The Anorexic Urge To Stare At Every Skinny Person That Walks By

found on pinterest and literally so motivating

i may do this actually!! this seems kinda fun :]

I think what would be super cool is to do end of month check ins until december on this acc w a specific tag like cokezerobug2025 or something and see exactly how much progress i’ve made by december 31st, or even march 31st. idk im gonna go ahead and use the the tag so I remember

january 31st check in plz don’t disappoint me

I went to a fair today, i bought a spring roll thing for lunch. They gave me three and i ate two. I threw the other away because if I ate nothing at all my mum would interrogate me. I had a small mocha coffee, and my parents offered me donuts which i declined. Today has been a good day :)

I already know our new years 3dblr diets r gonna be wild💀

I sure have been putting the eating in eating disorder lately

things to do instead of eating!! 🖤

- pluck your eyebrows if they‘re slightly overgrown

- practice an instrument if u play one

- decorate your room / rearrange it

- read a book (preferably outside)

- go on walks

- call with some friends

- go on tumblr ( obvious lol )

- search for some healthy recipes

- bake something for friends / relatives

- try a new hobby ( i absolutely love crocheting )

- make some handmade gifts ( perfect for christmas )

- try out a new makeup style

- put some cute outfits together u wanna wear if you reach your gw

- browse through online shops

- listen to new music

these are some things i do! let me know if you have more ideas <3

I was drawing myself in tim burton style last night, i genuinely felt so upset by it cause it had me with insane proportions it was hard to keep drawing. I want to get worse some days and it sucks that im like this. my meal options keep getting smaller, and family discussions about my diet are becoming a weekly event. i cant wait to get out of here :(

Remembering c/s exists when your balls deep in junk food cravings is like the lord himself smiles upon you

following someone back and then realizing they’re a teenager and i must block is a gut punch

and some of you that try to follow me are so so so young, it makes me wanna cry

so let me reiterate:

stay away from my diary if your age starts with a 1

i am 25 years old

i am an adult in the workforce

i have a bachelors degree and am pursuing more higher education

we may have one thing in common (ED) but that doesn’t mean we need to share community

form community with people your own age

my blog is for myself and adults only

Soup mealspø♡

i luv soup soo much😭