I'm not exactly sure how I'm supposed to balance life? Like I have a job, and friends who I like to hang out with, and classes that I need to study for, a boyfriend, and my family to spend the rest of my time wth. I don't have enough time to dream or write about the things I love.
But I guess that's life.
“You open doors. You don’t close them” is such an important line to understand Lucanis and Rook relationship, because.
Whether you’re romancing him or not, slowly but surely, you’re making him lower the walls he raised around himself. Rook “Break apart [his] perfectly gathered clouds of doom.”
All the people we see as guardians are people he loves but who still make him feel inadequate, somehow (don’t make me start on his grandmother, Harding and Neve were really suspicious of him, Illario betrayed him).
Rook never does that. They’re always here for him, they support him, they got him out of the Ossurary, they helped with Treviso and they keep being by his side, again and again.
You don’t have to fight the guardians (because he would never perceive Rook as a danger). You barely have to convince them, because I think that deep down, Lucanis wants Rook to help him. He wants to grab the hand they’ve been offering him for so long, but he’s just afraid to do so.
In one of her tweets, Mary Kirby said that Spite and Lucanis trust Rook above everyone else. Inner Demons is a proof of that. He doesn't see them as someone keeping him locked inside his misery. He sees them as the person getting him out.
That’s why, even if I admit with shame that I’m a little jealous of hearing Neve and Lucanis flirting sometimes, I will never truly be mad. Because they’ll never have what Rook and Lucanis share. It’s such a unique and special bond that Lucanis only have with them, and I love it so, so much.
Anyway. They’re really precious to me
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You can be anything. Representation Matters
I've decided that I am pretty. No matter what the weight scales say or what I try to tell myself: I am pretty.
I am Beautiful.
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* body language masterlist
* a translator that doesn’t eat ass like google translate does
* a reverse dictionary for when ur brain freezes
* 550 words to say instead of fuckin said
* 638 character traits for when ur brain freezes again
* some more body language help
(hope this helps some ppl)
24, Female, I'm just a stressed out beansprout who likes to write sometimes
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