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Happy Valentine's day🩷
This year, like the last couple of years, I'm spending my Valentine's Day alone. I'm supposed to feel pretty sad and lonely, but I'm not?
This is for you, whenever you arrive—I can't wait to meet you. The love I hold for you, even when I don't have you, is immense, and it shall only increase with time. Whenever we meet, in 5 years, in 10 years, u get it?—my heart, my love, will always be with you.
I've rejected so many advances, and I hope, in the end, it's all worth it. I hope you'll understand and accept me. I'm not the best person to love, nor am I the best lover out there. My mistakes make me wish for death and keep me sleepless. And I know my flaws are immense. I'm not perfect. But I hope I'll be good enough for you.
As long as you find me lovable, I'm fine. You're loved—aaj, kal, humesha.
I'll heal myself. I'll get better. Things will change for the better. I hope so, for I've never felt like I've lived enough.
Gosh, I've never written for my future partner. This is so not me.
But I hope you understand that the 19-year-old me loves you a lot.
This version of mine loves you a lot.
Bye, love🩷