Me And The Desperation That Hits When I Can Feel My Depression Getting Bad.

Adults: Following rules is good, not following rules is bad

Little me: Okay :] *follows a rule*

Adults: Oh my god look at this loser. He doesn't know that this rule is Secretly Okay To Not Follow. Dumbass. Let's all laugh at him

Hungarian swords, 14th century, at the Topkapi Palace Museum in Istanbul. The middle sword is 8ft long

Catherynne M. Valente, from The Bread We Eat in Dreams; "The Red Girl," published in 2013

This panic happens like every few months.

im deffo being farmed and harvested for the energy of my suffering but i dont have time to worry about that kind of thing

kind of weird how parts of your soul are left in various locations without any warning… like yes i’m always at the top of that hill, sitting at the bus stop, in the cool light of the Japanese restaurant, standing at the pier etc etc

not what I was going to write . but fine