Kipper Mayfly - Poly, Bisexual, GenderfluidHappily taken by two lovely people
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I desperately want a house out by some train tracks. I'd spend hours watching the cars roll by, the noise being a constant reminder of the outside. I'd sit at night, watching as the engine comes through, remembering how I'd want to jump in front of or on that train.
Hopefully I'll only remember those times and not still think about doing it.
As I gaze upon myself
I see the scabs and scars
Where the skin tore and bled
As i gaze upon myself
I see the misshapen form
Not that of human design
But an undulating mass
As i gaze upon myself
I see someone I hate
Someone who only reminds me of me
I'm not sure where I am anymore
I am a ghost in training
My skin invisible
And my presence inconceivable
The color in my face should be draining
I am forced to live the rest of my corporeal days
Stuck as a mist
I wander, thoughts completely refraining
Refraining from being thought
Trapped in my own mind
Locked in this dreary penitentiary of my own creation
Like a skeleton chained to ancient walls
I'm a ghost in training
For it's this eternal job that I'll only ever do well.
Baby, i know i look disgusting
But, i still want you to see inside me
Your smell hangs on me
My coat stained by your presesnce
Now, i wish you'd take it off me
I know i look disgusting
But, I want you to see every little fold
Every bit of me
I trust you
To see the me behind the red nose
These big stupid shoes by the bed
As tears wash away my makeup
And you peel off my polkadot jumpsuit
Like a lived-in house
Not a trashy trailer
With you I don't feel like a dump
I'm filled with cozy warmth and reminded of lovely memories
Baby, I know I look disgusting
But, you make me feel human
This old ship creaking and squeaking
Her hull battered and bruised
Carries me on
Away from you
A bay full o' cargo
Guitar in my hands
Thoughts of Ohio
Left behind like the sands
This is where i'm meant to be
It's like a remedy
For all that you did to me
Among the inky black and stars
Circling moons
Flying away from memories of you
Stars pass in this eternal sprint
Engines whir and computers tick
This jacket the only reminder
Of the home that's been left behind her
Quiet solitude in the pilot's chair
Coffee and nebulas mixing around
Inky black gulped down and down
Still, the thoughts of home rest heavy on my brain
I have so much random short bits of writing I've sat on for, like, 9 months
Need to post them here soon :3
A common raven (Corvus corax) perches on a wall in Scotland, UK
by Iain H Leach
choose your fav fruit snake
Developing Backstory: Bringing Characters to Life
Place of Birth: Where did your character first see the world? Think about the impact of this place—was it a busy city where they had to fight for attention or a quiet village where everyone knew everyone’s business? This location doesn’t just say where they’re from; it shapes how they see the world.
Family and Upbringing: What was their family like? Were their parents loving or distant? Maybe they were raised by someone other than their parents—a mentor, an older sibling, or even alone. Family (or the lack of it) is usually one of the most significant factors in shaping who someone becomes.
Society’s Expectations: What was expected of them when they were young? Possibly, they were born into wealth, with all the pressure to continue the family legacy, or maybe they were raised to be invisible in a world where survival mattered. How does this influence who they are now? Do they accept or reject those expectations?
First Taste of Conflict: Think about the first time the character realized the world wasn’t a perfect place. Maybe they witnessed violence or faced betrayal. What was that moment, and how did it stick with them? This moment usually lays the foundation for the character’s emotional landscape—fear, hope, ambition, or distrust all come from these early life lessons.
Childhood Dreams: When they were young, what did they want to be? Every child has dreams—did they want to be a knight, a scholar, or even just someone who could travel the world? Did they have to give up these dreams? How does that lost dream shape them now?
Formative Relationships: Who was their first best friend, mentor, or enemy? Childhood friendships and relationships often create deep bonds or wounds that last into adulthood. Did they have a mentor who taught them everything, only to betray them? Did they lose a childhood friend that still haunts them?
Trials and Tribulations: What’s the biggest challenge they faced as they grew up? Was it losing a loved one, failing at something important, or maybe being forced into a role they didn’t want? These teenage years are where the emotional armor starts forming—how did the difficulties they faced shape them into the person they are now?
Education or Training: How did they learn what they know? Were they formally trained by an institution, learning everything by the book, or did they learn through experience, like a street-smart survivalist? What impact does their education or lack of it have on how they interact with others?
Teenage Bonds: Did they have a first love or a first major falling out with someone close to them? These experiences often create emotional scars or connections that they carry with them into adulthood. How does that past friendship or romance influence their behavior now?
Trauma or Loss: Was there a moment that changed everything? Think about a significant loss—maybe a loved one, their home, or a sense of identity. How does this event affect their worldview? Do they build walls around themselves or dive into relationships with reckless abandon because they fear losing more?
Victory or Failure: Did they experience a moment of triumph or devastating defeat? Success and failure leave their marks. Were they celebrated as a hero once, leading them to overconfidence, or did they fail when everyone was counting on them, leading to crippling self-doubt?
Betrayal: Was there a betrayal that shaped their adult relationships? Whether it is a friend, family member, or lover, betrayal often changes how we trust others. Do they close themselves off, constantly expecting betrayal, or try to rebuild trust, afraid of being left alone again.
What Drives Them Today: What’s the one thing pushing them forward now? Is it revenge, the need to restore their family’s honor, or maybe even just survival? Whatever it is, this motivation should tie directly back to their experiences.
Emotional Baggage: What unresolved emotional wounds are they carrying? Everyone has scars from their past—some are visible, others not so much. How do these emotional wounds affect how they treat others, how they react to conflict, and how they move through the world.
Current Relationships: Who’s still in their life from their past, and how do they feel about it? Did they reconnect with someone they thought they’d lost, or are they haunted by unresolved issues with people from their past? Do they have any ongoing tensions or regrets tied to these people?
Cultural or Mythological Influence: How does their personal story tie into the larger world’s mythology or culture? Do they carry a family legacy, a curse, or a prophecy that hangs over them? How does this influence their interactions with others and their perception of themselves?
Recurring Symbols: Are there objects, dreams, or people that keep showing up in their life, symbolizing their journey? Perhaps a recurring nightmare haunts them, or they carry an object from their past that’s both a source of comfort and pain
How Does Their Past Shape Their Growth?: Every character has emotional baggage that needs resolving. How does their backstory drive their arc? Do they need to forgive themselves, let go of the past, or accept who they’ve become to move forward?
Unanswered Questions from the Past: Are there any mysteries in their backstory they need to solve? Maybe they’re unaware of their true parentage, or maybe there’s a forgotten event from their childhood that will resurface and change everything.
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Describing aromas can add a whole new layer to your storytelling, immersing your readers in the atmosphere of your scenes. Here's a categorized list of different words to help you describe scents in your writing.
Crisp
Clean
Pure
Refreshing
Invigorating
Bright
Zesty
Airy
Dewy
Herbal
Minty
Oceanic
Morning breeze
Green grass
Rain-kissed
Fragrant
Sweet
Floral
Delicate
Perfumed
Lush
Blooming
Petaled
Jasmine
Rose-scented
Lavender
Hibiscus
Gardenia
Lilac
Wildflower
Juicy
Tangy
Sweet
Citrusy
Tropical
Ripe
Pungent
Tart
Berry-like
Melon-scented
Apple-blossom
Peachy
Grape-like
Banana-esque
Citrus burst
Musky
Earthy
Woody
Grounded
Rich
Smoky
Resinous
Pine-scented
Oak-like
Cedarwood
Amber
Mossy
Soil-rich
Sandalwood
Forest floor
Spiced
Warm
Cozy
Inviting
Cinnamon-like
Clove-scented
Nutmeg
Ginger
Cardamom
Coffee-infused
Chocolatey
Vanilla-sweet
Toasted
Roasted
Hearth-like
Metallic
Oily
Chemical
Synthetic
Acrid
Pungent
Foul
Musty
Smoky
Rubber-like
Diesel-scented
Gasoline
Paint-thinner
Industrial
Sharp
Herbal
Aromatic
Earthy
Leafy
Grass-like
Sage-scented
Basil-like
Thyme-infused
Rosemary
Chamomile
Green tea
Wild mint
Eucalyptus
Cinnamon-bark
Clary sage
Antique
Nostalgic
Ethereal
Enigmatic
Exotic
Haunted
Mysterious
Eerie
Poignant
Dreamlike
Surreal
Enveloping
Mesmerizing
Captivating
Transcendent
I hope this list can help you with your writing. 🌷✨
Feel free to share your favorite scent descriptions in the replies below! What scents do you love to incorporate into your stories?
Happy Writing! - Rin T.
Also this photo of the beach in Daytona.
Some photos I got from vacationing in Florida over the past week.
It was real pretty, other than all the old people going about.
Some photos I got from vacationing in Florida over the past week.
It was real pretty, other than all the old people going about.
Let's go dark lighting. Some stuff I had taken between a while ago and a long while ago.
I recently started watching "The orbital children" on Netflix
And holy god McChrist
We went from super smart kid who's good with tech and born in space to the fucking virtual ethereal plane and trying to kill 1/3 of humans in like less than 6 episodes
Not to mention space ai that sounds like a whale for some reason
And the main characters are like 14
I've never experienced such tonal whiplash before