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Honestly, this is SO cathartic.

I won't pretend I'm happy with the recent maga leaks, nor will I pretend wishing death on a child it's ok despite how many messed up shit he has pulled, but this essay right here, still perfectly valid and applicable to Bakugo despite being written back in 2020, it translates why I'd prefer if he had stayed six feet under and far, far away from Izuku, who, mind you, still uses useless as his hero name. Yes, Uraraka changed the meaning and we love her for that, and yet it doesn't take away the fact that he's traumatized enough to, just like everyone else, overlook the direct effect his abuser has over his life.

I absolutely despise Bakugo Katsuki, and I hope he'll face consequences.

Also, the apology was shit.

oh and also, while I’m here? I hate the way this fandom treats Bakugou and his bullying. Bakugou is one of the most popular characters in the fandom and people will fall over him, gushing about how good his character development is. Meanwhile he has never been punished by the narrative for his bullying, and his growth has never been tied to learning to respect quirkless people and those deemed ‘worthless’ by society, which is what he should be learning. There is a massive, glaring flaw in his character development, and people will just ignore it.

And then they proceed to ship him with Izuku, whom he viciously bullied for 10 years, because uwu their dynamic is so ~interesting~, or Uraraka, one of Izuku’s best friends, as if it doesn’t fucking suck to see someone who’s hurt you for a decade date your friend (and as someone who’s actually been in the situation where my best friend had a crush on my bully, let me tell you, it isn’t fun). 

And then they’ll write about Bakugou’s mental health issues and trauma and the way he was failed by adults, jumping at the slightest chance to absolve him of his responsibilities. Oh, sure, Bakugou was failed by the adults around him, that much is true; they should’ve taught him to regulate his arrogance, that he isn’t special, etc. But you know who else was failed, and much, much worse than Bakugou? Izuku. Somehow, I feel infinitely less sympathy for the guy who bullied someone for 10 years than the guy who was bullied. 

And obviously Bakugou has mental health issues stemming from the way he was treated as stronger, better than everyone else for his life, including his superiority/inferiority complex, and yes, adults have overlooked those mental health issues out of the assumption that Bakugou is strong bc of his quirk, but like? None of that absolves him of the crime of bullying someone for a decade? None of that makes it better? Am I supposed to give a shit? Maybe have him face actual consequences for his actions and I’ll start caring about how sad he feels.

And then people will absolutely insist that the reason he bullied Izuku was because he was abused by his mom, and? It fucking wasn’t? The reason he bullied Izuku was because he was convinced he was better than him. Not because he had normalized violence in his head or whatever. Mitsuki isn’t even canonically abusive; while that’s a perfectly valid read of canon, considering the fact that hitting your damn kid is definitely abusive, we know how Horikoshi frames abuse, and this isn’t it. Mitsuki is aggressive and mean because Bakugou is aggressive and mean. It’s a joke. It’s a bad fucking joke, because it’s not funny to see a child get beaten and berated by his parent, but it’s not canon abuse, and it’s not the canon reason he bullied Izuku. 

And the reason I care about people acknowledging that ‘Bakugou Mitsuki is abusive’ is an interpretation of canon rather than actual stone cold canon is because the ‘abused bully’ is a massive trope. From the top of my head, I can think of the bully from Bridge to Terabithia, the bully in the first The Magic Thief book series, arguably Clarisse La Rue from PJO, and the bully from Trollhunters who all fit this stereotype, and there are many, many more. The easiest way to make a bully sympathetic is to make them abused. It neatly sidesteps having to figure out why they are bullies, because obviously, they are just externalizing the violence they learned at home. It also makes them very easy to redeem, because it’s pretty goddamn hard to stay mad at a kid when they are being abused. It’s a cheap tactic to gather sympathy for a bully, and it fundamentally misunderstands why bullying happens. Bullies don’t exist because they’re all secretly abused at home. They exist because society tells them it’s ok to hurt people that are weird, worthless, or otherwise bad. And those people also often just so happen to be minorities, whoops. 

This is the one thing that BNHA got right about bullying. Bakugou bullied Izuku because he believed himself to be superior, because that’s what the adults around him kept telling him. This is why people bully others in real life, too; it’s ok to hurt them, they’re weird, they’re annoying, they don’t matter. It’s the one thing that BNHA got right, and you motherfuckers want to throw it out of the window because it’s easier to woobify Bakugou if he’s just another abused bully. Interpreting Mitsuki is abusive is obviously fine, again hitting your damn kid is definitely abusive, but then ignoring the actual, canon reason why Bakugou bullied Izuku to substitute it with something that’s easier for you to excuse is fucking horrifying and I hate every single person that does it. Fuck you. Bakugou being abused has no bearing on why he bullied Izuku, none, whatsoever. 

And don’t even get me fucking STARTED on the many ‘oh no what if Izuku jumped, wouldn’t Bakugou feel sad :(’ posts/fics/aus or the fact that what you guys think would be a good consequence for 10 fucking years of viciously bullying someone (including physically assulting them, destroying their property, and suicide baiting them) is like, a scolding from Aizawa and maybe being transferred to a different class (rather than, you know, being fucking expelled from hero school). I hate all of you.

Bakugou’s canon arc and his treatment by the fandom is so indicative of the way people view bullying as something kinda mean but ultimately minor, rather than, you know, something that can severely traumatize you. People are so eager to jump on any chance to ignore or smooth over Bakugou’s actions, fail to examine his character development critically, and will ship him with his victim or think it’s a good thing that they’re being made ‘friends’ in canon. 

This is normally the part where I’d say it’s ok to like Bakugou as long as you do xyz, but you know what? I don’t need to soothe people’s fucking feelings. I hate Bakugou, and I hate that he’s so popular in the fandom, and I hate how he’s treated by the fandom. Obviously I’m not saying you cannot like him, I’m not the arbiter of what characters you are or are not allowed to like, but I’m not here to soothe your fucking feelings if this rant made you feel bad. Block me if it bothers you that much. Also don’t bother debating me or sending me asks or whatever, I don’t care, my hatred for Bakugou is based in personal feelings and no amount of ‘but what about this thing in canon -’ or ‘what if this happens in the future -’ or ‘but i like bakugou for xyz reasons’ is gonna make me change my mind lmao. Bakugou Katsuki is a terrible person with terrible character development and that’s that on that. 

In conclusion:

Fuck Bakugou Katsuki

“Abuela, I can finally see. You lost your home. Lost everything. You suffered so much all alone so it would never happen again. We were saved because of you. We were given a miracle because of you. We are a family because of you. And nothing could ever be broken that we can’t fix together.”

Encanto (2021) dir. Jared Bush and Byron Howard

i say i enjoy miraculous ladybug but what i really mean is i enjoy reading chloé bourgeois redemption fics

Shot out to my therapist for gaslighting me into believing my emotions are valid. I think is working

Seven major flaws in “Beastars”

I fricking love Beastars. I realy do. But I’m not gonna pretend that it’s perfect.

So here are SEVEN major flaws about this pretty great manga.

Lack of murder mystery.

I’m a big fan of crime fiction mysteries. My favorite detective is Phryne Fisher. So I looked forward to a classic murder mystery.

But Legosi just kinda… solved it.

Sure, the way he solved it was fine. But I would have liked a little more buildup, I wanted Riz to be properly introduced and be allowed to guess who the culprit was. I think Riz as a murderer is great and he is a perverse mirroring of Legosi with a burdening guilt/lack of guilt parallel… But I wanted to be given the chance to guess and wonder.

Melon is all over the place.

The thing about Melon that makes him both a god villain and a BAD villain is the fact that he is all over the place. Sort of an animal Joker I guess.

I think of Melon as a perverse anarchist. He has an ideology similar to Louis at the start of the series, just times ten. He believes that civilization is a farce and that everyone is a bunch of drooling animals playing pretend, meaning he doesn’t have to feel any guilt at all about the horrible things he does since he is just another mad beast.

But it doesn’t feel like he has a specific goal as such. He cause pain to everything around him just because he can. Sure, there is the thing about him desperately wanting to know what tasting something is like, but it doesn’t feel like a dominating factor in his life.

Not enough romance.

When there IS romantic interaction between the characters then it is pretty darn good. But we need MORE of it. I get that Legosi and Haru has a long-distance relationship since they are different places in life, but it doesn’t have to be THAT long-distanced.

Character getting shoved away.

So you like Juno, eh? You enjoyed reading about Sebun, huh? You wanna know what’s up at Cherryton Academy?

TOO BAD!

The chimera thingy.

That went nowhere. Even Kyuu was all like “forget about that!” And it also seems a bit out of place in Beastars, it’s more of a Dragon Ball or One Piece thingy where superpowers are a thing.

Speaking of which…

Superpowers.

I actually like the way hybrids were handled in Beastars, how they walked the fine line of having “powers” and still be somewhat realistic-ish. Legosi is huge and broad-shouldered because of his lizard grandpa, but he is more or less a normal wolf with the exception of being immune to poison which is a neat little detail. And Melon’s whole deal is that his body is so bizarre that it is a problem for him as well.

… But to let Legosi gain temporarily regeneration because of komodo dragon poison activating a gene AND make Melon buff overnight is… yeah… I’m at a loss for words.

Haru should have a gun.

Or a knife or take self defense classes, ANYTHING!

This is a new year, which comes with new projects. So, I want to share what I've been working on:

Rating: Not Rated

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Relationships: Félix Madrigal/Pepa Madrigal, Agustín Madrigal/Julieta Madrigal, "Abuela" Alma Madrigal/Pedro Madrigal, Antonio Madrigal & Mirabel Madrigal, Isabela Madrigal & Mirabel Madrigal, Camilo Madrigal & Mirabel Madrigal, Camilo Madrigal/Original Male Character(s)

Characters: Agustín Madrigal, "Abuela" Alma Madrigal, Antonio Madrigal, Bruno Madrigal, Camilo Madrigal, Dolores Madrigal, Félix Madrigal, Isabela Madrigal, Julieta Madrigal, Luisa Madrigal, Mirabel Madrigal, Pepa Madrigal, Mariano Guzmán, Original Male Character(s)

Additional Tags: Original Character(s), Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Mirabel Madrigal Has a Gift, Sister-Sister Relationship, Unrequited Love, Possessive Behavior, Minor Violence, In this house we stan Alma Madrigal, lots of Spanish

Summary:

Casita comes to realise that when one tries to solve intergenerational trauma, the end does not justify the means; especially if those means revolve around a innocent 5 years old girl suffering a decade of slander & isolation for having no magic. Therefore, it's time to recycle a gift.

Every. Single. Night. 🤦

Being (fanfiction) writer be like:

A kagehina fic idea, brought to you by the dumpster fire known as my brain with fever:

It's third year, and the recent graduation of five of their members has left the team unbalanced. No one has approached the gym for joining the Karasuno ranks, and the curtain of time is closing before they are disbanded for not having enough people. Desperate for continuing playing volleyball, and following Yachi's manga plots, Kageyama and Hinata enter into the wonderful world of fake-dating in order to fill the quota of players by selling the club as a place for romance.

Reblog if you're not homophobic

Every url that reblog’s will be written in a book and shown to my homophobic dad. 

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The entire fandom: