I Learned About How Other DID Systems Experience Amnesia And One Description Has Hit The Nail On The

I learned about how other DID systems experience amnesia and one description has hit the nail on the head. We experience black-out amnesia, but not how it is commonly portrayed online or in media. We do not get confused about where we are, find ourselves in places we do not remember going. We do not notice our amnesia unless we are reminded of it.

Amnesia to us is like digging through sand trying to find the memory in our brain.

I do not recall forgetting something until i am supposed to remember the events. It feels to me like i have experienced every second of every day. I find it difficult to notice memory gaps on my own, and i believe that is partly the point of DID.

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3 months ago

Laughing our ass off with our partner in the car because Bakugou was singing his song (actually physically listening to himself song too) and went "This voice is so me, guys if we had a bakugou he'd have the Japanese voice in headspace" .... We told BM and they laughed with us...

-Kiri


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3 months ago

Bros, we're watching The Smurfs movies and bros... I'm renaming our terms to fucking Smurf names. Hah Smerfs. Anyways hear me out.

(my term 'alter' my change but for now... I'm putting alter. If you didn't use "Alter" you can swap it)

And yes I changed a few of these, yes you can use them cuz bro... Fuck normal things am I right?

Grandparent Alter

Parent Alter

Nerdy Alter

Clumsy Alter

Hefty Alter

Grouchy/Grumpy Alter (A calmer word for rage/anger holders)

Handy Alter

Jokey/Prankster Alter

Greedy Alter

Chef Alter

Vanity Alter

Lazy Alter

Harmony/Music Alter

Poet/Writer Alter

Painter/Artist Alter

Scardey Alter

Sloppy Alter

Tracker Alter

Baby /Youngster Alter (probably a little honestly guys)

Snappy Alter (definitely a step down from Grumpy)

Slouchy Alter

Alchemist Alter

Timid Alter

Actor Alter

Architect Alter

Baker Alter

Dabbler Alter

Doctor Alter

Dopey Alter

Enamore Alter

Finance Alter

Flying Alter

Nanny Alter

Nosey Alter

Editor Alter

Reporter Alter

Sculptor Alter

Sickly Alter

Stinky Alter

Sweepy Alter

Tailor Alter

Wimpy Alter

Wild Alter

Weepy Alter

Tuffy Alter (acts tough)

Nurse Alter

Lucky Alter

Pretentious Alter

Pastrycook Alter

Cook Alter

Submariner Alter

Gutsy Alter

Navigator Alter (bros this is weirdly Lance for us)

Hunter Alter

Flighty Alter (can't make decisions)

Nobody Alter

Pushover Alter

Crazy Alter

Narrator Alter

Passive-Aggressive Alter

Panicky Alter

Smooth Alter

Clueless Alter

Party Planner Alter

Complimentary Alter

Drummer Alter

Schemer Alter

Dreamy Alter

Gullible Alter

Paranoid Alter

Policeman Alter

Magician Alter

Mime Alter

Karate Alter

Gamer Terms

(least to us)

Farmer Alter

Miner Alter

Miller Alter

Fisher Alter

Timber Alter

I understand some of these are mean or harsh! Oh you use this you can change it to fit your feels better!

(Also sorry this is kinda thrown. I wanted to just get my thoughts out really)

-Larry


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2 months ago

Man Psych needs to have a comeback. I want to go buy stuff off me and my husband. Also criminal minds so I can get stuff of my boyfriend... Though that's more active

-🍍

(he's immediately running to Etsy now -Rob)


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2 months ago

Great now I gotta calm a hyper Tenn... Thanks.

-b

*Achem*

Bitch :]

*Runs*

-Tenn

Boi you can't run from me!

2 months ago
You Can Tell Where I Gave Up In Some Of These
You Can Tell Where I Gave Up In Some Of These
You Can Tell Where I Gave Up In Some Of These
You Can Tell Where I Gave Up In Some Of These

you can tell where i gave up in some of these

3 months ago

Ah man getting bitched at by Lance cuz we're so harmfully selfless but feel so toxicity Selfish.

Let us explain.

It's a recurring pattern. Anyone wants something (say a movie or show) we watch that, hint we wanna watch something new or we get in the habit of seeing reels of a show/movie and our brain goes "yes watch that" but we all still win in that stupid "No, THEY want to watch [said other show]"

Happened today with music too. Think lance took control of Peter Parker to make Stark listen to HIS playlist even though we had one or teo more STAR KID musicals his son wanted to hear...

We don't know how to get out of this stupid loop. We feel selfish when we have a bad mental day/sick day/pain day or Tony has a *horrible* narcoleptic day (trippy how that effects the body honestly. Like WTF) see cuz we could be doing so much right?

Us and BM have made a sticker chart and reach enough you can get something you want... We... Want Moriah Elizabeth stuff but... It... Feels too expensive... And yeah ik BM will see this, tell us to get it, we're going to feel like always cuz why not just tell them or something... The problem is we have a hard time telling anyone what... WE want... We're not... Well... We feel like we're not... For US you know?

It's like Lance is the only one physically upset about it...

I'm not going to lie we saw our grandma is selling dolls (she makes the clothes by hand... Like... BEAUTIFUL clothes...... Like the ones below)

Ah Man Getting Bitched At By Lance Cuz We're So Harmfully Selfless But Feel So Toxicity Selfish.
Ah Man Getting Bitched At By Lance Cuz We're So Harmfully Selfless But Feel So Toxicity Selfish.

Silly... We physically are the only grandkid who actually cares and ADORES them... She stops giving them for Christmas at 18.. (body is 21 now) like we physically cried when we turned 18 cuz we knew it was the last doll... We don't talk to them, or our dad, or mom, or her mom (all in all we don't REALLY talk to our family, idk why we just don't) so we feel selfish for wanting one for that reason but... We love these dolls... Have them on display when we're not moving place to place... Like... Tall big glass containers!!! Really cherish them!!! And it threw out fucking vibe off... Wanted Tony's music to try and cheer up but we went "Nah. Peter is listening to the musical" for an hour...

See what I mean by harmfully selfless??? Watch what we want when people are asleep, press home when they wake up so they can watch what they want. Think we have a Barry Allen, HR (The Flash), Lucifer and someone else but we don't watch those damn shows cuz who tf would wanna watch those??? Ngl Shawn was nervous to watch his source... (Turns out Psych is uh... More loveable than I thought... Considering I'm a dumbass -🍍)

It's... Irritating...

We feel like assholes for being fucking human... Ngl we were hoping Tony Stark would be selfish enough but turns out we were dead fucking wrong...

We've kind of lost ourselves too... You know? We're used to certain foods now we don't even remember what we like (and we're adding this here because it ties in to that ↑ -Lance) I know frozen burritos and pot pies but... Those... Aren't... Favorites here lmao.

We forgot shows we like even with damn alters OF those shows. Movies? Uh... I think Pixels? Wonka? Iron Man? Right... Uh... Idk.

And yeah we know this is related to trauma and whatnot or whatever but fuck can we just... Idk... Idfk...

Anyone else get this way or are we just pathetic?

Ah Man Getting Bitched At By Lance Cuz We're So Harmfully Selfless But Feel So Toxicity Selfish.

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2 months ago

Hehe guys I just wanted to share me and my husband

-Wanda

Uhhh- I Dont Normally Like To Post Art-

Uhhh- i dont normally like to post art-

But heres me and my Wife!!

-Starlord

@the-wild-west-sys


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2 months ago
Jedtavius Wedding Art!! It Doesn't Rlly Read Well But Hey, At Least I Tried

Jedtavius wedding art!! It doesn't rlly read well but hey, at least I tried

3 months ago

Okay start this with a song I suppose, shall we-

We're The Wild West System.

Okay Start This With A Song I Suppose, Shall We-

Please be patient with us. We kind of discovered we're a system mid 2024 shortly before meeting our partner sys. We're mostly made up of fictives. (If you want to know sources or the difference. Ask and they may tell you!)

Collective name: Eddie

System nicknames: West/Crow

Collective Pronouns: He/They

Collective Orient: Bi

Body Age: 21

Disorders: ADHD, PTSD

Suspected Disorders: OCD...

Hobbies: reading, writing, painting

Hyperfixes: ALWAYS changing

Body/Hosts: Writer, M and Crowly, BJ, Shawn Spencer

Co-Hosts: Peter Parker, Steve Harrington, Wade Wilson, Tony Stark,

We'll post using our SP sign offs and try to tag who posted if not uh... Good luck out there with our posts!

We don't know terms really yet so all your hoodoo voodoo terms makes us

Okay Start This With A Song I Suppose, Shall We-

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3 months ago

Someone in our system wants to take us to the gym to walk on the treadmill with a book until the book is finished

-c

Alter going to the gym at 9am: Oh yeahhhh we gonna have a killer workout!

Alter who has to do a 6 hour retail shift afterwards: WHY!? WHY DO YOU HATE ME!?


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the-wild-west-sys - Wild West System
Wild West System

Sys that's all over the place but vibing to life. Oh uh please don't treat fictives as their source... it makes us feel we're faking because we're NOTHING like our source

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