We always get reduced to our source except with our partner... Even our friends do it and it's really upsetting...
Sy doesn't like talking because he's reduced to his source but he's nothing line his source... Steve too... Billy was scared Dustin (our friend's) would hate him because their fictive are *very* sourcependent...
-c
Fictives and fictionkind deserve to be treated like normal people.
Fictives and fictionkind deserve understanding.
Fictives and fictionkind deserve to not just be reduced to their source if they don't want to.
Fictives and fictionkind deserve to have their feelings taken seriously.
So I might put this story on Reddit too idk yet.
When I was a kid I had a stuffed giraffe, I got him at the age of 4 or 5 for Easter. I loved him, I played with him, I loved him like a dear friend because for 10-12 years he was my only friend that stayed through rough and through soft. I had him as a favorite toy for years. This toy was my rock, I took him everywhere and did everything with him. We called him Hunny, a name after my great grandfather,
At the age is 14/15 I lost him. I didn't notice because we moved around and at this age I had stopped taking him everywhere. A year later when everything was settled I noticed I was missing Hunny, we dug everywhere for him. Iost all hope in finding my greatest friend on Earth ever again.
6 years later, a week ago, I was talking to my friends and partner about my lost toy. Our friend found it with a press of a single button on their phone, after I had tried the same thing for years, different phones and their different abilities, anyways. My partner didn't hesitate and bought him for me, he came in yesterday and I really looked at him today, this doll, is quite literally the same exact doll I had when I was a child. Hunny and I at last reunited.
And yes there was a part of me that didn't believe it was actually him until I noticed the mouth and hand string was loose, just like my dear Hunny had, the white strings shown from years of playing with him like I remembered too. So yes if I want to believe this is my doll I'm beiling this is my doll.
Dude you beat me to it in the hashtags...
-M
Poor Telemachus 😔
Okay start this with a song I suppose, shall we-
We're The Wild West System.
Please be patient with us. We kind of discovered we're a system mid 2024 shortly before meeting our partner sys. We're mostly made up of fictives. (If you want to know sources or the difference. Ask and they may tell you!)
Collective name: Eddie
System nicknames: West/Crow
Collective Pronouns: He/They
Collective Orient: Bi
Body Age: 21
Disorders: ADHD, PTSD
Suspected Disorders: OCD...
Hobbies: reading, writing, painting
Hyperfixes: ALWAYS changing
Body/Hosts: Writer, M and Crowly, BJ, Shawn Spencer
Co-Hosts: Peter Parker, Steve Harrington, Wade Wilson, Tony Stark,
We'll post using our SP sign offs and try to tag who posted if not uh... Good luck out there with our posts!
We don't know terms really yet so all your hoodoo voodoo terms makes us
I learned about how other DID systems experience amnesia and one description has hit the nail on the head. We experience black-out amnesia, but not how it is commonly portrayed online or in media. We do not get confused about where we are, find ourselves in places we do not remember going. We do not notice our amnesia unless we are reminded of it.
Amnesia to us is like digging through sand trying to find the memory in our brain.
I do not recall forgetting something until i am supposed to remember the events. It feels to me like i have experienced every second of every day. I find it difficult to notice memory gaps on my own, and i believe that is partly the point of DID.
We tried telling you dude-
-c
I should just set up the BM sys. With a Tumbler so they stop stealing mine!!
-Tenn
Short story written on Herm/Keats cuz once you watch this movie you can't get away from these two no matter what.
https://archiveofourown.org/works/65033335
Fandom: The Electric State (2025)
Relationships: Herman/John D. Keats (The Electric State), Michelle Greene & Herman (The Electric State)
Characters: Herman (The Electric State), John D. Keats (The Electric State), Michelle Greene (The Electric State), Christopher Greene (The Electric State)
Additional tags: Fluff without Plot, Found Family, "I love you... More than a friend", Herman (The Electric State) is bad at expressing emotions, Taps as a way to say "I love you"
Summary: Herm isn't quite sure if Keats knows he loves him until Michelle teaches him a way to show his love.
Series: Part 1 of The Brock Family Summary:
A young man named Anthony finds out all the horrific claims his mom made about his father being a Cult leader was true. After digging deeper and getting Kidnapped- he must try to navigate through life with an energetic yet blood thirsty 15-year-old spirit and stop his father from summoning the next “God of destruction”
(Book One)
My Source Book! Book one at least is finished!
Right now we are posting chapters as @the-wild-west-sys edits them! Our lovely Editor there.
This book does take place in the Venom Universe/SonyVerese
(Brock doesn’t *Really* come in until the second book)
Jedtavius wedding art!! It doesn't rlly read well but hey, at least I tried
- "can you make [alter] front?"
- always asking who's fronting
- getting upset when they can't remember something
- giving them money
- "here's $50 for you"
- relinquishing your money to them
- offering them money
Sys that's all over the place but vibing to life. Oh uh please don't treat fictives as their source... it makes us feel we're faking because we're NOTHING like our source
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