I Will Be Back

Yayyy

(Sorry in advance)

Okokok soooo let's start with who I AM before I start getting looks... don't kill me.

I am a middle schooler in my sk8 dr (yes you can already tell where this is going).

When I first watched sk8 I was around his age so please do NOT come after me...

The whole schmitt is that I meet Miya by bumping into him at some point when I first move in (I am exploring tho bc I actually live near Reki...) but think nothing of it.

And then we meet at school.

For some reason or another, it starts as a one-sided rivalry (from Miya... idk what nonsense he's spouting at me I love him sm but his rpg vocabulary throws me off every time/pos) and eventually we're 4lifers! (and whatnot)

But this wasn't really supposed to be about platonic friendships, right?

Well im not sure how to say this, but this whole thing is a slowburn for years 'till the middle of Highschool... I don't know if the guy will ever be into me and that's for me to find out... (I mean sure I still plan to be together but I guess I like making myself wait💔)

AND THATS THAT PART.

(This next part is just pure nonsense, you don't have to listen me)

Overall, even before and past the initial trial and error of getting the poor guy to open up along with Reki and Langa, I deeply adore, admire, and respect Miya. And I plan on opening his mind and for both of us to learn and grow with each other 'cause yeesh are skateboarders hectic/pos

(We are so playing roblox together and trust I'm gonna mop the floor with him💫/j)

Oh also he doesn't (as well as some of the others) know that I even go to S at first because crazy Sailor-Moon-type-shi goes in the works and I'm unrecognizable until I take off my dorky ahh mask that doesn't even cover the bottom half of my face. (Idk what fashion sense you expect out of a middle schooler that has a whole fit that looks like they made to match some light up sketchers with..)

AND THATS MY YAP‼️😋

Thank you for coming to my TEDTalk if you made it this far I appreciate you and even if you didn't take care🪄💫♡

NEBULA'S REASONS TO SHIFT ; #3

✧ My love interests/s/o in my DRs! I adore them dearly

Just wanted to say this since I struggle with it as well.

You are not selfish or mean for shifting to escape

You are not selfish or mean for shifting for love

You are not selfish or mean for scripting a diff family

You are not selfish or mean if you feel jealous that other people have shifted and you haven’t (your feelings are valid and don’t ignore them)

You are not selfish or mean if you can’t remain positive 24/7 (this is toxic positivity and is bad for your mental health)

It’s okay to feel sad, mad, angry, upset, jealous, or tired. Don’t ignore those feelings, it won’t help.

Take a breath, you may feel stuck but you aren’t. The universe is not out to get you, they love you and so does your subconscious.

YOU WILL SHIFT

ily so much and please believe in your capability to do anything you desire! ❤️

Don't ever hesitate. Reblog this. TUMBLR RULE. When you see it, REBLOG IT.

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ITS BESTIE'S BIRTHDAY ☆

Happy birthday to the cheeky cat aficionado skater💥😼🛹

goofy ahh dunce♡/j

(Also as far as I'm concerned national cat day in Japan is on February 22nd, which I think is neat that it's on the same day)

NEBULA'S REASONS TO SHIFT ; #24

✧ To have DDR/some arcade machine in my own room

NEBULA'S REASONS TO SHIFT ; #13

✧ To get rid of the notion that I'm racing against time

I love answering these sm‼️‼️

(gives me a way to yap abt my drs hehe... I'm going to answer for my SK8 TI DR)

✦ Typical day in your DR?

Weelllll a "typical" day would be a school day for me💫 I wake up, do my little morning routine (yk typical ig I mean what'd you expect from me) and I get to school from a train after walking with my older brother💫 it depends on the so called "timeline" I'm in, but after all the new things are more familiar (I moved countries-) I tend to find myself with my friend at school and go on with my schedule (I still don't know what it looks like but imma have it the way I would prefer it yk!) Throughout the day I just pester my friend honestly, and yes I pass all of my classes (school stresses me out in my "cr" but I made sure I put that it's a breeze... school stress sucks.💔) After school I go with my friend to practice skateboarding (he hated it sm at first but I couldn't care less nor understood why)

After a while we would each go home☆

Upon my arrival😌, I would greet my gorgeous cats (considering having other pets but ehhh) and probably get changed from my uniform and have dinner😋 I live with my parents and brother (I contemplated not having a mom for reasons but honestly I want a healthy familial relationship😞) I'd do my homework afterwards if I had any (contemplating scripting that I don't)

And... I would write more but I've already written too much- sorry😥

✦ Night Routine

Yeah, though it's rather simple. When I don't go out to race, I get ready to sleep with all of my cats♡

✦ Morning Routine

Again, nothing special, just make sure to get ready for school and pamper my cats as well♡ (can't leave em unattended)

✦ Who do you hang out with everyday?

My oh so dear cat-like friend... I kind of just clung to him for a while

✦ Self Care Days?

I try to take care of myself as much as possible since I'm a skater but I definitely love to treat myself for entire days (though I tend to invite my friends many times)

Aaaannnnddd yeah! That's mostly it✨️ Sorry about the long rant btw!

ᴀ ꜰᴀɪʀʏᴛᴀʟᴇ ᴅʀᴇᴀᴍ ᴄᴏᴍᴇ ᴛʀᴜᴇ

ʀᴇʙʟᴏɢ/ᴄᴏᴍᴍᴇɴᴛ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴀɴꜱᴡᴇʀꜱ

ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴅᴏᴇꜱ ᴀ ᴛʏᴘɪᴄᴀʟ ᴅᴀʏ ʟᴏᴏᴋ ʟɪᴋᴇ ɪɴ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴅʀ?

ᴅᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀ ɴɪɢʜᴛ ʀᴏᴜᴛɪɴᴇ?

ᴅᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀ ᴍᴏʀɴɪɴɢ ʀᴏᴜᴛɪɴᴇ?

ᴡʜᴏ ᴅᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴀɴɢ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴅᴀʏ?

ᴅᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ꜱᴇʟꜰ ᴄᴀʀᴇ ᴅᴀʏꜱ?

*feel free to make your answers as aesthetic or minimal as you want- i live for moodboards if u couldnt tell 😓

guys if u get scripted into my musician dr(s) do u wanna have beef on the internet for shits and giggles but irl be good friends ( •̯́ ^ •̯̀)

I felt so overwhelmed today honestly... like I just didn't know how to react to anything at all. I didn't like to feel the contact on myself but I dismissed it for light dizziness or something. Now I want to isolate myself but it wasn't even that big I just idk

I feel guilty too chffvhgvhfhyfg

relative just gifted me a skateboard-shaped fragrance for my (late) bday... is this a sign y'all