dog, an angel, a ghost..... I have been those but im not sure if i still am, or if it even matters. Im not a crow anymore but it was very important to me when i was, and the same goes for being a ghost and an angel; though being an angel still applies at times. I dont think this is very coherent, but i guess it just shows how puzzling it has been.
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Hello! Thanks for the great question, I really didnโt see that the community was actively discussing this, so itโs really worth talking about. It sounds like you really care and you donโt stop thinking about it.
I will share my experience and may even advise something, but each experience is unique and we should seek our own answers to difficult questions.
I always paid attention to what seemed familiar and right. Not just some things that seem right for a few moments, but a constant feeling of repetition. For example, as I remember myself I always was drawn to the stars, I talked with them, shared some secrets and stories and just slept under the starry sky and felt very calm and "right". This is just one example, but itโs the most vivid in my memories. If youโre not sure about who you are now, remember everything you did when you were absolutely certain that you were a snow leopard or a ghost, for example. Does it feel the same now? Does it feel "right" now?
I suggest just sit in some quiet and special place and focus on your feelings. Ask yourself questions. Also do not forget about the kins, which are not too common. For example, you can be a mythical being that combines several animal traits in one!
At the end I want to say that changing your opinion and learning yourself is normal. Itโs okay to doubt, to ask questions and not be completely sure of anything is also okay. Letโs normalize this in our community and help each other. I encourage all readers to share their experiences in comments.
May the stars guide you. ๐ซ
hi! i have a question about the russian language that i've been trying unsuccessfully to get answered on quora and reddit, i've seen your blog and thought you might have an answer?
i'm part russian and am interested in exploring and honoring my heritage. i want to change my last name to a russian word that is meaningful to me. i'm not yet fluent in russian so i don't know what the proper spelling would be. i want to use the word "integrity", as a moral standard for myself and my future family. i understand it can be spelled ัะตะปะพััะฝะพััั (directly meaning integrity) or ัะตะปะพััะฝัะน (translating more to holistic/complete) what would be the proper spelling for the word as a surname? thank you!
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are you serious? why should i even know anything about russian lmao. i speak Ukrainian.
Hey, iโve got a question. Starkins, how do you express yourselves? What feels most natural or comfortable to you? Is it connected to your identity in any way?
maybe someone who remember their past lives, remembers the partners they had?? was thinking about that this night, very curious.
Welcome to alterhuman tumblr, I hope your stay is just as grand as you are, young star.
sincerely, @godly-rambles
Thank you for the warm greeting, it's much appreciated. I am pleased to be among such marvelous beings!
do not forget who you are.
Hello! Could I have a dark starfolk (Worldless) moodboard with fire, Transient Luminous Events (Especially red sprites and ELVES), deep sea stuff and space themes please? Thank you in advance!
~ @empyrean-demise
Sometimes I look up at the stars and wonder when they're going to take me back.
In our timeline we were both stars as in balls of heat but also stars as in star people... We had our own language, culture, traditions... Right now we are trying to recreate our old language in this world. However it gets hard as human brains cannot exactly comprehend it... As much as I love exploring this world and I definitely don't hate it, I miss our old abilities that weren't bounded by this human body.
At times, I find myself missing the simplicity of the perfect star society, even though I have an appreciation for this world. It seems that people have a tendency to make things more complex, despite the brevity of life and the fragility of the human body, which saddens me.
Every now and then, I try to recall the sounds of the language from that time, but it seems like the human brain is just not able to comprehend something like that. The sight of other stars brings me happiness. I am curious about your traditions, understanding that they can vary based on different factors, and I am keen to learn more. Could it be possible that we had a connection in the past?
Who wants to worship me and also treat me as an equal and also be terrified of me and also be disgusted by me and also adore me and feel safe around me and
๐๐ข๐ฏ๐ข๐ฅ๐ข๐ณ๐๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง๐ฌ ๐ซ๐ข๐ฌ๐ ๐๐ง๐ ๐๐๐ฅ๐ฅ, ๐๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐๐ซ๐ฌ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐๐ฅ๐ฐ๐๐ฒ๐ฌ ๐ฉ๐๐ซ๐ฌ๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ ๐๐ง๐ ๐ฌ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ ๐๐จ๐ซ๐๐ฏ๐๐ซ.