Theres a girl that i met, and shes really cool. I worry that when we meet up irl, she'll think im fat and hideous. that is more horrifying than anything i can imagine. she likes all the music i do and shes so cool, and she likes the way i say her name and shes so kind. shes awesome, but im scared to meet up. ugh
I love all of my friends, but sometimes I want to ignore everyone and hide away until I'm skinny
Thinspo that I like
morning... because if it was a good morning, i’d weigh 40 kgs.
I was drawing myself in tim burton style last night, i genuinely felt so upset by it cause it had me with insane proportions it was hard to keep drawing. I want to get worse some days and it sucks that im like this. my meal options keep getting smaller, and family discussions about my diet are becoming a weekly event. i cant wait to get out of here :(
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piece of advice if u keep on "starting tomorrow" you will never get there.
so that every time they see me, i'm th1nn3r
smash that mf reblog if u hate pedophiles
i finished my assignment 😼
school makes me want to fucking kill myself i hate school fuck this stupid rubbish fuck fuck fuck fuck i dont get told i had a fucking assement and now i have my last day of my extention to finish it fuck fuck fuck im going to fucking kill myself i wish i never was fucking alive
to sit on people's laps without crushing them
to be picked up when i hug people
so i'm so skinny the doctors don't think my weight loss is good anymore
so people don't use me as a pillow
to climb trees again
to worry people
to wear tank tops without hating myself
to feel clean and in control
to be carried easily
to share clothes and actually fit in others clothes
to see my bones
to be skinny like i was when i was a kid
to actually do something right for once