You Asked Me What I Ate Today And I Cough So Hard Pieces Of My Spine Are Thrown From My Mouth. I Taste
you asked me what i ate today and i cough so hard pieces of my spine are thrown from my mouth. i taste blood every time you look at me like i'm something worth dying for. when i was twelve i broke my wrist. it never healed right so now every time you try to hold my hand my bones ache.
my mom says i remind her of her mom and that sometimes it's hard to look at me. it is spring and i hope the hummingbirds can't see into this house.
there are boys that claimed my body felt like home to them. i will never understand this because my hands still shake every time i place them around my neck asking myself how much longer until the thought of peace doesn't make me choke to death.
how can i be this tender and still bite my tongue so hard until everything i never said rots my teeth? i'd let my anger burn this city to the ground before letting anyone hear me say how sorry i am for everything i am not.
-unknown
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you unstable ahh bitches, here's a hug 🫂💌 it scares yet comforts me that so many of you feel the same
they should invent a yearning for love that is tolerable btw
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