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june and day really said: enemies to friends to lovers to strangers to lovers
me, about any book I've read:
I love him so damn much
can we all just take a moment to appreciate the fact that arthur wrote an eight page apology letter?
boy is he whipped
So I can now add Arthur from five survive onto my list of fictional killers I love
can Oliver fucking die
the tension between holly jackson and writing books that raise the reader's blood pressure and anxiety levels to the max
logged out for a day did yall miss me
what a beautiful thing, to be queer. how lovely it is to be strange, to have edges that spill out over the lines, to be undefinable. the oddity of our hearts is something to be treasured. never change for anyone.
on one hand, problems that are not clearly communicated to me are not my issue. however, I will continue to attempt to read your mind and conclude the most outlandish things that make me spiral into an anxiety attack that could defeat god
For anyone with BPD feeling hopeless today:
The one most positive thing abt this disorder is I can feel love and appreciation and gratitude so so deeply. Just one small kind gesture literally will bring me to tears. And sharing/feeling love and feeling appreciated and seen is perhaps one of the reasons living feels worth it.
'Cause I knew you Leavin' like a father Runnin' like water When you are young, They assume you know nothing
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Whenever you are near, all my worries disappear💕
my mental state
More things I love
queer tv/movies
Those flowers that live for 2 years
women
lesbians
being in love
When you put your trust in someone and they keep your trust
That first moment when you feel okay after you finish crying
When things turn out better than you expected/ when you expect something to be much harder than it ends up being
note gatekeeping/telling people where I got something when they ask
random complements
rewatching shows I liked as a kid and as an adult
thinking about how I will have a family and a home one day (even if it's just friends and a partner)
thinking about how one day I will be treated how i deserve
Campy horror movies
nostalgia
youtube
TikTok (embarrassing I know haha)
reading a post where a stranger perfectly describes a feeling I've never been able to explain
fluffy blankets
fairylights
big glasses
putting on makeup just to feel good for myself
doing another girl's makeup
hearing music i love play in stores
lemonade mostly pink lemonade
listening to people talking about things they love
I'm gonna kms
sarah nelson being a charlie spring lovebot
this actually destroyed me.
ON GOD.
sometimes all you can do is accept your inner void
hopefully
I just cry for no reason I hate it.
My chest literally hurts like hell out of no where .
I just want to sleep for forever .
I’m just tired .. that’s all .
you said I will never find any place better than "home" but nothing ever felt like a home... it never felt safe. so how about i find a home first, and then you'll see me not leaving?
fym “quiet bpd” this shit is not quiet where I am! everything is screaming
real.
“hey man it’s been a while, where have you gone?”
my ass plotting a foolproof method to silently slip away from 90% of my friends and start anew because I cannot shake the constant betrayals and neglect that haunted my early teenage years. I look into their eyes and all I see are the carved pupils of stony angels that stood over me and, basking in their holiness, watched me weep. they believe that all they need to do to be worthy of sticking around with is to pose and look pretty, and provide no further meaning that might linger when I turn away:
sometimes all you can do is accept your inner void
(ONE OF) MEL'S FAVORITE GENRES OF LEE KNOW: VLOGGER LINO → happy birthday @lee-minhoe 🤍
she can't keep getting away with this
… I'm just a girl
I'm just a girl in the world
forced to live in an industrialized society
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