I ALWAYS wanted pets and unfortunately mum is quite against it(valid). And laik I'm fine w anything. Now kuch din pehle I was thinking about adopting tortoises. Like in pair so that they don't feel lonely. This morning dad bought this person who has tortoises and fishes w him (it's legal dw). Now he takes out 2 of them, a pair. They were really small n cute and therefore the moment I saw them, I fell in love. It was way too quick but I got attached in a few minutes because they were comfy w me touching em(weren't going back in their shells).
But apparently they were way too small according to my parents (ion blame em) so they asked for a bigger pair, and yeah they were really cute too, but it wasn't the same. Now the male tortoise was not moving much so my parents said to get a healthier pair to avoid issues. And constantly, I was trying to convince them to get the ones I initially was interested in.
He said he'll come back. Parents might drop the plan. But now I am not the same. I'm feeling really sick since they left. I don't KNOW how to actually explain it, but this really really left me on the edge, mainly because I've probably never loved someone so deeply in sucha long time. My nerves are trembling and I might just throw up. I didn't have dinner and it kinda ruined me. PPL might say I'm delusional but yeah, it's not a good feeling.
5 Things I find comforting in no particular order:
1. Adrak wali chai (ginger tea)
2. Mumma's hugs
3. Singing
4. Sardiyo ki dhoop (apricity(yes I googles so what😭))
5. Chatting w my sakhis & sakhas (my friends 🩷)
Tell me yours too (finally working on my social skills don mind me 😚)
Tagging my mutuals : @dil-na-jaaneyaa @sanskari-kanya @zinda-hun-bas-kafi-hai @manincaffeine @thegreatsaiyaman03 @adambadeau @sokittykingdom @dukhiamrood @michaelgarnier
Or anyone who wants to!
INTELLIGENT AND DAZZLING PERSON AWARD 🦋
IMMA TIE OUR SOULS TOGETHER ATP
No, like I get it kyunki Mai bhi abhi 2 mein enrolled hoon and I'm thinking of taking another one in a few days 😎🤭
Impulsive decision leke 3-4 online courses me enroll ho gyi 💃💃
Happy Valentine's day🩷
This year, like the last couple of years, I'm spending my Valentine's Day alone. I'm supposed to feel pretty sad and lonely, but I'm not?
This is for you, whenever you arrive—I can't wait to meet you. The love I hold for you, even when I don't have you, is immense, and it shall only increase with time. Whenever we meet, in 5 years, in 10 years, u get it?—my heart, my love, will always be with you.
I've rejected so many advances, and I hope, in the end, it's all worth it. I hope you'll understand and accept me. I'm not the best person to love, nor am I the best lover out there. My mistakes make me wish for death and keep me sleepless. And I know my flaws are immense. I'm not perfect. But I hope I'll be good enough for you.
As long as you find me lovable, I'm fine. You're loved—aaj, kal, humesha.
I'll heal myself. I'll get better. Things will change for the better. I hope so, for I've never felt like I've lived enough.
Gosh, I've never written for my future partner. This is so not me.
But I hope you understand that the 19-year-old me loves you a lot.
This version of mine loves you a lot.
Bye, love🩷
♱ The name's Rii. 𝄞 Call me that or Taara—ion mind either. 𓇼 19. Bi. Sagittarius. Desi. ♱ I'm into multiple fandoms, some of em—Harry Potter and Marauders, Jujutsu Kaisen, TGSWWGAA, etc. 𝄞 Beaches and mountains both, ‘cause I deserve the best of em all. 𓇼 I sing, and therefore, I love listening to music. ♱ I love all sorts of art—visual, performing, literary, media, fashion, conceptual, ALL. 𝄞 It's better for me not to put myself into a category ‘cause I evolve on daily basis (duh). 𓇼 Nothing minimalist about me. ♱ I love windy days w a little sunshine. 𝄞 Thodi si aashiq hoon. 𓇼 My favorite cartoon is Krish, Trish & Baltiboy. ♱ I’m sorta avoidant (big time). 𝄞 I love spicy food. 𓇼 My ears are actually the smallest in my family, lol. ♱ I hyperfixate on new stuff every other week. 𝄞 I used to play throwball, kho-kho, and kabaddi in school. 𓇼 CompSci student.
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Thankyou for tagging meeeee👾
Tagging: @eurypotpourrie @adambadeau @sokittykingdom @zinda-hun-bas-kafi-hai
Consider yourself tagged if you are reading this:
Make this picrew of yourself
Take this uquiz (How Fandom Would See You If You Were A Fictional Character)
Thank you for the tag @machiavellli !
Thenks for the tag darling 🩷
I'll be the prime minister/finance minister/any political figure or a guru🌷
OR MUSICIAN/DANCER COZ I'D LOVE THAT TOO🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷
Let's make a tag game
What job will you do if you were a randomass peasant (or anything) in ancient India? (cuz all the other similar games are always focused on mediaeval Europe)
Hm... Maybe some herbalist guy?
Are we talking about a fantasy-esque setting like DnD?
Well, it's either Herbalist, or Fantasy Beast Tamer, for me
@igotadigbickandureadthatwrong @mi-stress-of-chaos @wulfricnavy @jeahreading @no-idea-where-i-am-lost @ramenandwomen @tum-naam-sochlo-merese-ni-hora @akira-priye @mona-prithey @natures-marvel
Just added this to my playlist, thank you so so much for this amazing song reccomendationnn🌸
I GOT UPPER LOBE AND NOSE PIERCING YESTERDAY!?!?!????
DID IT HURT ????? FCUK YESSSSSSS
WAS IT WORTH IT !?!?!?? ALSO FCUK YESSSSSSS
IM SO HAPPY 🤭🤭🤭🤭GOT EM W MY BESTIE TOGETHER HEHEHEHE 🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷