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I will be back

Hello to all beautiful souls on Tumblr. Some of you may have seen my recent post on TikTok.

My husband and I have come to a decision.

We are going to shift, and restart.

Not because of anything bad that happened. We are very happy with where we are at in our lives. We have had the honour of raising a bunch of amazing kids, explore beautiful places.

But in the end, both he and I are shaped by our pasts and, 'original' realities a lot.

My husband doesn't know any different than having the responsibility and pressure of taking care of a lot of people. And although he loves it, we believe he would profit from getting to find himself without a million eyes on him for once. We don't doubt he'll still choose lives like this in the future, but we want it to stem out of desire, and not because it feels 'normal.'

As for me, my wellbeing and life in this reality have affected me a lot. I don't hate this place, but it has come with a lot of trauma, and I don't like viewing it as my starting point. I think the version of myself that I embody in this reality represents my true self the least.

We have decided to shift somewhere we truly are the person we are meant to be deep down. A reality where we can meet again for the first time, but physically. Where he doesn't have to come looking for me, and I don't have to go through a whole roller-coaster to actually be with him. We will wipe our memories, and live our lives there.

After a while, we'll remember our memories of shifting and other realities. At that point, however, that reality will be our home and original starting point, and any other place, including this one, will be a dr, that we might choose to come back to at some point.

We have infinite lives, infinite places to explore, and for now this feels like the right thing to do for us.

We don't know exactly when we are going to shift there yet, but probably within the next week or two. I will come back here, likely after a lot of time has passed for us, but for the people here it won't be long at all. And I assume I will continue posting advice, and have new stories to tell.

I don't know how much I might change by the time I come back, or how much time will have passed for me. My views on some things might be different, which is primarily why I'm writing this post.

The version of me in this reality also has to focus on his health a little, so my responses to asks or dms will probably be slow for a week or so. I will be back, and it won't be long for you people. But knowing personally I'll forget about all this for probably a few decades or more, I felt like writing some type of goodbye or gratitude. Not because I'm not coming back, but because I'm leaving a version of myself behind that I have outgrown.

I'll see you all! 💚

(Take this picture I took in honour of my drselves)

I forgor. to reblog the post.

Anywayyyyyyyy my main dr is my NCT DREAM dr I’m stealing Jaemin’s entire identity lol (I am uncreative and relate to him) and my s/o is Renjun but it’s an open relationship because why be in group of pretty men and only kiss 1. I’m shifting to early 2021 (no pandemic) and yeah. Other things I changed:

Governments in general aren’t absolute shit

SM (company nct is under) doesn’t suck

Mark never left 2018-2020

same discography

No other nct groups exist (only bc if they did i would be in multiple)

Yeah!!

(Help that's so real, I was wondering if you just didn't wanna answer but it would have been fine)

Hell yeah I love that🪄💫 Pretty men kisser is so real😔 and I agree with literally everything that sounds so fun‼️😋

Alr so I've been in this shifting stuff for like… 4 years now off and on?

and i'm still not conscious of/remember a shift.

however, I will say that I've recently found out about something called the gateway tapes, which aren't necessarily for shifting but I'm pretty sure you can use it to help you shift.

I believe I still have it in my drive, so if you want that I can send that over to you ☆

It's okay hon, you're already there, whether you realize it or not (ik this is easier said than accepted but idk how else to say it) <3

I HAVE TO SHİFT TONIGHT

I really can’t with this reality anymore 😭

Drop all of your shifting tips please please please

Because it’s been 2 years and nothing has changed in my shifting journey and I really have to shift tonight. I don’t have enough power to stay here anymore. I attempt to shift EVERY SINGLE NIGHT and even if I want to take a break, I cant. I have to shift so bad. I’m not good. I don’t feel good at all. I’m so tired. Please someone help. Please. Please. Please. I beg you

I know you all will tell me no one can help me because shifting is something that only I can figure out what works for me. But I can’t anymore. Idk maybe something will click and I will shift.

self concept 101

okay students, class is in session and the assignment we’re focusing on is worth 100% of your grade in the assignment of your life. no pressure, right? except… it kinda is. because everything you experience, your relationships, your money, your looks, your success, it’s all filtered through the lens of your self-concept.

self-concept is the story you tell about yourself when no one’s listening. it’s the identity you live in, consciously or unconsciously. it’s the silent assumptions that run on autopilot like, “i’m never chosen,” “nothing ever works out for me,” “i’m not enough,” “people always leave,” or even “i’m that girl,” “i’m magnetic,” “everything works in my favour.”

those aren’t just thoughts. they’re blueprints. they create the framework your reality has to follow. because your outer world is just your inner world, externalised.

so if you walk through life with the self-concept of someone who always gets second best, your reality will match that. not because you deserve it, but because you believe it. and if you shift to a self-concept of someone who is deeply loved, always thriving, lucky, powerful, guess what? your world has no choice but to realign.

got it omg, here’s the cleaned-up version just how you like it:

here’s your homework, due immediately, with no extensions, sorry babes, life waits for no one…it’s all just now.

1. observe your internal dialogue

spend one whole day listening to your thoughts like they’re playing on a speaker, what do you actually think about yourself, not what you want to believe, but what you’ve been unconsciously affirming, catch the sneaky ones too, “i’m always so awkward,” “i’ll never look like that,” “ugh, of course this would happen to me,” these aren’t harmless little quips, these are energetic declarations

write them down, seriously, make a list of the self-concept you’ve been unknowingly living by

2. rewrite your identity

now take that list and write the exact opposite, this is your new self-concept, “i’m always chosen,” “i’m magnetic and people adore me,” “i’m a master at my craft,” “my beauty is undeniable”

this isn’t toxic positivity, it’s identity design, choose the story you want to live by and start being the main character who lives by that script, you don’t wait for proof to act like her, you assume the role and reality fills in the blanks

3. persist in your new self

this is the part most people flake on, but not you, because real change comes from repetition, from living the new story until it hardwires into your nervous system, so no, you don’t just write your affirmations once and call it a day, you say them out loud, in the mirror, in the shower, under your breath

you imagine yourself as her when you’re walking down the street, you refuse to entertain old stories that try to creep in, this is devotion, this is embodiment

and lastly, you don’t need validation, this homework is not about impressing others, it’s not about being seen, it’s about seeing yourself clearly, fully, and powerfully, once that clicks, your entire world will mirror it back

hand in your new self daily, you’re the teacher and the student here, and you’re getting an A+ obviously

class dismissed…but, the assignment is ongoing so you better get to working! 👩‍🏫

JOSHUA’S FAME DR

002 DISCOGRAPHY

Roses - Late 2022

Roses is more than just a debut EP—it’s the sound of raw talent meeting unstoppable ambition. created in the most unfiltered way possible, the six-track project is a fusion of dreamy melodies, heartfelt lyrics, and an effortless blend of R&B, pop, and ethereal beats. born from late-night experiments with borrowed instrumentals, Roses is a testament to passion over perfection.

TRACKLIST:

TITLE TIME

petals 2:38

nostalgia 3:21

pink parasol 2:40

echos of me 1:32

roses in the rain 4:21

dreams coated in ink 3:37

GENRES: Pop, Rap, RNB, Hyperpop, Experimental, Neo-Soul

Billboard Placement: —

Achievement: Started Joshua’s career.

Stardust - Early 2023 (Pop+Rap)

after the demand of new music from fans, joshua dropped his single, Stardust a track about his success, getting money, and thanking his best-friend/his manager. the track marked the turning point from internet sensation to a full fledged artist.

TITLE TIME

Stardust 3:56

Billboard Placement: #23-100 (Still charting since release)

Achievements: Started the official “PINKPRINT/PINKBANDZ” movement, Grammy Nominated (Lost).

COSMIC FREQUENCY - Mid 2025

joshua’s debut album. all the growth, criticism received, an experience, a sonic journey through fame, self-discovery, and the vibrations that shape our reality. following the viral success of Roses and Stardust, this debut full-length project cements its creator as more than just a rising star—this is the work of an artist shaping an era. every feature, every flow, every lyric. perfection.

TRACKLIST:

TITLE TIME

ECLIPSED (ft. Beyoncé & Solange) 3:57

VENUS (ft. Jhené Aiko) 3:21

CHERRY BLOSSOM SINS (ft. Lana Del Rey) 4:36

SILK AND GOLD (ft. Erykah Badu) 3:02

SIREN SONG (ft. Beyoncé) 0:53

NO SIGNAL (ft. Charli XCX) 2:43

ELECTRIC SUN 3:32

GARDEN OF SECRETS 1:45

MOONLIT MIRAGE 5:42

HEAVEN’S VOICEMAIL (ft. Ariana Grande) 3:33

COSMIC HIGH 4:26

MERCURY’S RIPTIDE 7:47

CF (Outro) 1:11

Genres: Rap, Pop, Country-Pop, Sigilkore, Hyperpop, Experimental, House, Electronic, Rock, RnB, 90’s Rnb, Alternative Pop, Alternative Rock, Jazz, Disco, Soul, Neo Soul, Bounce, Gospel, Dance, Techno, Fusion.

Billboard Placement: #1-20 (Still charting!)

Achievements: Grammy AOTY Nominee for 2025 Grammys, Rated 9.6 by Pitchfork, Highest First Week Sales Ever, Surpassing Micheal Jackson’s “Thriller”, selling 121 million copies, Promoting the “PINKBANDZ” aesthetic to high-fashion.

creds to: @violettqs for inspo!!

Just wanted to say this since I struggle with it as well.

You are not selfish or mean for shifting to escape

You are not selfish or mean for shifting for love

You are not selfish or mean for scripting a diff family

You are not selfish or mean if you feel jealous that other people have shifted and you haven’t (your feelings are valid and don’t ignore them)

You are not selfish or mean if you can’t remain positive 24/7 (this is toxic positivity and is bad for your mental health)

It’s okay to feel sad, mad, angry, upset, jealous, or tired. Don’t ignore those feelings, it won’t help.

Take a breath, you may feel stuck but you aren’t. The universe is not out to get you, they love you and so does your subconscious.

YOU WILL SHIFT

ily so much and please believe in your capability to do anything you desire! ❤️

instead of imagining your dr REMEMBER IT.

it’s your life after all. it’s still you. it’s your memories. sit with yourself and remember your life there. BRING YOUR MEMORIES BACK. ITS YOUR LIFE BABE. REMEMBER IT💗💗💗💗💗

Yip yip‼️ 😅💫

NEBULA'S REASONS TO SHIFT ; #3

✧ My love interests/s/o in my DRs! I adore them dearly

Kiwi ! :3 🥝

🍒 — FRUIT ASK GAME

( reblog … send a fruit … get an answer !! what will the fruit oracle tell you about other realities hmm )

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— 🍋 TERRIBLY SOUR LEMON … who’s your least favorite person in your DR? a poisonous ex, a toxic professor—maybe someone who tried to straight up murder you. who do you truly go sour in the face at the thought of?

— 🍎 SHINY RED APPLE … what are you the absolute best at in your DR? the thing that, when people need help with it, they let out the most gigantic sigh of relief when you walk in the room—everyone knows you do it best

— 🍓 SUGAR SWEET STRAWBERRY … what’s the most romantic, sugar-sweet moment you’ve had or will have in your DR? something so terrifically soft and perfect it could’ve come straight from a wild strawberry patch

— 🍆 DEEP UMBER EGGPLANT … what’s the most thrilling fantasy you have about your lover in your DR? no information is too much or too little, it’s all according to your comfort—a midnight rendezvous, a sudden vacation for two, or maybe just a night in with one-or-two extra glasses of wine and hanging out :)

— 🥝 FUZZY BURST KIWI … what’s something about you in your DR that people wouldn’t expect to be true? it doesn’t quite line up, some fabulous detail about you. when people find out, they’re positively shocked

— 🥭 TROPICAL LUSH MANGO … what adds the most dynamic, vibrant color to your DR? a person, a place, an activity, a part of your identity—its presence lights up your existence there like sun rays on a blank canvas

— 🍏 CRISP GREEN APPLE … what’s a memory from your childhood in your DR that stands out amongst the others? the edges of the picture are crisp, it may not be particularly good or bad—but intricately memorable

— 🍈 HONEY BLISS CANTALOUPE … what’s your favorite season in your DR? do you enjoy sun-drenched summers, an exhilarating back to school time in autumn, or perhaps some particularly festive Christmas traditions that make the wintertime special?

— 🍒 BLOODRED CHERRIES … what is your biggest fear in your DR? you don’t have to get deep if you don’t wanna—it can be as small and horrifying as a spider or the dark. something that truly rattles you to your bones

— 🥑 EARTHY AVOCADO … what’s the most comforting part of your daily routine in your DR? it’s grounding—something that no matter where you are or what you have going on, will always give you reprise and solace

— 🫐 DEWY BLUEBERRIES … what’s your comfort meal or dessert in your DR? maybe it’s something your parents make for you, something you order from room service while you’re reclined in a hotel room, or something simple you prepare for yourself—it makes you feel better the second you sink your teeth into i

— 🍑 OVERRIPE PEACH … what kind of a future do you imagine for yourself in your DR? white picket fence material, with marriage and a couple kids? perhaps childless but continuing on your adventures til old age, or all of the above?

— 🍌 SUNNY BANANA … what’s a piece of art, literature or music that truly moved you in your DR? perhaps something that shaped your identity, something that you enjoy for purely academic reasons, or just your favorite

— 🍅 SCARLET TOMATO … what’s the juiciest secret you’ve ever kept or will keep in your DR? the kind of scandalous thing that would positively burst into drama if revealed

— 🥥 SUN-KISSED COCONUT … what would your ideal vacation be in your DR? a tropical getaway, with white sand and bungalows? a secluded retreat into the foggy mountains? where would you go, and who would you bring with you?

— 🍉 JUICY WATERMELON … what’s your favorite thing about your lover in your DR? the way they smell like home, how they make your chest hurt with laughter, how they take care of you. maybe the way their hair falls in their face just so

— 🍍 SPIKY BOLD PINEAPPLE … if your life in your DR had a color palette, what would it look like? perhaps pastels, or a range of jewel tones? maybe a collection of shades that seem totally random, but that make perfect sense just to you

— 🍐 MELLOW PEAR … what’s a dream or goal you’re pursuing in your DR? it could be as small as reading more often, or going out with your friends more, or as large as saving the entire cosmic universe. whatever you’re working towards!

— 🍇 TART PURPLE GRAPES … if you could bottle the scent of your favorite memories in your DR, what would the notes be? base notes of parchment and ink for your academic pursuits? middle notes of jasmine and rose petals for a lover you hold close to your heart? perhaps top notes of sea salt and sand for a place you find solace in?

— 🍊 SUNSET CITRUS ORANGE … what’s your favorite kind of outing to go on in your DR, with your friends, family, or your partner? whether it’s a classy art gallery, a carefree rocky beach, or an urban jaunt to the mall, you know you’ll have a good time every time

— 🍋‍🟩 ZESTY SOUR LIME … do you have any scars in your DR? a little mark on your knee from a childhood mishap on a scooter, or some gigantic mark left as proof of your world-saving tendencies—one that tells a story, big or small

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NEBULA'S REASONS TO SHIFT ; #10 !

✧ To travel! (And not JUST to other countries in a reality that looks like this one, also other completely mindblowing worlds that thine eyes have yet to see...)