the way i so badly want to make friends and will do anything to please new people is so doglike
Mayhaps add some more to save this list for later.
I desperately need these goals to goal..
Other body modifications, like sharper teeth, pointy ears
Let my hair grow longer and messier and wilder
Dhduchdheh might reblog again if I can remember others I wanted
Hrt , Both gender and more body fur :3 and deeper voice for comfort and better vocals
Piercings , especially fangs!!
Building musckless 💪 to be more bear and strong creature
Lots of accessories and masks that makes me more cryptid
Dying my hair , to match the grass
Tattoos / or henna , to have patterns and my symbols
Top surgery
THAT'S SO PRETTY WTHH
i finally finished it for Absolvant(?) Art Work
it's all drawn by colour pencils and ink
i think it shows different mental stadiums pretty well.
I started in the soon winter and finished it just today.
Also I think I maybe kinda improved?
Like yeah.... I'm a working dog, but I'm not supposed to be doing THIS kinda work
Tinyyy lil vent
I can't fucking stand those who say " why don't you talk to them. It's not that hard "
Go fuck yourself. Lucky you, you know how to socialize and strike up a fucking conversation, and bam make a new friend right then and there.
I can't fucking do that. My mind races, and before you say "well they to calm down–
Mf what do you think I try to do??? Fuck you.
God every time they say "it's not that hard" or "You gotta get out of that" bitch easier said than done. You're extroverted. And you have the audacity to say "oh yeah I'm a Bit SocIaly Anxiousx" shut the fuck up. You'd understand what I'm going through if you did. You stupid fuck
And not only that, bit the constant " what if I'm weird. What if they think I'm a creep what if what if what the fuck if"
Shut the fuck ip
I wanna snap at these people.
They're too much.
Vampirekin : identifying partially or entirely as a vampire.
I FEEL HYPERAWARE OF MY BONE PLACEMENT AND I DO NOT LIKE IT