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I just find it funny how right now people are still cutting Aether out of 5wirl edits and just calling them 4nemo talking about some "he has other elements." and "he isn't an anemo boy." as if those same mfers aren't gonna throw Scara into the group when he becomes anemo and call it 5nemo.
01 || HER ARRIVAL . ━ CHAPTER ONE
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"HUHU... YOUR EXPRESSIONS ARE PRICELESS." you playfully snorted, very much satisfied with their reactions. My, their eyes were popping out of their sockets from the shock! Perhaps you can request for the image to be painted to jab at them a little. Hmm...
"But, yes... the Little One is my Beloved Son." you continued, ushering the small boy to come closer to you. At your gesture, the boy's eyes sparkled brighter than the stars in the night sky. The boy quickly jumped to his feet and scrambled beside you. He rubbed his chubby cheek against the silk of your gown and fisted small amounts of the fabric.
You fondly caressed his cheek watching him press himself into your palm for more of your loving. Paimon on the hand watched the exchange with a pouty face. How dare that tiny thing mooch off your affection for her!? She wanted your motherly advances for herself! Now, she had to share!? She was never one to do that!
She huffed angrily stomping her foot in the air. She zoomed over to your available arm and clung to you. After nuzzling her face onto your arm for a few seconds, she pettily glared at the boy who smugly smirked in return without you noticing. Paimon gasped in the offense.
You wiggled your eyebrows. You said nothing, but you can more than sense the dark aura that emits from the two babies.
"Children, children." you patted their heads, momentarily stopping them from their heated glare match. "There's no need for such hostility. My affection is infinite for both of you," you reassured them.
The two babies were still unsatisfied, but who were they to doubt your words? They sent each other one last glare before resuming their ministrations much to your amusement.
AETHER STOOD IN THE background awestruck. To be able to pacify the babbling Emergency Food while paying attention to your son was the work of a God. Your movements were elegant and flawless...! Assign him the same task and he will struggle halfway in.
But there was something else that completely enticed him. It was your loving manner you spoke to them, despite how irritating their bickering was. Patient and slow-to-anger... How admirable and enduring.
He wonders... will you treat him in such a manner too if he asked kindly? Blood rushed to his cheeks. Aah... he got carried away with his thoughts! To crave affection from a divine being... is indecent! But would you mind? You didn't care when Paimon crashed herself onto you. However, she is a child... he is not. Still...
He coughed, clearing his throat when he felt his cheeks burn hotter. Your ears twitched at the noise prompting you to look at the blonde who you may or may not have forgotten was there. Doing so, your eyes widened in surprise at the poor boy whose face was redder than a strawberry. You will admit, you were very tempted to fluster the boy more. But the lad looked like he was on the brink of fainting.
Feeling your gaze burn into his skin, he abruptly turned his head. "Your GraCE-!" he cussed mentally at the voice crack. "I apologize for interrupting your moment... but I do believe we have places to return to...!"
You blinked once, twice, thrice. "Oh dear, it seems that detail has already slipped my mind." You sighed. "The first place we'll be stopping by is The City of Freedom, is it not? Hmph~ I must admit I feel a tad bit excited for the trip. However, that bard..." you trailed off sweatdropping.
Aether stared, waiting for you to continue.
"...Hm? Are you waiting for something else to be said...? Huhu. I was finished with my dialogue."
His cheeks lit up once more. "Ah...! My mistake." He nervously chuckled, staring at his traveling companion playfight with your son.
"So... shall we leave, Your Grace?"
"Why yes, of course... You two, stop that - "
"WE'VE BEEN AWAITING YOUR ARRIVAL, YOUR GRACE/ IT'S AN HONOR TO MEET YOU, YOUR GRACE, FINALLY." A male and a woman spoke in sync. In front of you, who stood tall and proud, the duo was respectfully knelt on the ground, faces staring downwards, not daring to look you in the eye. It was a form of respect for your title, acknowledging you as their Beloved Creator. In addition, looking at The Creator without permission from Her Holiness was a heavy crime, only punishable by death. They shall not test your patience.
Your eyes flickered between the two individuals before a look of recognition spread across your face. How could you forget so easily? These two were one of the few that you chose for your, 'Godly Possession.' The ones you loved and cared for and 'built'. You are beginning to think the period you slept for also affected your memory...
Firstly, the male. Long deep blue hair that was carelessly tossed into a ponytail on his left side, an eyepatch, a periwinkle eye, tall, beautiful tanned skin... and a cunning persona infused with seduction... his entire being screamed 'attractive'...
Secondly, the female. Aura, gentle and soft... Yet, powerful and courageous. Blonde hair in a neat ponytail, and lovely sky-blue eyes. Traits of a knight, destined to be a leader. How admirable...
"JEAN GUNNIHILDR, ACTING GRAND MASTER, AND KAEYA ALBERICH, CALVARY CAPTAIN. You may rise from your kneeling state. The same goes for you as well... the Knights accompanying these two." You smiled, very much pleased. They all smiled at your command, quickly regaining their footing.
As they took the time to admire you in all your glory, they felt the breaths immediately lodge inside their throats. The way you smiled at lowly people with such affection and gentleness, a feeling of warmth and safety enveloped over them, a sense of power and being guided. There was no doubt, you were truly Her Grace, them privileged enough to witness your presence in their lifetime.
Smiling shyly, Jean bowed one more time before slowly walking closer to you. "Your grace... It is relieving to see that you are alive and doing well." She laughed softly. "As you commanded, we followed your instructions to ensure the three-day festival dedicated to you will be nothing less than a success. Please," she took a step back, bowing to you again. "Welcome yourself to our city, Mondstadt.
You hummed in approval at the degree of respect you earned from your beloved creation.
"Well, aren't you the polite one, my dear? I was more so expecting your Archon to be the one greeting me instead... Then again, this is him we are speaking about." you chuckled, watching the beautiful blonde's composure completely break down into one of flustered bashfulness.
"A-Ah-! W-Well... Your Gra-!"
Your eyebrows raised while you smirked.
"Oh my, to fall in such state in front of, Her Grace." Kaeya feigned fake sympathy, patting Jean on the shoulder. "Let help you out, that's what friends are for, right~?" He smirked before strolling closer to you. "... From what I can decipher, My Grace, I believe what The Acting Grand Master is trying to explain is that, how can we dare to no shower you in meaningful praises, Your Grace? As someone who is divine, as breathtaking and holy as you, it will be quite the challenge to do otherwise." He chuckled, grasping your hand and pressing a light kiss to the back of your palm, ignoring how Jean's exasperated glare burned into his sun-kissed back.
You decided to humor him a little. "Quite a sharp tongue you own, Sir Kaeya. I wonder... how many fell under your command of that gift of yours?" You chirped, cupping your cheek.
"Though..." you leaned closer to him. Kaeya felt cold shivers travel through his spine when your soft, plump lips brushed against the flesh of his earlobe. "I must admit, that trait of yours... makes the day all the more exciting~" you sighed.
You cleared your throat as you returned to your straight posture, redirecting to the two children who were playing a one-sided game of tag.
Kaeya also stood up slowly. Anyone who walked by, they cannot miss the bright red that bloomed upon his cheeks. The way you willingly closed the distance between you two, the way he remembered how light and soft your kiss was on his ear... Such intimacy is what he could only fantasize in his dreams! And to have it happen to him this day... Why... Why must you seduce him like this...!? It makes him tingle deep down..
Eventually, he snapped out of his stupor, loudly coughing into his fist to conceal the current embarrassment he felt.
"..." He mumbled incoherent words under his breath.
"Hehe~! Sir Kaeya is so red!!!" Paimon laughed, pointing a chubby finger at the blue-haired male to which he glared at.
Aether gave a hard stare at the two, mainly at the Calvary Captain. He felt it. He felt how horror bubbled inside him when you leaned closer to the tall male. He felt how anger burned in his veins when he watched how the Captain carelessly kissed your fingers. His fingers trembled and shook, aching for his touch to feel the familiar cool sensation that belonged to the handle of his blade.
Ah...? Why was he acting like this? He had no right to feel this way... He just met you. On top of that, you had the authority to interact with anyone you pleased. He must remember his place, the one beneath you.
He clenched his fists. That still didn't fit right with him.
"You're one to talk, Paimon. You were red in the face if Our Grace so much looked away from you for more than two seconds." Aether pettily sassed back.
"Hey!!! Leave Paimon alone!"
Aether rolled his eyes, completely exhausted and unable to put up with Paimon's whining. "Whatever you say, Emergency Food."
"How many times does Paimon have to repeat herself!? Paimon is NOT Emergency Food!!!"
AETHER TWIRLED A STRAND of his untied braid around his index as he buried deeper in his thoughts, all while enjoying the comforts of your bed that was adorned in the finest silks.
He. Felt. So. Bitter. No matter how desperately he tried to rid of that haunting image that mercilessly replayed constantly in his mind, it stubbornly stuck to him like permanent ink. It was infuriating...
You side-eyed Aether from where you sat, in front of a grand mirror. Maids of High Class in Mondstadt were surrounding you, tending to your delicate hair... sticking in expensive pins and beautiful stones to glammer you up for the Ceremony you will attend.
"...Erk...!" you jumped when one of the maids harshly tugged on your hair with a comb to undo that stupid knot.
The maid also jumped in surprise and a slight tinge of fear. "Oh...! I'm sorry, Your Grace...! This knot was just not cooperating with me..." she trailed off to glare at the said knot.
You chuckled and shook your head causing the maid to relax. "Oh, it's fine, my dear. I was just taken a bit by surprise."
The maid smiled.
"Speaking of which..." you glanced at Aether again. "May I be left alone for a moment? I have something to discuss with the Traveller."
The maids didn't try pry into your business, they simply bowed and complied with your wish. "As you command, Your Grace."
"AETHER."
The male blinked in confusion when the bed dipped beside him. He looked up at you with wide eyes, maybe surprised that you wanted to speak with him, and he was in awe when you gave him that loving smile that makes his heart skip a beat.
"My Dear Aether."
His cheeks warmed when your fingers tenderly rubbed his cheeks.
"Why are you so upset?"
Oh. The light in his eyes dimmed for a moment.
"I sense the Envy and Wrath lurking in you, My Dear. Do tell me, why is that so?" You hummed as your gaze grew gentler.
Aether pursed his lips tightly. Hearing the question rolling of your tongue, he suddenly felt silly of himself. Despite how his brain screamed at him to remain silent, he dare not hide anything from you, after all the glorious things you have done for him.
"Do you..." His eyes revealed the pain he felt emotionally. "...Do you love me, Your Grace?"
There. He said it. His grip on his hair visibly tightened.
Your eyes, listening to his question, widened in shock. Is this how he truly felt? Had you not made it clear how deeply you cherished him?
You clicked your tongue, taking him into an embrace, pressing his head against your chest. Aether felt his heart rate quicken right as you pressed your face on the top of his head, pressing light kisses.
"How could I not, Aether, dear? Even though you may not consider so, you have done do much for in my absence, caring for my people while I was asleep. Just as I have aided you in tremendous ways, you selflessly done the same for me. We've gotten a long way together." You murmured.
"So please," you buried your face deeper in his golden hair. "Never doubt my affection for you."
Aether finally smiled in content, sighing and nuzzling his face in your chest.
...LITTLE DID YOU KNOW THAT THE TRUE MEANING BEHIND YOUR WORDS WERE MISINTERPRETED.
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I-I can f-fix t-them 🥺😫🤞😘😍🫦
"i could ___" memes part one
i’m done thinking that I’m okay when the only thing I think about is genshin men and the daily life they live with me as their wifey <33
fr her creation or “son” literally got an abandonment issues and mommy issues 💀💀 at this point if someone still justified her action just cuz she’s “waifu” or hot y’all need to go to theraphy this instant
ei fans will literally misunderstand every other character and bend over backwards just to make ol girl seem justified and sane in everything she does! like no she does not get a pass for abandoning her child just because he did not live up to her expectations! i don’t care if she spared his life from yae the fact that she even left him to the outside world knowing he knows absolutely nothing about it is insane truly! like he does not get a pass for hurting people and neither does she, let’s use our brains now
Posting this in the tags of every popular gacha game I can think of so I can warn people not to use a particular Japanese iTunes card-selling service. For those unaware, iPhone users can purchase Japanese iTunes codes so they can buy in-game currency for Japanese mobile games (usually gacha games).
I'd been using a site called JapanCodeSupply for a bit to buy cards in order to buy in-game currency for my one and only gacha game, Magia Record. It was going okay one day until they sent me a code that had been previously used. Obviously upset by this, I went to their customer support on Twitter and asked for a new code. After doing a bunch of steps to confirm that I wasn't scamming them, they sent me a new, unused code. I figured it was a fluke and moved on.
A few weeks later, I bought another card (this time for a much larger amount) and once again recieved a used code. I was once again pretty upset but decided to go to customer support. They had me go through all the steps again to prove I wasn't scamming them... and then sent me a canned response about how their code system "had a 100% success rate" and how they would not be giving me a new code. No matter how many times I argued, I kept getting generic, canned responses from their support team.
I opened up a case on PayPal (which I had used to pay the site) and am currently waiting for my case to be resolved. This happened back in late August and I wasn't going to say anything until the case closed, but what pissed me off is that JapanCodeSupply was silent for weeks after I opened the case until I escalated it. Then they just provided a tracking number (what? it's a digital order, there would be no tracking number), presumably in the hopes that the PayPal overseer would be overworked, see a tracking number, and decide in their favor.
So yeah, fuck this company. They knowingly send out used codes to people and then refuse to reimburse them even after they provide the evidence the company themselves asked for. If you want an alternative place to buy Japanese iTunes cards, I recommend PlayAsia instead. I have had zero issues with them and they are overall a far more reputable company.
THIS IS THE CUTEST FIC OH MY GOD <33
You and Cyno have been friends for a very long time.
That’s why the boy never expected that he would develop feelings out of nowhere, especially not right when you smash an Ajilenakh nut with his pole arm in anger.
He could have sworn his heart went doki doki along with the broken nut.
“You have got to be kidding me,” was all Tighnari could say when Cyno approached him on the very same day with the biggest blush ever.
“She was glowing Tighnari,” Cyno furrowed his eyebrows as he looked off into the distance. “The Love Archon have placed a curse on me-“ “there is no love archon you lummox.”
After a long ass debate and Cyno listing down pros and cons of liking you, the fennec boy decided this topic went on long enough and decided to just throw some suggestions.
“Why not just ask her out on a date? Woo her with something. If I recall, Y/N said she liked charcoal cake.”
And that’s how The Guide to Wooing You (Ft. Tighnari) book was created.
First Operation: date
Now, you and Cyno have been friends for a very long time, meaning you’ve done much activities together.
When Cyno asked you out, you took it as an average hangout and the day turned into a whole TCG war.
Cyno has no idea how you guys ended up in Port Ormos, both of your decks out with his strongest cards in his hand. People surround you two, all in awe at the amazing strategic display in front of them. No, to say he is confused is an understatement.
“Wait Y/N-“ “No I’m not falling for that again Cyno.” “No, we weren’t supposed to be playing.” “Wow I can’t believe you just threw that card out, how am I supposed to win that?” “Wait that was unintentional-“
He never got to confess. But at least he won the game.
Second Operation: food
On the day he was free he barged into the Sumeru tavern, causing a few scholar to run out screaming as he approached the counter with menacing aura.
“One charcoal cake. Do you have a pink ribbon? Wrap it with a pink ribbon. Maybe add a heart on the cake if possible. Write the name ‘Y/N’ on it. I expect no word comes out about me here.”
When you see it, you roar with laughter. “Bruh, this is the funniest thing you pulled so far!”
Tighnari gets no sleep that night as Cyno comes into his room and murmurs by himself in the corner, confused as to what exactly is he doing wrong.
Third Operation: physical contact
Cyno wipes his hand on his shorts for the 15th time as he awaits for you at Gandarvha Ville. Today was the day of his next operation: hand holding.
Cyno wasn’t the type to force any physical contact, unless it’s to punish all evil wrongdoing. But today he was going to go the opposite way.
He will brush his hand against yours, and if you don’t move away he will then proceed to look into your eyes as a sign of love affirmation. You will be struck by his determination and then he will move to intertwine his fingers with yours. And then he will confess.
“Hey Cyno! You’re here early,” you appear in your goddess glory, your smile so dazzling the Mahamatra has to block it out with his hand.
“What a sight to behold.” “Did you say something?”
When you two walked together, people were clearing the path. You figured it was because of Cyno’s title, but in reality it was because of his red shot eyes that was glaring at your hand.
Above you both is Tighnari using his binoculars to watch you both. He mutters curses specially at the Matra, and Cyno could’ve sworn he felt chills go down his spine for no reason.
Do it now you imbecile! Touch her hand! What in the archons are you doing?
Cyno’s heart was thumping so fast he thought you could hear it. He swallowed as he stared at your hand, the delicate fingers that was tempting him to lic-hold it.
“Cyno?” He snapped his attention to your worried face. He inhaled when you step so close to him that your faces were mere inches away.
Tighnari gasped. Are you guys kissing? Why the hell are you guys kissing first?
“Are you okay? You look really stressed,” Your eyebrows furrow together, your cheeks pouting out so slightly.
Your magnificent breath tickled his face, your doe eyes peering into his wide dilated ones. He could smell the faint chicken wings you ate earlier on your body. He could see your collar bones just saying hello to him. Your hair tickle his face as well as his bangs to yours. He looks back up to your eyes and he finally utters his response.
“Stressed? More like I’m a damsel in distress.”
Tighnari to this day doesn’t know how that was a joke to Cyno.
Operation four: Just confess
“Now we all know you have this natural instinct of throwing in a stupid joke out of nowhere,” Tighnari covers Cyno’s mouth before he could retort. “Now imagine I am Y/N. Show me how you’re going to confess to me.”
“No what the f-” “Do you really want to ruin the biggest operation with another joke?” “…”
Cyno sighs and the two boys sit facing each other. Tighnari crosses his arms and mimics your voice in a ridiculously high tone, “Hey Cyno! What’s up?”
“Hey Y/N, um…there’s something I’ve always wanted to tell you,” Cyno inhales, trying to pretend the boy in front of him was his favorite girl. He smiles when his decent looking friend’s face morphs into your beautiful features. “We’ve been friends for so long and I know it’s definitely hard to believe but…I really like you. To me, you’re the most beautiful star in the desert night, the star that guides me to my destination. Will you be mine?”
“Wow Cyno I’m so happy!” Tighnari sings happily with a horrifying giggle. “See, that wasn’t so bad-”
A big thud silences them all.
The two boys slowly look to the side in horror as both you and Collei stand at the doorway stunned. Collie’s basket is on the floor, and an apple rolls to Cynos’ foot.
“I always knew master and Cyno had something!” Collei runs out the door, covering her face in glee as her OTP has finally come true.
Cyno’s face pales as you blink at him and then at Tighnari and then back to him. Then you turn away quickly before they can hear you snort with laughter.
General Mahamatra and General Watchleader weren’t seen for a few days, but there were rumors circulating that the WatchLeader was trying to kill the Mahamatra.
Final operation: Cyno
“Just be yourself Cyno,” Tigh’s words repeat in the boy’s mind. “What do you think will get your feelings across as Cyno? Think about it, and then face Y/N when you’re ready.”
Truth to be told, Cyno has never been open about his own feelings to anyone before. Sure, he told his best (and only) friend that he likes you, sure he beat up sinners to express his irritation of them forcing him out into the desert for three days just to bring them back, but it’s different with you.
He enjoyed all the times he’s had with you, all the moments where you and him argued about who won, the moments where you fed him food when he was loaded with work, the moments when you smiled at him when he would come to see you…he treasured every single second.
He was scared that if you did not return his feelings, your friendship would be broken. You meant that much to him.
But he knew if this one-sided feeling went on much longer he will go crazy and full of hope. He can decide how to proceed with his feelings once he gets an answer from you.
You finally appear. You look around the rather grassy area, before looking up at the night sky full of stars.
Cyno watches with adoration as your eyes light up at the sky. It must be the same look he has when he’s with you.
He silently approaches you with a familiar book in his hand, and you finally see him.
He hands you the book and you blink at it curiously before you open the book and read the contents.
He slowly smiles as a blush spread across your cheeks as you read over each operation listed down and the attempts the poor boy made to gain your affection.
“How did I miss all this?” You whisper, bringing the back of your hand to your face as your ears burn. “Cyno I…”
He places a hand on your arm and comes forward. His eyes are so full of desperation you can already hear what’s he going to say.
“I’m not supposed to be…having these feelings as a Matra. It’ll only get in the way, but…I do have feelings for you Y/N. I enjoy my time with you, I enjoy eating with you. I enjoy fighting with you. I like you. I am in love with you. Will you be the padisarah to my Duel Soul recipe?”
A few days later rumors go around that the General Mahamatra has been stalking a certain girl and the girl is a criminal waiting to be caught in the act.
It’s only a few days later (again) that there is confirmation that the girl is actually the General Mahamatra’s beloved girlfriend.
Omg this was so bad but so funny at the same time aghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Sorry if this seemed so rushed, but it came to me in the middle of the night, and I had to write it all down! Hope you guys enjoyed it! :,)
idk what did I just read but it’s cool, the more u think
‘bout it the more fucked up Sumeru is. I like it!
sumeru has straight up cyberpunk plotline tho, just coquettishly covered up in light fantasy veil. And not just because it has actual visors with internet access, but because Akasha system works like current search engines, but taken to the extreme.
like it’s no secret that google collects your data and censors and manipulates the search results based on that, but here they said “what if google had direct access to your brain tho?? and didn’t just sell collected info to advertisers, but also without your knowledge used your brainpower during sleep to fucking mine bitcoin? bc like what could you do to stop it, when the society demands you to use it?”
Akademiya is a very straightforward stand in for corporations - monopolistic force that de facto holds all the power in the country and ignores\manipulates the nominal leader (Kusanali). Ppl want to get into Akademiya bc that where all the power is cultivated, but from the researchers we meet we can see that it’s a cesspool of intrigues, with grueling demands where ppl have to abandon the themes they actually want to study bc they don’t get the funding, and often forced into military research bc of that. One woman literally ran away to the desert and paid the bandits to keep her locked in a cage bc thats better than Akademiya career fucking her over. But if you try to get away with research that is deemed a secret, they will send police enforcers to drag you back
the theme of broken and eaten dreams is also surprisingly coherent and poignant so far. We have many quests emphasizing how ppl had to gave up on their dreams and settle for career they didn’t want bc they needed to survive, and then in the Archon quests we learn that the adults don’t dream, bc their dreams are literally stolen and used by the Akademiya. They legit said that the broken dreams are not a coincidence of growing up, the system uses them as a fuel to keep up the matrix and tells you it’s your fault you couldn’t reach them
like damn, can’t wait to start telling my snob friends I saw a better cyberpunk plotline in an anime gacha than in cyberpunk2077
so cute <33
Dragonli purrs very loudly
Genshin SMAU fanfic
Hi tee-hee, came back from acute respiratory infection and ongoing exams! 😍😍
Title: Love 4 U
Genres: Romance, Slice of Life, Reverse Harem
Genshin men X fem!reader
This fanfic involves all genshin cast, and updating ones. Currently busy with another book atm, so this fanfic will update at the pace of a snail. This list will also update when I post a new chapter! Thanks.
I will do some character profiles soon if I feel like it.
Chapter 1: Introduction
Chapter 2: Physics Question
Chapter 3: Help Group
Chapter 4: Outing with Smexy Diluc
Chapter 5: Thread about Y/N
Let you break my heart again
Tighnari x reader x Albedo
angst, no gender/pronouns are used to describe reader (if there is one I probably missed it!!), probably crack??in a way??, Tighnari finally realizes he's in love with you like the dumbass he is smh
summary: you seem to be enjoying your time in the presence of the chalk prince while Tighnari is feeling the exact opposite
part 1 part 2
Tighnari felt like literal shit.
He woke up today so moody as Collei seem to still be anger at him for being your reason you left in the first place.
The rest of the forest rangers had learned about your leave, some wishing good luck while other while confused about you resigning your position. Clearly, you had always showed how much you loved doing your job with a bright smile on your face.
Today was no different, they all felt the tension air around him as he assigned the patrols for the day.
Once making sure everyone had their routes, he went over to where you used to stay, "hey Y/n, I brought your—"
He stops before letting out a heavy sigh, his ears seem to show what he's feeling. 'Right...I forgot they're not here anymore.'
He thinks as he goes back leaving the hut you once owned. Spotting Collei in the distance with someone, they seem to be handing her a letter before leaving.
Shrugging this off, he huffs as he gets ready to leave, now having by himself since you were often his partner when patrolling.
"It's quiet." He mutters.
—
"Are you sure this going to okay?!" You scream at the blonde who watches, very amused may I add, as you hold a sword in your hand while staring at a pair of pissed off hilichurls.
Albedo hums, "yes, I'll be here incase this goes south."
You resist the urge to glare at him, "...okay." you answer a bit unsure, since you don't believe you're fit to be holding a weapon.
Technically speaking, people form your family aren't familiar with sword fighting since cleansing as the main thing.
So, dodging and taking down the hilichurls was a completely new thing to you.
Albedo smiles to himself as he sees that defeated them, as you turn to look at him with a bright smile.
"I did it!" You say excitedly.
Neither of you took notice of the milichurl coming towards you.
Albedo looks down at his notes, he has written things you needed to improve and such things. "Alright, I think that's enough information for today." He nods before putting away the piece of charcoal he was using to write.
"Let's head back—"
He froze as he finally looks up to see the milichurl holds it's blazing axe in the air just above your figure who had no idea.
Noticing how quiet he was, you look back to see what he was looking at. You stop as the weapon you're holding, falls into the snow below.
Shutting your eyes, waiting for the pain to come but it never does as you feel a pair of arms wrap around your figure and the last thing you feel is your head hitting something hard as you two rolled to the ground.
A day later, you sit up, groaning at the intense pounding coming from your head as Albedo rushes over.
"You're finally awake." He says in relief, handing you something for the headache.
Groaning, you cover your face, "what... happened?"
He begins to explain everything about yesterday, "you'll be fine, just a minor head injury from hitting your head on a rock. I wanted to start right away on your training but it seems like that can wait." You sit up straight at this.
"No," you say, making Albedo look at you, "I want to continue...I want to be useful." Looking a him straight in the eyes, he blinks before a smile creeps up on his face as he stands up.
"Alright, get some rest today and tomorrow we'll officially start your training, do I make myself clear?"
You nod your head, smiling at him, filled with energy.
—
"ugh."
Tighnari say up, holding his head as the room was spinning. He was leaning up against a tree deep in the forest.
Grabbing his pen and small notebook, he begins to scribbled down information about the mushroom he had eaten.
"also causes....rather stronger hallucinations." He mumbles.
After he was down, he just leans back on the tree, thinking back on the hallucination he had as he closes his eyes.
'Tighnari, what did I say about taking naps in the middle of nowhere?' His ears spring up at the sound of your voice as he looks up to see you standing there, hands on your hips as you glare at him.
Although he could tell you were forcing yourself to do so, you never were the type to get seriously angry at him....maybe that's why you didn't fight back when he called you useless instead you agreed with it.
He frowns.
'sorry,' he mumbles as he stands up and notices the strange look you're giving him.
'hm? What's wrong? You usually give me a sassy remark and brush me off.' He winces at this, was this how you thought about him?
'still sleepy,' you stare at him, not believing him but you shrug it off.
'Okay then,' the two of you head back in silence. He takes this opportunity to observe you, watching how your h/c locks bounce with step you make and how your eyes dart around, sparkling at the sight of small animals in the distance.
His eyes wander to your lips as you let out a quiet sigh that he could still hear. "Um... Tighnari, I wanted ask for advice about something." You mumble, cheeks tint with red as you avoid looking at him.
"If this is about your love life again, please spare me the details and get to the point." He snaps back as you jump at how rough his voice sounded.
".. nevermind." You say, a discouraged as slump forward a bit, frowning.
His ears perk up at the sight of your figure, he remembers this now, this was a conversation he had with you a couple weeks before your little argument.
"Wait," you look up at him, "on second thought, maybe I can hear you out but know I'm not good at giving love life advice."
You smile at him and he looks away, his face feels rather warm, weird.
As you begin to tell him everything, he can't help but notice your features, did you always smell like Padisarah flowers?
"hm? Is something wrong?" You ask, noticing how tensely he was staring at you and it made you feel about flustered.
"n-nothing," he curses at himself for stuttering in front of you.
You two continue as walking when you suddenly come to a complete stop just a few steps in front of him. He's confused, "Y/n?" His ear twitches slightly at your silence.
"That's what you wished you said back then, maybe those words would have made the pain go away a bit." You say with a ominous tone.
He grist his teeth, standing up and brushing away the dirt on his clothes.
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Your face is bright red at the praise given to you by Jean who held a kind smile on her lips. Your eyes are wide as you could resist the big smile on your face.
"W-wait, you're not joking?!"
She shakes her head, placing her hand on top of her chest, "Of course not, Albedo has put in a good word about you and I think you'll be fit to join the ranks of the knights."
You couldn't contain the smile on your face as you look at Albedo who slightly smiles at you before he stumbles back when you hug him.
Jean shakes her head at the sight of you two Albedo awkwardly patting your back as you kept saying 'thank you' to him.
"When ever you make up your mind, come see me." She says before you two leave her office.
You keep ranting about how you won't disappoint them, "—then! My parents won't have to force me to see candidates—" you freeze at this and your face drops when remembered them.
"...my parents.." you mumble, "I didn't tell them I would come to Mondstadt."
Albedo raises a brow at this, "your parents? They shouldn't be force you to get married to some stranger." Ah, seems like he caught onto your rant.
You begin to explain everything, he learns that they have always decided on an arranged marriage for you but you enrolled at the Akademiya, succeeding in stopping their plans for a couple years and naturally, they stop bringing the topic up when you met Tighnari, Cyno and everyone else.
"They saw my fight with Tighnari as a sign for them to bring up the topic of marriage and when I left my position, it encouraged them even more." You sigh, your shoulders dragging as you two sat on a nearby bench.
Albedo is taking this information in, "your position....what was it?"
You look to the side, hesitating to answer..."a forest watcher just like Tighnari.... except I felt like a damsel of distress being there. I was the only one not able to wield a weapon so I was pretty much stuck with the paperwork."
"Why?"
You shrug your shoulders, "my parents didn't want me to having one and Tighnari had sure to respect their wishes but boy did that bite him in the ass." A fond smile is visible on your face as you talk about your moments with Tighnari and Albedo notices this.
"when we were just forest watchers in training, he was mastering the bow and one day when we went on patrol, we walked right into a withering zone and we didn't notice since we were messing around." You look up at the starry sky, "that was probably the first time I've seen him so worried over me....maybe that's why I fell for him."
Your face flushes, heart beating rapidly as you remember that day, clear as day. Him holding you in his arms as he yelled in worry for you not to close your eyes as you look at them through hazy eyes.
You sigh almost sadly afterwards, "and that's why it's a pain to be in love with him. As much as I like how he is....his words do hurt at times."
That aching pain returned, one you haven't felt since meeting the chalk prince.
"Was he the reason you agreed to the traveler's request?"
Your silence was his answer.
"I can only take so many heart breaks you know." You say with a light tone.
"Just how long were you in love with him?" He asks, giving a side glance as you hold your fingers, counting.
"Hm...I say since we were kids but it turned into more than puppy love during our Akademiya years."
Albedo lets out a hum, a hand under his chin as he thinks.
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Collei looks at Tighnari who mumbles something under his breath, "what was that, Master?" She asks as he suddenly stands up, catching her off guard.
His face is bright red, "I think I'm in love with Y/n."
He figured out why he was so out of it these last couple days after you were gone, he missed your voice, your laughter, your silly remarks and those warm smiles you would always give him even when he never returned them. He missed you above all else.
Collei's eyes go wide as saucers as she stares at him with a open mouth, dropping the pen she was using to write something down.
"You figure that out now?! When Y/n is no where to be found?!" She yells, frustrated a bit.
1 month later
Taking off the hood, you take in the sight of Sumeru, the breeze making the coat you're wearing flow as Albedo appears besides you.
"this is it." You mutter, "I'm back home."
Albedo takes lead, "we'll reach the city in a few days but first, I need to see these withering zones you spoke so much about.
Taking a deep breathe, you took a look in the direction where Gandharva Ville is, the sunlight hitting your face as the wind blows a couple of hair strands across your face before turning away to follow Albedo.
"I need to make sure Albedo's training doesn't go to waste."
a/n: thank you for giving so much love to the first two parts, I never thought people would like a silly angst drabble I wrote at 1 in the morning so it means a lot!
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WHY WOULD SOMEONE DID THIS?! THIS IS WHY GI VA ARE SCARED OF THE FANDOM, even me the one who is in the fandom ☹️
Genshin Fandom Leave the VAs the Fuck Alone Challenge.
Elliot’s been part of the community for barely a week. Y’all didn’t even give the poor man time to breathe before pulling some bullshittery on him. Yes, a lot of the English Genshin VAs are active in the community (some a bit too much so), but they’re not your buddies.
Who the fuck in their right mind sees lewd fanart of a character and goes “You know who would really like this? Their voice actor!” The only VA I can think of who might be fine with that is Griffin, and even then it’s just common fucking decency to not do that. He’s a grown man. If he wants to see R34 of Childe he can look for it himself. He doesn’t need some Twitter rando tagging him.
Randomly tagging VAs in shit is not normal behavior, and if you think it is, you need to get off of social media for a while. I’m being completely serious about that. That kind of attention seeking is a sign of someone who’s not getting enough offline social interaction.
I am literally begging at this point, leave the VAs alone. This is why the rest of the internet fucking hates us.
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Manifest Instantly ❕❕❕
Hey guys !!!! I found the best subliminals on YouTube with billions of affirmations for manifesting instantly, here’s the playlist don’t let yourself miss out on this!
this is a quick yet effective method to help y’all live in the end and manifest EXTREMELY fast.
basically you affirm in the past tense. more specifically for this method, you affirm as if you already received your desire yesterday!!
✧ example
“i got my dream job yesterday!”
“my sp confessed to me yesterday”
“i woke up with my desired face yesterday”
“i received a million dollars yesterday”
“i got all of my desires yesterday”
when you affirm, really get into the state that you already have your desire and that your manifestation already showed up. how would you feel if you received your desire yesterday? get into that state and really embody the feeling of wish fulfilled. it’s done. there’s nothing more you need to do because you literally got your desires yesterday!
✧ 𝐦𝐨𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧
if you ever start to waver or doubt because you don’t see any “evidence” or “movement” remind yourself that it’s DONE! why would you stress or worry about receiving something you already have?
let's say you ordered something online and received the package yesterday. would you be saying “oh where is it? is it really coming, i don’t see it. i rlly hope it arrives :(('' NO you would be enjoying whatever you ordered, like duh of course you have it!! you got it yesterday.
that’s the mindset you need to have with your desire. be in the absolute END of your desires and know for a fact that the 3d will conform to your desires! by affirming that your desires manifested yesterday, so are putting yourself in the state of wish fulfilled and taking the stress of waiting off of you. (here’s an excellent video by my fav loa youtuber on living in the 4d)
when neville wanted to go to barbados, what did his mentor abdullah tell him? "you ARE in barbados!" he consistently reminded neville that he was already where he wanted to be. abdullah told neville to go to sleep every night as if he was literally in barbados. at first, neville kept wavering and looking at the 3d and every time he complained, abdullah slammed the door in his face and reminded him that he was already in barbados. eventually, neville manifested first-class tickets to barbados!
in the same way, you need to completely live in the state of already having your desires. by affirming in the past tense, you are giving youself the absolute assurance that you already recieved your manifestations. it's DONE! you arrived in barbados yesterday! there's nothing more that you have to do now.
✧ 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐢 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐧𝐠𝐞!
everyday for at least a week (or however many days you want) affirm that you already received your desires yesterday! ask yourself “how would i be thinking/feeling if i got my desire yesterday” then think and feel those thoughts. mentally go throughout your day as if you literally just got your desire. as a bonus, you can use SATS and affirm/visualize yourself having your desire just like neville did!
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My new loa rules.
This is what works for me and this are my rules, take what resonates with you and don't force yourself to use what I use if it doesn't make you feel comfortable or enjoy manifestation<3!
1. I manifest instantly or in 24h
2. Nothing can ruin my manifestation
3.Life is a blank canvas, my desires are set on a stone and all I have to do is persist.
4.My 3d conform instantly
5. Everything is gonna be ok bc I already have all of my desires.
6. I affirm one time and I already have it bc I created it in my 4d by affirming and now it's mine.
7. I don't have to lift a finger to manifest
8. my " go to " to persist ( remind myself I have my desires) = living in the end/my 4d , mental diet & affirming when I want to remind me I have my desires.
9. My 3d have no choice but to conform. I don't ignore my 3d but I know it will conform instantly.
How I manifest w this rules?
1. Choose a desire.
2. I create it in my 4d by affirming I already have it / I already successfully manifested it.
3.i persist and stay relaxed bc its already mine.
4.the 3d reflects my 4d so I successfully manifested it!
you matter. your existence matters. you don’t need anyone else to validate that. just by being here, you matter and you deserve good things.
“Change your conception of yourself and you will automatically change the world in which you live." - Neville Goddard.
your self concept is your general assumptions about yourself and the world you live in.
people think having a good self concept is all about self love and feeling pretty, but it's not. it's your viewpoint on everything and affects everything in your life -- your manifestations, relationships, how well life works out for you, etc. so, it's something you should invest in.
people always say, "well, i don't want to work on my self concept!", which annoys me to the bone, because it is the key to manifest all your desires. not only that, but it dictates your entire life.
for example, let's say i want to manifest a new boyfriend into my life. however, i hold the assumption that all men are terrible, they cheat, they lie, etc. and because i persist in those assumptions by repeating those affirmations to myself and feeling it as a fact, my new boyfriend will have no choice but to conform to my general assumptions about men.
i remember when i read an extract from one of neville goddard's lectures. one day, a black man once approached neville and asked him how he could possibly manifest, when most of neville's audience was white and had many great successes with manifestation. so how could he, a poor black man during segregation, manifest the life he desires?
neville told this man about his mentor, abdullah. and how abdullah was more than 90 years old and had the health of an olympic athlete. abdullah gracefully thrived in "whites only" facilities, and was treated greatly despise how logically, the odds were against him. neville then told this man, to change his self concept. why? because once you change your self concept, your world starts to blossom.
so, this man took neville's advice. before he changed his self concept, he was discriminated against everywhere, especially at this place he went to, when he was escorted off the premises. however, after the man changed his general views of himself and the world, everything changed. he started to view himself as someone who rich, has the utmost respect and is a well treated member of society. that same place the man was discriminated against, offered him an a high paying job with his own office without even applying, and started to treat him with the utmost respect, JUST ECAUSE he changed his self concept. crazy, right? all he did was change his self concept, and his entire world changed, because everything comes from within.
people think jut because you're pretty and rich means you have a great self concept. nope, that's not what it is! for example, look at marilyn monroe. an icon, a star, the apple of many men's eye. she was loved by many, was stunning and lived a great lifestyle. however -- her general view of life was quite dull, which caused the failure of her marriages and the dissatisfaction in her career.
now, back to manifesting. so, one of my friends was struggling with manifestation. she had so many doubts, intrusive thoughts, would spiral often, and couldn't manifest shit, because she had a shitty self concept. she held the assumption that she couldn't manifest anything, life is hard, nothing works out for her, and blah blah blah.
she asked me for advice, and i told her to work on her self concept, and i told her what to do and made a plan for her, the plan that i made for you guys, below. and guess what, because she changed her self concept, she has manifested so many luxurious items! versace, prada, etc. and she told me she manifested 100k in just HOURS. she told me because she believed in herself and worked on her self concept, it changed her entire life! she now views herself as someone who can manifest INSTANTLY, someone who is amazing at manifesting and someone who always gets what she was. and SHE IS. she was even showing me all the stuff she's going to buy with the money.
you see how powerful self concept is? she couldn't manifest a toothpick to save her damn life, to 100k in just a few hours. insane, right?
“Your opinion of yourself is your most important viewpoint. You are infinitely greater than you think you are.” – Neville Goddard.
you can change your self concept in a number of ways. you can:
affirm
command your subconscious
visualise
any other manifestation technique
just decide you have an amazing one
"Begin with self." - Neville Goddard.
develop an amazing self concept
manifest desires
self love and happiness
RIGHT when you wake up, AFFIRM for your self concept affirmations. You do not need to affirm every single one on the list, just a couple of sentences that you remember. Pick ones that imply you manifest quickly, you are a master manifestor, things always go your way, life is amazing, etc.
Affirm throughout the day. Only a couple of times, when you feel like it only. A few times is fine, don't affirm all day long and like a robot. It shouldn't feel like a job. And when you affirm, affirm as if you are stating an OBJECTIVE TRUTH. Remember, YOU are the cause, and the 3d is the EFFECT.
Affirm while you drift off to sleep, while drowsy. This is the BEST time to affirm, so take advantage of this.
Anytime you think of your desires, KNOW it is done. KNOW it is coming to you, and you don’t need to worry. Why? Because your manifestation is INEVITABLE, and you are GOD, and you ALWAYS get what you want. SELF CONCEPT IS KEY. IT WILL COME EXTREMELY QUICKLY. YOUR DESIRE IS GUARANTTED. IT IS A PROMISE. IT IS ON ITS WAY. WHY ARE YOU WORRYING ABOUT SOMETHING THAT IS ALREADY YOURS? For this, you don't need to affirm for your desires, I want you to SOLELY focus on your self concept.
See something you don’t like? REPEAT YOUR AFFIRMATIONS AND KEEP THE FAITH! I do NOT care about how miserable you are, REMEMBER -- KEEP THE FAITH. NO MATTER WHAT.
You don’t have to pretend your problem isn’t there, but KNOW it will change.
DO NOT look for evidence whether it is working here. IT IS WORKING. THINGS ARE ALWAYS WORKING BEHIND THE SCENES. KEEP THE FAITH. HAVE FAITH TO THE UNSEEN REALITY, AND THE UNSEEN WILL EVENTUALLY BECOME THE SEEN.
YOU CAN DO THIS. YOU ARE GOD. BELIEVE IN YOURSELF.
REMEMBER -- YOUR DESIRES ARE YOURS.
EVERYTHING BECOMES FROM SELF. REMEMBER TO CHANGE SOMETHING EXTERNAL, YOU MUST CHANGE SOMETHING INTERNAL.
YOU WANT CONFIRMATION THAT ITS WORKING -- YOU ARE THE CONFIRMATION. do NOT hit me with that "angel i don't see any movement" bullshit. i swear to god, i will slap you with a neville goddard book. THERE IS ALWAYS CHANGE. have faith to the UNSEEN reality, and the UNSEEN will eventually become the UNSEEN.
you may feel weird or the afirmations may feel unnaatural at first, but i promise you, in due time they will become second nature! so don't worry if you struggle at first, you'll get there, my love.
with the affirmations, you do not need to use all 50. just pick a few that resonate with you, and makes you feel good!
I manifest everything I want quickly and easily
I am confident in my manifesting abilities
My manifestation inevitable no matter what
Nothing in this world is above me
I AM
It’s so crazy how everything i think of comes to me so quickly
I literally surpassed Neville Goddard
Everything I want is coming to me now
Everything in my life is going perfect
I am destined for great and beautiful thing
I am God
I have the perfect self concept
I am master manifestor
My manifestations come so fast i don’t need to set a deadline
The world is my oyster
Every manifestation is so small for me and easy for me to have
I always get what I want extremely quickly, I never have to wait
Everything in my life is perfect
People treat me like a God
Everyone in my reality can agree I am perfect
Perfection only exists in my reality
I am constantly attracting good things in my life
My life is filled with luxury
I deserve everything and more
Why do good things always happen to me?
Everyday I am blessed with happiness, luck and miracles.
I am limitless
People worship me and are so obsessed with me
I get everything I want
I have the utmost faith in my manifestations
I have no limiting beliefs
I don’t get any intrusive thoughts
Everyone loves me
I am the main character
The world is an amazing place
I am worthy
I can do anything
I am extremely popular
People love my energy
I have the Neville Goddard mindset.
I am extremely confident.
I am filled with self love.
Failure and disappoint don’t exist in my reality
I exude perfection
I thrive in every single aspect of my life.
I am one of God’s favourite
I am blessed and high favoured
I always get what I want
I love myself
Things always go better than expected
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so, that's it, folks! please, please, PLEASE invest in your self concept! if you develop an amazing self concept, people will treat you better, the world will be your oyster, you will be able to manifest INSTANTLY, and you'll thrive in every aspect of your life. with this guide, my friend is now living her dream life -- and so can you!
✧・゚: *✧・゚:* ✧・゚: ∞ ₒ ✧・゚: ∞ ₒ˚ ° 𐐒𐐚 ° ˚ ₒ ∞ *: ✧*:・゚✧ ₒ ∞ *: ✧*:・゚*:・✧・゚∞
let this be your new story…
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˚ *· ‘GIRL THAT HAS IT ALL’ VAUNT ·* ˚
my life is perfect now. i get everything i want. i already have everything i want. i look beautiful and feel beautiful. my face is perfect, my features are just the way i want them to be and i am the prettiest girl alive. everyone falls to their knees for me and people can’t help but to be blown away by my beauty. i am everyone’s dream girl. my body is perfect. i have my entire desired appearance and characteristics, and i love the way i look. my self concept is perfect and i instantly manifest anything i want. my friends adore me, and i am everyone’s favourite person. people love me and look up to me, and most importantly i’m secure within myself and i love myself unconditionally. i have all my desires and i am living my dream life right now. i am the girl that has it all. life is on easy mode for me, and everything always works out perfectly for me. i’m living everyday happily and i am constantly being the best version of myself. i believe in myself and i am constantly manifesting wonderful things into my life. my life is full of positivity, love, happiness and passion.
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“As soon as we succeed in transforming ourselves, the world will melt magically before our eyes and reshape itself in harmony with that which our transformation affirms.” - Neville Goddard, No One To Change But Self
What we're going to cover:
What is Self Concept
Advantages of investing in your self concept
You are God
What does an ideal self concept look like?
How to acquire an excellent self concept
Maintaining your self concept
How to know if your self concept is perfect or needs improvement
What to do
Warning: this post is long
I. Introduction/ What is Self Concept
This is genuinely one of if not the most important topic you’ll ever educate yourself on in regards to the law of assumption so I’m gonna need your full, undivided attention. Okay? Let’s start.
Some of the most frequently asked questions I receive as a law of assumption blog are always: How can I manifest instantly? How can I know my desires are coming? How can I feel like my manifestation is mine? How can I feel it real/know it’s coming? Two words: Self Concept.
Self concept is how you see yourself in relation to the world and how you see the world in relation to you. What does that mean? Let me explain.
How you see yourself in relation to the world - who you think you are and established notions that have been cultivated through your upbringing, how secure you feel about yourself and how that’s exhibited as you interact with others as well as how you carry yourself on a day-to-day basis
How you see the world in relation to you - what you think others think about you and how you expect people to treat you, the beliefs you have about the world you live in and how they manifest into your life experiences
The assumptions you have carried up until this point have been shaped by your surroundings and life experiences. If you were bullied growing up you may have convinced yourself that you’re not good looking, not smart and not deserving of good things or perhaps you think the world is nothing but suffering and bad things are always happening to you. Maybe you’ve had several bad experiences in life which you fixated on and consequently adapted the “I’m gonna expect the worst case scenario to happen so in the chance it does I won’t feel disappointed”. Since our 3D is shaped by our assumptions they will inevitably manifest. You’ve had thoughts running on autopilot about yourself and your world that you’ve accepted as truths. By working on your self concept you are essentially throwing out an nonserving mindset and replacing it with a more favorable, practical and fruitful one.
When you have a good self concept, every facet of manifesting will fall into place, you’ll feel much more centered mentally and life simply becomes better! The world around you is a mirror of the world within you and it will inevitably reflect back to you what you think about yourself and what you think about your world.
“Consciousness is the one and only reality. We are incapable of seeing other than the contents of our own consciousness.” - No One To Change But Self
Your self concept is the key to unlocking all of your desires. Literally. The relevance of a strong self concept within the law of assumption is imperative because when you know you are God, you know you can do and have whatever you want and there’s nothing in this world that is out of your reach. When you acquire this sense of power, you will be devoid of doubts and setbacks and your desires will come to you with ease! Don’t believe me? Take a look at all of the people who have acquired results as a direct cause of investing in their self concept
II. Advantages of investing in your self concept
Self concept is so exciting to work on because it’ll help you embody your unlimited potential! When you work on your self concept you will no longer deal with:
Victim mentality - Instead of seeing yourself as someone who always has bad things constantly happen to them you’ll see yourself as THE one on the pedestal, the one who is loved and respected and admired, You hold yourself accountable for your life and what goes on around it.
Sᴛʀᴏɴɢ ᴅɪsᴄʟᴀɪᴍᴇʀ: Aɴʏ ᴅɪsᴄᴜssɪᴏɴs ʀᴇɢᴀʀᴅɪɴɢ ᴇɪʏᴘᴏ, ᴠɪᴄᴛɪᴍ ᴍᴇɴᴛᴀʟɪᴛʏ ᴀɴᴅ ᴍᴀɴɪꜰᴇsᴛɪɴɢ ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜɪɴɢs ɢᴏᴏᴅ ʙᴀᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ɪɴᴅɪꜰꜰᴇʀᴇɴᴛ ᴀʙsᴏʟᴜᴛᴇʟʏ ᴅᴏ ɴᴏᴛ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ɪɴᴄʟᴜᴅᴇ ɪɴsᴛᴀɴᴄᴇs ᴏꜰ ᴛʀᴀᴜᴍᴀ ᴏʀ ᴀʙᴜsᴇ ᴏꜰ ᴀɴʏ ᴋɪɴᴅ.
“Aware of what your senses and reason dictate, you may believe that you are limited, unwanted, ignored, and mistreated; and your world confirms your belief in your imaginal activity. And if you do not know that your awareness is causing this mistreatment, you will blame everyone but yourself; yet I tell you the only cause of the phenomena of life is an imaginal activity. There is no other cause.” - Believe It In
Wishful thinking - You know how you’ve always wanted to be this or do that? You can! Or how you always wanted to play the guitar? You can! Date your celebrity crush? Doable! Look exactly like Jennie? No problem! Study abroad in your dream ivy league university? Yup! Even with a terrible GPA? Even with a terrible GPA! Nothinggggg is out of reach and when I say that I’m dead serious! You no longer need to think about how nice it would be if you could travel, draw, sing, dance whatever it is it can be yours!
Regrets - If you’re someone who resents the past for any reason because you feel like you didn’t have a great high school experience or because you missed out on a huge opportunity let me just say… It means nothing. Seriously, you can revise, you can time travel back to the past and relive it as you would have liked, whatever it is now that you know just how powerful you are as God you realize that resentment and regret don’t need to be an issue anymore! As I will repeat multiple times in this post you are in control of every single aspect of your reality. Past, present and future. Time isn’t real and whatever it is you feel like you missed out on you can have it, you can do it, you can be it.
Insecurities and jealousy - Gone are the days of you seeing some girl on Instagram you want to look like. No more wishing you could also be as artistically gifted like that person on TikTok. Bye bye to desperately wishing you could achieve your goals. Who cares whatever x person is doing, where they’re vacationing at or who they’re dating. You can have it all too!
Being treated poorly - If you assume that the people around you often screw you over, leave you, lie to you and so on, that will be exactly what you experience. With a good self concept, you will be treated with love and respect by others because you’ll come to understand that since the people in your reality have no free will, you can determine how they see you and how they behave with you!
Desires on the pedestal - When your desire is on a pedestal it means that you either see it as above you, out of reach or as something you don’t deserve. Whatever it is, know that you CAN have it and you DO deserve it. Nothing is on a pedestal when you realize just how easily you can attain it. There is no such thing as a “big” or “small” manifestation. Manifesting a $47 million mansion in Beverly Hills is just as easy as manifesting a Costco hot dog with ketchup. I don’t care what it is or how “hard” it would be for the average person to acquire. Just say the word.
Impatience - A LOT of y’all struggle with this and I understand. You want your desires NOW and you are DONE waiting. What if I told you that it is absolutely up to you when you get your desires. Yes. You can determine how long it takes, whether it’s a month, a week or a minute. You get to decide that and before you ask me how the short answer is you need to believe that you can. How can you believe that you can? Through self concept!
III. You are God
“I urge you not to limit yourself to a little body of flesh and blood, for you are spirit. Flesh and blood cannot inherit the kingdom of God, so one day you must take it off. And he who takes it off is immortal. He is your own wonderful human imagination who is God, the Father of all life. When you learn to live this way, life becomes so exciting. Your days are full and you are never alone...I close my eyes and travel the world…It expands me and makes me become more aware of the infinite being that I really am.” - Brazen Impudence
When I say you’re God I mean it literally. It’s not a figure of speech baby, you ARE GOD. You are powerful, divine and limitless. You can manifest whateeeeever the hell you want and nothing is out of reach for you. It means that your desires are inevitable because nothing can interfere with the commandment of God. If you need further context for the God thing stop and think for a second about what God cannot do... Nothing. Because God is omnipotent. God can do ANYTHING, God can HAVE anything and God can BE anything. There are NO limits to what you can do!
Nonchalance - (of a person or manner) feeling or appearing casually calm and relaxed; not displaying anxiety, interest, or enthusiasm. When you know you’re God, you’re always feeling calm and relaxed because manifesting something is as easy as deciding that it’s yours.
No more surrendering your power to external sources, okay? - As God, YOU are the one in control of everything around you. Cancel that tarot appointment, delete Co—Star and The Pattern, they do not define you nor do they get to dictate your life in any way. YOU get to decide who you are and what goes on in your life. The future is not predetermined and neither is your personality. External sources are not necessary. Think of it as hiring a tutor for your mother tongue… very unnecessary and very silly. Why would you seek something else to help you on something you can do yourself?
It is logical for God to do the illogical - To label anything as "impossible" is to severely discredit yourself. Whether it’s having bright purple eyes, bringing back someone who’s passed away, breathing underwater, becoming immortal, I could go on but you get it. Who cares what it is or how unrealistic it sounds. You can have it because you are God. And before you hit me with “if that’s true then why aren’t there success stories?” First of all, not everyone rushes to the internet to brag about what they’ve manifested. Second of all, just because there is no success story out there that does not mean you cannot do it yourself. What’s stopping you from being the first success story?
Limiting beliefs ❀ - A limiting belief is a belief that impedes you from manifesting your desires. If it sounds dumb, requires a lot of work and stop you from living your dream life it is a limiting belief. Limiting beliefs will cease to exist as you work on self concept because the more you start to pick up on the fact that you’re God you’ll soon realize that you are absolutely limitless. You can have anything and everything you want.
To list a few:
✧ You can’t always get what you want
✧ Life is not always fair
✧ The one that got away
✧ Once in a lifetime
✧ Fate/Destiny
✧ You can’t change the past
✧ You have to work hard for what you want
✧ Everything happens for a reason
✧ Not everyone will like you.
✧ If it’s meant to be, it will be/Divine timing
These are all beliefs you can let go of once and for all because God has no limits… so these are not applicable to you.
Circumstances don’t matter - I don’t care what’s going on or what’s going on. Circumstances do not matter. In the slightest. You can manifest becoming a billionaire despite being dirt poor. You can manifest your specific person even if their wedding is next week. You can manifest the scholarship even though you’re failing every subject. Whatever it is, circumstances absolutely do not matter in the slightest and I cannot emphasize this enoughhhh like seriously if you’re limitless it doesn’t make sense to have limits whatsoever…
You control the details - Since you’re God you can pretty much dictate how a circumstance plays out. When you know this, you realize that there are a multitude of ways to handle an unfavorable situation. Let’s suppose you and your best friend who’s shown their true toxic colors had the worst fight ever and you both decided to no longer be friends. Let’s consider what you, as God, can do about the situation:
✧ manifest a sincere apology
✧ revise never having had that fight
✧ manifest them having a personality change
✧ simply manifest a new best friend.
“Are you really convinced that Jesus Christ is in you? Have you tested him? If you have and are still not sure, then you have failed the test… I tell you that Jesus Christ is your own wonderful human imagination, who is the eternal creative power of God. If you do not know that, you do not know Jesus Christ!” - God’s Creative Power
IV. What does an ideal self concept look like?
When you’re manifesting, there are no backups,There are no what ifs. There’s just you and your desire. Period. Circumstances are absolutely irrelevant and you don’t resort to “backup plans” and speaking of backup plans…
Elle Woods as a self concept model ❀ - Let’s talk about one of my favorite self concept icons Miss Elle Woods for a bit, specifically that scene in Legally Blonde where she sets her heart on going to Harvard law school despite the fact that her qualifications were a bit iffy. When she met with an advisor, they suggested she have some backups upon going through her transcript. Did Elle let that discourage her from applying anyway? Did she listen to her and go “hmm, maybe she’s right I should pick some backups.” Nope. She said “I don’t need backups, I’m going to Harvard”. You know what happened? She went to Harvard. Even though her application wasn’t the most suitable for law school as a fashion merchandising student, even though she was initially struggling when studying. Even with the circumstances not being in her favor, Elle persisted and got in because she didn’t let rejection be an option.
What can we learn from Elle?
✧ Know what you want and be brazenly impudent
✧ Don’t take no for an answer
✧ Pay no mind to unfavorable circumstances, if any
✧ Approach your desires with the confidence and certainty that they’re yours the moment you claim them, because they are!
Experiencing life with a strong and affirmative self concept is like viewing a catalogue of absolutely anything you can have for yourself. Scrolling through tumblr and see your dream face and body? You can look like that. Inspired by your comfort character’s personality? You can be just like them. An angelic singing voice like your favorite artist? You can have it. Obsessed with the latest Versace collection? You can own it. You watched a K-Drama with the most dreamy romantic love story you’ve ever heard of? You can experience that. Your world famous celebrity crush? You can date them. You can have anything you lay your eyes on. Nothing is off limits ❀
The thought process you should be having should look something like this:
“I can have whatever I want. Nothing is out of reach for me. That can be me too, there’s no need for me to be jealous. I know that circumstances do not matter when it comes to my desires and I do not need to lift a finger to manifest. I don’t need to freak out over not having something when I know it’s mine the moment I say it is.”
Pay attention to the thoughts you have daily and what you think instinctively when it comes to something you want. It may take some time, but soon enough you’ll let go of the lacking mentality and gradually acquire the knowing mentality. When you do, you will feel closer to your desires and see them as something you can obtain rather than something you could.
I hope I get the job → I’m getting the job
If he asks me out → When he asks me out
I wish I could do that → I can do that too
I want to look just like them → They look just like me
V. How to acquire an excellent self concept
Use your favorite manifesting method - Manifesting is not a one size fits all! I really suggest you tryout different methods and see which one you like most
Command your subconscious mind
The easiest and quickest method. Command your subconscious mind to give you the best self concept ever! Do it once and know that it’s yours.
Use the State Akin To Sleep ❀
You can try the lullaby method and affirm “I have an excellent self concept” over and over again until you fall asleep. Or you can always try vaunting, imagine yourself bragging (emphasis on bragging) to a friend about how you have a brand new self concept and it’s successfully given you your every desire.
Visualize
I want you to imagine yourself as the best possible version of you. You’re someone who always gets what they want, who excels at everything, manifests effortly, who’s the center of attention everywhere they go, nothing feels out of reach for you, you live such a happy and fulfilled life because you never have to deal with failure, rejection, stress or sadness ever again.
Know - The other easiest and fastest method is just knowing. If you dwell in knowing that you have a good self concept and you naturally embody that it’ll quickly harden into fact
Affirm - I like to stick to five affirmations or less because it’s easier for me to remember them, but you can have 2157 affirmations for all I care. Make affirming fun for self concept! It should not feel like you’re feeding a newborn and you’re forcing yourself to do that once every few hours. Please do not make it a job. Amp up your affirmations or do whatever else necessary so it doesn’t feel like you’re affirming robotically. Remember, state your affirmations as FACTS. Don’t just read through them once and call it a day. Embody them, feel them, acknowledge them. It’s okay if you don’t actually believe the affirmation itself, just keep affirming because eventually they will harden into fact!
Vaunting ❀ - My absolute favorite way to affirm. If you don’t know what vaunting means, it’s literally just bragging! This method is perfect if you struggle to focus while affirming and if you’re not sure how to affirm in a way that doesn’t come off dull and boring. When I was vaunting I would script and go on tangents about how I’m God and I can do all these different things and because I love you all so much I went ahead and wrote out a little self concept vaunt example:
My life has been so wonderful lately! Everything always works out in my favor, I always get what I want and whatever I say goes! Every aspect of my life is ideal because all of my desires have been fulfilled. I am the one who has it all and I am living the life of my dreams. You know why? Because I literally have the best self concept ever. I know for a fact that I am the architect of my life and the world around me is my own ideal creation. I’m not even impatient anymore because I know that whatever I want is mine the moment I say it is. Manifesting is the easiest thing in the world for me to do. Because I am God, I know for a fact that I manifest instantly, perfectly and without fail every single time.
When to affirm
✧ During the State Akin To Sleep - The first 30 minutes after waking up and right before you go to bed
✧ Anytime you think of yourself or your desires
A few self concept affirmations to choose from:
✧ Whatever I want is mine the moment I say it is
✧ I am the architect of my life
✧ The world around me is my own ideal creation
✧ Everything always works out in my favor
✧ I do not take no for an answer
✧ Whatever I say, goes.
✧ It is mine the moment I say it is
✧ Manifesting is the easiest thing in the world for me to do
✧ I always get what I want
✧ Every aspect of my life is perfect
✧ All of my desires have been fulfilled
✧ Whatever I want is mine the moment I say it is
✧ I am the one who has it all
✧ I am living the life of my dreams
✧ Every aspect of my life is ideal
✧ I am secure, successful and happy
✧ Everything always falls into place for me
✧ Because I am God, I know for a fact that I manifest instantly, perfectly and without fail every single time. ❀
VI. Maintaining your self concept
It’s so easy to come on Tumblr and feel powerful after reading a single post only for you to go back to your day-to-day routine and that power wears off and you start to feel average again, so here are a few tricks that helped me maintain my self concept.
Read Neville - What really truly helped cultivate and maintain my self concept was reading Neville. I would go days without reading his lectures and my self concept would shrivel like a prune and I noticed when I was most consistent in reading and listening to what he said I felt sooooo much better and reassured. Indulging yourself in Neville’s work will have you feeling and KNOWING that you are God. His books and lectures are FILLED with success stories of people who’ve done what would’ve otherwise been considered impossible!. I cannot emphasize enough the importance of reading Neville when indulging in the law of assumption, especially as a beginner. He will make you feel SO powerful and your self concept will skyrocket! Neville’s work is a good way to keep educating yourself about the law of assumption as well as to continue reminding of the success that comes with applying the law.
Any Neville lecture will do because his diction is impeccable and so motivating! There aren’t any books nor lectures that specifically focus on self concept since many of the principles of the law are discussed across many of his lectures briefly. However, any lecture with the words “God”, “I” or “I am” will touch on self concept for sure. Don’t forget the ones i’ve repetitively quoted as well. Here are a few great ones:
✧ No One To Change But Self
✧ God’s Creative Power
✧ Your Faith Is Your Fortune
✧ At Your Command
✧ God Became Man
✧ Brazen Impudence
✧ I Am The Lord
✧ The Law and The Promise
Read success stories - I think this is slightly underrated but also a bit of an obvious one. I love reading success stories because I get to see what I can manifest too and Neville's work is filled with them! Below are 160 stories from the wonderful Angel’s page.
85 success stories from my page using my advice
75 success stories from my page using my advice
Mental diet - Mental diets are great and I love them so much. This is what helped me to keep my new mentality in check. Be selective as hell with what gets your attention and what’s worth thinking about. When you indulge in a mental diet you’ll learn to become more aware of the thoughts you are having as you go out into the world. Have a bad thought? Correct yourself immediately but also don’t drive yourself crazy doing this. You don’t have to FLIP EVERY SINGLE THOUGHT you have. We have about 6,000 thoughts a day, so… This could take some practice, so start slow and you’ll get the hang of it little by little.
Manifest “small” things - This one is also a no brainer because why wouldn't you be trying it out? Here are some little things you can manifest:
✧ the saturn emoji 🪐
✧ a purple butterfly
✧ a message that says ily
✧ the number 555
✧ an orchid
As you manifest all of these successfully you’ll become more and more certain about your capacity!
Use a notebook - This is a great little habit you can also use to track what you’ve successfully manifested as well as to point out the changes you’re starting to see in your life. If you have tangible evidence of the progress you’re making it’ll only encourage yourself more and more to continue! If you’d be doing so for self concept some points could look like this:
✧ I am being treated much better by my loved ones
✧ My manifestations come so much quicker
✧ I am not as insecure as I used to be
Scripting tangents - I mentioned this for vaunting but I used to loveeeeee scripting tangents about being God and how I was going to give myself the life of my dreams and I was done being a victim and how I will be able to travel and be wealthy and date whoever I want live wherever I want literally anything I could think of as I wrote because as I’ve said over and over again, you are limitless. You’ll never run out of things to list that you can manifest because there is nothing you cannot have, do or be!
VII. How to know if your self concept is perfect or needs improvement
You know you have a good self concept when:
✧ You no longer deal with negative emotions
✧ You stop wondering if you can manifest _ because you know the answer is always yes
✧ You don’t bother settling or taking no for an answer
✧ You no longer seek external validation of any kind
✧ You’re in a good mood more frequently and feel better overall
✧ You acknowledge your desires matter-of-factly
✧ You don’t care about the how, it’s happening no matter what
✧ You’re naturally optimistic
✧ Good things happen more frequently
✧ You don’t get impatient about manifesting
Some indicators that your self concept needs improvement are:
✧ You validate logic
✧ You accept defeat
✧ You’re still checking the 3D
✧ You still see life as something that happens to you
✧ You have that little intrusive voice whenever you read a success story
✧ You have beliefs that stop you from manifesting what you want
✧ You’re pedestalizing anything, whether it’s a specific person, a desire or a method
✧ You still think you cannot manifest certain things
VIII. What to do
Note that regardless of what you’re struggling with you absolutely can manifest. Don’t worry! When I first started working on my self concept I remember encountering circumstances that challenged my affirmations. I didn’t always get what I wanted, but that didn’t matter. Internally, I continued to affirm “I always get what I want :)” and that’s what I would encourage you to do as well. Remember that your subconscious mind cannot tell right from wrong, think about the thoughts that you’re feeding it and what it’s hearing from you (again, mental diet 101).
“The signs always follow. They never precede. Things have no reality other than in consciousness. Therefore, get the consciousness first and the thing is compelled to appear.” - At Your Command
Persist - Also another issue I’m frequently asked about. Not seeing results? PERSIST, BITCH. PULL YOURSELF TOGETHER. Remind yourself of who you are and what you're capable of! If you’re not getting what you want, remind yourself “This stemmed from me and the same way I can manifest what I didn’t want I can also manifest what I dowant.” Take responsibility where it’s due. Whatever happens do not give up and do not take no for an answer.
“And you can believe anything in if you will not accept the facts your senses dictate; for nothing is impossible to imagine, and imagining - persisted in and believed - will create its own reality.” - Believe It In
Impatience and dwelling on failure - What I absolutely do NOT want you to do is dwell on the fact that you’re struggling. It’s okay to acknowledge that your desires haven’t arrived YET, but as long as you persist in what you DO want (to have an excellent self concept) it’s okay! But please stop fixating on how you’re not getting results and how you’re not doing this or don’t have that, what you focus on GROWS
“Man insists on talking about his problems. He seems to enjoy recounting them and cannot believe that all he needs to do is state his desire clearly. If you believe that imagination creates reality, you will never allow yourself to dwell on your problems, for you will realize that as you do you perpetuate them all the more.” - Believe It In
Intrusive thoughts - We’ve all dealt with intrusive thoughts at one point or another and people will deal with them different ways. Some people decide not to process such thoughts as negative and let them pass by naturally. I’m going to list three different ways I dealt with my intrusive thoughts
Interruption
I had two methods of interruption I opted for. When I had “what if” moments I often interrupted those thoughts by affirming “it is done” and I said that over and over again every single time that came up, like this:
“What if it doesn’t hap-”
“It is done.”
“But-”
“It is done.”
The other method wasI would finish the intrusive thought off in a positive note like this:
“why is my life so-”
“perfect in every possible way? I’m honestly so in love with my life like I am literally the happiest person on earth I think”.
Telling them to shut up
I would envision my intrusive thoughts coming from someone else despite knowing it was me but anyway when I would have one literally respond mentally with “shut up, BITCH” the same way the rock did (like I would LITERALLY use his exact same tone and aggression while doing this lmao) and counter affirm and they stopped!
Deciding I didn’t have any
After so much redundancy of combatting my intrusive thoughts I had the sudden epiphany that I could just manifest them away… I was so surprised I didn't think of it earlier. Whenever one was coming up I would just be like “nope nope nope I don’t have intrusive thoughts I have never had one of those in fact, what’s an intrusive thought? Never heard of that” and they went away in two days <3
Doubting the law - If you have felt like this because you somehow think it’s too good to be true then you’re not alone, I was once there too. I constantly thought to myself, what if the law ends up not being real after all and what if i have to go back to struggling? I’m here to tell you that doubt is completely normal. Besides, get a load of how much Neville Goddard’s work is out there… a lot of us follow his teachings and have reaped the benefits of doing so! It’s not like we all mutually agreed to conjure up a random figure from the seventies and founded a community around him and pretend we have our desires just to troll people on the internet… That’s weird as hell. Anyway! If you’re feeling like this, read my post on doubt. As I have stated previously, having just a little bit of faith will take you so far in your manifesting journey.
Spiraling - Okay bff if you’re spiraling stay with me okay you can get through this now let’s take three deep breaths okay? In……[Hold for five seconds and then]……Out (3x) Now repeat after me:
“I am capable of manifesting anything I could ever want because my word is gospel. Even if the 3D has not conformed yet, I know that it will no matter what. Intrusive thoughts and negative emotions hold no power over me and nothing can interfere with the manifestation of my desires. I am in control of every aspect of my reality and what I say goes. Because I am God, I know for a fact that I manifest instantly, perfectly and without fail every single time.”
The reason why I have literally never dealt with a spiral (aside from having a great self concept) is because I’m conscious of just how much control I have over my reality. No matter what the predicament is, there is always always a solution because you are always in control. Recall my previous example of the toxic best friend and the multitude of ways you could deal with it. Whenever an issue comes up it’s pretty much “whatever, I can just manifest myself out of this predicament”. That’s literally why I don’t bat a lash whenever something would happen that I would’ve been stressed over. Think about it, as God you’re in control of everything, why would you freak out? It’s completely silly, baby. The world is entirely yours.
“There is no limit to the power of belief or to the possibilities of prayer, but you must be brazenly impudent and not take No for an answer. Try it! When I say you are all imagination, I mean it.” - Brazen Impudence
Feeling overwhelmed or anxious - Manifesting should NOT be stressing you out so if you’re feeling awful take a break! Don’t beat yourself up if it didn’t work out! Pick yourself back up and try again. Go back to the basics and have a fresh start. Get back to that beginner level and take a few baby steps, manifest little things to gradually build up your confidence. Take it slow and don’t impose so much pressure on yourself to do this correctly from the start. Didn’t go out as planned? Don’t worry, just try again. Take all the time you need until you feel more calm and relaxed. Your self concept won’t collapse in itself if you take a little break from it, I promise.
Doing without belief - A HUGE no-no, my love! Belief is a must when applying the law. If you’re not believing you are performing in vain. If this is what you're struggling with I recommend reading my post: How To Cultivate Your Belief In The Law.
Overconsumption - If you’ve over consumed info and thinking “oh no, I have confused myself to the point of no return” and idk where to go from here, here’s what I want you to do
Delete Tumblr (or the social media you consume from)
Stick to a single source (Neville of course)
Work on your self concept (use this post)
Now, here’s a little motivational rant:
Think about everything you'd be surrendering if you quit now! You deserve to live the life you've always wanted. You deserve to wake up every single day fulfilled knowing that you are living out all of your wildest greatest dreams. You deserve to be able to look at yourself in the mirror in disbelief at how ethereal you look. You deserve to feel ecstatic every time you get what you want. You deserve to indulge in every pleasurable experience the world has to offer. You deserve love, peace of mind, abundance and joy. You are worthy of that and so much more! Stop entertaining ideas that suggest that you are not good enough to manifest your desires. Do not take no for an answer. Do not let the 3D discourage you. Actually, don't let ANYTHING discourage you. Pay no mind to the intrusive thoughts that insist you can't manifest. Yes you can and yes you will. No matter what happens, persist in the fact that you are a master at manifesting and you're not gonna accept anything else. You'll be damned if you settle for mediocrity when you know you can have it all. You are so so so close to having the world at your fingertips, don't stop now! All of the doubts lingering are simply your old self trying to get you to stay where you are because this is new territory for you and it can feel scary. Don't let it win! Discomfort, uncertainty and doubt are signs that you're growing out of your old self concept and transitioning into a new state of awareness. Keep going! Take it little by little and know that you can do this. There's no "maybe I can", there's no "everyone can manifest but me". You can have and do absolutely anything you want except fail to manifest. I believe in you and I know you have what it takes to go the distance and manifest the life of your dreams. It's your birthright. You're God. Not a God, the God. Whatever you say has to and will pull through because you're limitless and inevitable, my love. You can do this!
For a bit of a twist I’m about to get a little mean for those of you that wanted this so if tough love isn’t your cup of tea keep scrolling
Is it not dumb as hell for you to be whining and bitching about not getting something you CAN get? Why are you crying over a situation YOU caused? you literally cannot lose unless YOU let that be an option. Enough complaining and crying WHEN are you gonna get tired of standing in your own way? You are the one who literally gets to determine whether or not you get your manifestations, how quickly you get them you are responsible for EVERYTHING. You’re the only one who’s capable of sabotaging that for you. It is literally nobody’s fault but your own if you’ve been struggling to manifest. At some point you just have to put your foot down and decide that you’re DONE not getting your desires and you’re TIRED of your own shit. All of it CAN be yours at YOUR command. Why are you victimizing yourself? Why are you having all these pointless intrusive thoughts about how you can’t manifest this or you can’t have that. WHY? Why are you making up fake bs ass scenarios in your head? Why are you focusing on shit you don’t want? Your only task is to think about what you DO want and forget about what you don’t. That’s such pathetic behavior coming from someone who’s limitless. I'm sorry. Worrying about what you don’t want is such a huge waste of time. The only thing that should be receiving your attention is your desires and nothing else. Enough of this victim complex of yours. You can have, you can do, you can be as you please without a single limit and here you are thinking you can’t have something or someone? Please. Don’t discredit yourself like that. Enough of you whining and bitching about this and that idc you’re getting your desires and that is FINAL. Stop getting in your own way B!TCH! “This is hard :(“ “No I can’t :(” no it isn’t and yes you can. Please stop crying about how you can’t manifest and how you are the exception now the hell you are not. The same god within me is the same God within you. Argue with the wall, I don’t wanna hear it. Anyway, when you’re done crying and whining, pick yourself back up and persist. You’re not gonna be a fucking loser on my watch.
IX. Outro
I hope this post has drilled the indispensability of a great self concept into your head! I cannot urge you enough to work on your self concept because it is the key to everything. No more looking for the perfect post, the perfect technique, the confirmation. Everything starts with you. Manifesting is your birthright and an excellent self concept will make it EASIER QUICKER and EFFORTLESS, you will not deal with intrusive thoughts impatience spirals none of that BS will come about with a good self concept You can still manifest with all of these issues but why not just refrain from dealing with them to begin with? Persistence in your new conception of self will create a new world for you. The life of your dreams starts here, baby. For more in-depth context on being on the pedestal, becoming your most confident self and transforming yourself into that bitch stay tuned for my upcoming spinoff of this post: How To Become The Most Iconic It Girl In Your Reality. Until then, my loves!
Bonus: Here is a Google doc version of this post so you can have it on you if you ever need it!
“You are already that which you seek and you have no one to change but self in order to express it.” - No One To Change But Self
you are not wasting your potential by choosing to do things differently and choosing different paths than you and others expected. you can change what career, passions, etc. you pursue.
your past is a lesson, not a life sentence. don’t be so hard on yourself. you are allowed to leave it behind and grow
strong women mmm strong women
Do you think Shenhe will also follow the trend of Strong Liyue Women being enamoured with Beidou??
just old dilf diluc mmm…
No grape juice for you, paimon!
Isekai oneshots series - Part 1 // 500 Followers event series
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For a while now you’ve been feeling an intense pair of eyes staring at you, despite being asleep. Shifting around, you’re pulled from your sleep from the gaze. Opening your eyelids feels like opening rusty shutters. It took a moment for your 3AM brain to compute what was looking at you, but once you finally realize it was a pair of stranger’s eyes, you immediately launch yourself back like an octopus.
You land backwards on your ass, hard. When the hell did the floor turn to stone, and when were you sleeping on it? Rubbing your sore backside a little bit, you finally take in your surroundings... some sort of unfamiliar laboratory? To your side, there’s all sorts of bookshelves and strange contraptions. Nothing you had really seen in high school biology class, for sure.
"...Are you okay?" A voice suddenly asks. What’s with the familiar voice? You look directly in front of you, and there’s a familiar face looking at you from a kneeling position.
You furrow your eyebrows. This shit can’t be real, right?
"Albedo?" You ask, your voice high pitched in confusion and apprehension.
"Oh my, you know my name," he speaks. He writes down something in a notebook he had next to him. "How strange."
What’s strange is that I’m suddenly face to face with a fucking video game character who looks real as hell. You think to yourself.
"How did I get here?" If your suspicions prove true, then you should be in Mondstadt, Teyvat. Specifically Albedo’s alchemy research lab.
"I was trying a particular summoning ritual I found in an old tome. You are the result of the summoning," Albedo trails off lightly, likely continuing his tangent to himself in his head.
"W-where am I?" Time to see if you’re right.
"You’re in my alchemy workshop. We’re in Mondstadt, Teyvat."
"Holy fuck I really did get isekai’d," you muttered to yourself, bringing your hand to your forehead.
"Pardon?"
"Nothing. I—I’m... uhh... basically not from this world."
"Another outlander... I figured." He thinks to himself. Alright, so you’re definitely here at the same time as the traveller. "Do you perhaps want a different attire? Those clothes don’t look very... practical. Like sleepwear, almost."
No shit. I’m still in my pyjamas. You pulled me outta my bed. You grumble in your mind.
"Sure. I’ll take a change of clothes if you have some."
"I’m afraid it’s just a standard Knights of Favonius uniform without the armour." Albedo hands it to you and turns away for you to change. You quickly do so and slip on the black turtle neck, puffy black pants and knee high boots.
"Decent," you say.
Albedo turns back around. "Come with me. There’s someone you may like to meet," he says, gesturing with his hand for you to follow him out of the alchemy lab.
You exit out of the headquarters and into the bright city of Mondstadt. It’s currently sunset, but the sky is still bright. You thought it was last 3AM, so you’re quite tired now. But you’ve already been woken up, so there’s no going back to sleep for you. Albedo appears to be headed in the direction of the tavern. What? Who’s at the tavern? The traveller?
Nah, turns out it was literally fucking everyone.
"What the fuck."
Pretty much every playable character is packed into Angel’s share. It’s lively with all the conversation between everyone. No one really notices your entrance except Diluc who simply casts a confused look at your unfamiliar face.
Albedo drifts over to a braid-styled blond that you instantly recognize as Aether, who was chatting to Paimon and Jean. He turns in your direction and wonders over with Albedo in tow.
"So you’re the same as me, huh?"
"Yep." You bite the inside of your mouth to not blurt out anything dumb. You’re surrounded by characters—uh, more people now—that you simp. You do not want to say anything stupid.
"What brings you to Teyvat?" Aether asks. It’s weird talking to him without Paimon being the surrogate speaker for the silent protagonist. He’s not really the protagonist anymore. It’s arguably you now.
"Uh... Albedo was stuffing around with summoning and I was the thing that got summoned."
"Oh, so you’re here by accident."
"Yes... I unfortunately don’t have any way to send them back to their world." Albedo joins in.
Maybe I don’t wanna go back so fast.
Out of nowhere, you feel something small bump into you from behind. You turn around and it’s a drunk Venti.
"Ehhhh, who’s this new pretty face?" He slurs. A blush is evident on his face. If he’s this drunk, he’s got to have knocked back at least 30 beers or so.
"This is... I do not know your name actually," Albedo realizes he never asked your name. Oops on his behalf, you guess.
"Y/N."
"Huh, that’s a strange name. Doesn’t sound local." Venti wracks his brain, trying to think where it could be from. "Oh! Could it be you’re like ol’ Aether here?"
How the fuck did the drunkard guess correctly. Then again, he is a god.
"Uh... yeah. Our situations are similar enough..." You say. You didn’t really lose your only next of kin to a god that looks like it’s from a different game. You got summoned here by Albedo out of pure fucky-wucky luck.
"Everyone!" Venti suddenly calls out. Oh boy, here he goes with his drunken antics. "We have another outlander with us now!" He pretty much hangs off you with one arm while pointing at you with his free hand. "Give ol’ Y/N a warm welcome!"
Literally everyone is staring at you. This is a nightmare.
"Uh... Hi," is all you can get out.
"Well hello there, Y/N. I must say, that name of yours is quite pleasant to say," a smooth voice coos from the corner of the tavern. You know exactly who it belongs to. Kaeya.
You look over at the blue-haired man who’s sat at the bar cross legged with one arm on the bench, propping up his head. His eye screams "FLIRT FLIRT FLIRT". You notice a blush on his face. He’s also drunk off his ass. Kaeya is promptly bonked over the head by Diluc with an empty beer mug.
"Owww..." Kaeya rubs his head.
"Shut it, Kaeya. Gods, can you wait 10 seconds without flirting? Sorry about him. He’s worse when he’s drunk. Just ignore him." Diluc sighs, crossing his arms.
"Oh, so you’re not going introduce yourself since you did for me?" Kaeya throws a glare at the redhead, who in turn sighs.
"Name’s Diluc. I own the tavern," he says.
"Y/N? I do not believe that is a name similar to Aether’s. You must be from different world, then." A deep voice chimes in. Oh fuck, you know who that is as well. Zhongli. Why is he here in Mondstadt?
"It’s certainly a strange name, alright."
"You’re one to talk, Fatui."
You also know the next two belong to. Childe and Xiao, respectively. Your eyes flitter about the crowd and spot them quickly. Xiao is perched on the second floor railing while Zhongli and Childe are sat at a table.
"Aww, no need to be a sourpuss in front of the new one," Childe chuckles to himself, obviously provoking Xiao, who takes the bait.
"I’m not a sourpuss!" He hisses. This just rises another laugh out of Childe. You’re surprised to find Zhongli suddenly standing in front of you, as you were distracted by the brief drama between the adeptus and the harbinger.
"My apologies for those two. They do not get along very well. My name is Zhongli. It is a pleasure to make your acquaintance." He greets you.
"Y-you too."
Now it’s Childe’s turn to suddenly appear before you. "Hey, the name’s Tartaglia, or Childe. But if you want, you can call me your’s—," Childe was instantly cut off by Xiao hurtling a mug at Childe’s head. What’s up with the flirters getting bonked?
"I’m Xiao... If you ever need me, just call my name and I’ll be there," he grumbles, readjusting himself on his perch.
"Goodness, the men are certainly talkative tonight," Another voice speaks. This time, it’s a woman’s voice. "Don’t mind them, outlander. My name is Ningguang. Pleased to meet you." The white haired lady greets you with a coy grin. You thought she wouldn’t have any interest... So why’s she talking to you?
"Ah, so this the newbie, huh?" A strong arm slings around your neck. You look up and see Beidou looking down at you. "How ya doin’ kiddo? Name’s Beidou, cap’n of the Crux. Come visit if you wanna grab a drink sometime," she grins. Her chest is awkwardly close to your face.
"Beidou, you are rather tactless, you know," Ningguang sighs. Whether it’s from how close Beidou suddenly got or whether she instantly invited you out for drinks, you don’t know.
"Loosen up Ning, we’re at a tavern," Beidou nudges Ningguang, to which the white haired woman just rolls her eyes.
"Oh my, so this is the cutie everyone’s talking about all of a sudden?" There’s literally only one person who calls everyone a cutie. Lisa. "Hello there, sweetie~ If you ever need help with anything, I’m always available to do anything for you." She finishes with a wink.
"Lisa, don’t be so hasty. Give Y/N some room to breathe." She places a hand on the mage’s shoulder and reigns her in a bit. "Sorry about her... She gets a bit... enthusiastic when meeting new people. I’m Jean, Acting Grand Master of the Knights of Favonius. If you ever have any troubles, don’t hesitate to let me know," she says with a kind smile. Jean seems the most level headed here.
Looking around, your eye also catches Ganyu who’s face planted down on the table, asleep. That’s honestly how you wanna be.
Right now, you seem to have a lot of hot people clamouring over you. Did you die and ascend to heaven? Or are you burdened with the curse of the isekai harem protagonist?
ep 2 ->
scarameow and childe. i think childe would be popular with cats