I felt like an alien pretending to be human when I was engaged. Like "here you should want to do this and you should feel joy about this thing etc".
The biggest “your experiences are not universal” thing I feel is whenever anyone talks about the universality of girls planning their weddings since childhood because. Well. Not me. God bless
In which Nandermo watch Season 5. 😭 Suffering. Pining. Angst. Everything! 😭😍❤️
I've lost control over this chapter. It became a 5k words monstrosity. (Usually, my chapters have 2k. 😂)
Impossible. That's the best feeling ❤️
Name a better feeling than getting the first comment on a fic you were uncertain about and knowing that at least one person liked the tiny piece of your brain that you put on the internet
LOOK AT THEM! SO ADORABLE! 😍🥰
Make yourself and/or your OC with this Picrew!
Thank you so much to @bardic-inspo, @nerdalmighty and @hellethil for the tags!! This is so frigging cute 😩❤️
This is a modern AU version of Elysia with her hair down because there were no braids or dresses 😂
And this is me! I do indeed dress this brightly.
No Pressure Tags! I have decided to tag some incredibly beautiful, wonderful mutuals who I've not tagged in these games before!: @pixel7777 @lady-vincent @thiriann @thecosyblue @alwaysmauria @goodgirlgonebard @medacris
Made a spell for my dear friend who gets really excited about their interests in our group chats
I would love to know whether it was the writers' or Kayvan Novak's idea to have Nandor clutch Guillermo's sweater the entire time while the latter is hiding from the Baron in s5
My WWDITS Nandermo Fix-it fic is finished. I'm free.
I loved writing this fic, but I'm glad it's done haha. 😂
ao3 link
Now I'm back on my usual bullshit with beloved Mr. Ancunin 😁
But I'm pretty sure this is isn't going to be my last work in the WWDITS fandom. I love them too much 😂
Stay safe, my darkest darlings 🥰
Never not reblogging this absolute gem
seeing straight men be disgusted by booktok smut recommenders has actually radicalized me to the side of booktok smut recommenders. girls your taste may be atrocious but i will never disparage you for exposing mainstream discourse to the concept of soaking through your underwear. spent my whole life listening to men talk about penises it’s about time they get jumpscared by women talking about pussy in crude detail on social media. go forth and goon my warriors
I have a word document where teenie-me collected all the remarks on her animexx fanfic. This document is almost 20 years old.
I wouldn't delete it if you put a gun on my head.
(I lost the story eventually, but you can be sure I still have the comments xD)
"I didn't comment on a fic I liked because I don't think the author would care or remember my comment anyway". fanfic writer here, I still remember comments I got on my fics from seven years ago. I still think about them and they still make me smile. your kind comments are what motivates us and what helps us keep writing.
I personally know writers who take screenshot and print out comments they got from their readers.
TL;DR comments matter to us writers more than you think. if you like a fanfic, never be shy to let the author know ♡
Making myself sad while editing Chapter 6 of my WWDITS fix it, which is basically Nandor and Guillermo watching Season 5
I mean, imagine Nandor watching how Guillermo was turned. That he was buying his turning from anyone who would offer, just getting it over with in a supermarket backroom. To see how low Guillermo had stooped for it.
It's just so sad. I need to get to the fluff soon. XD
(Also quick reminder that this is not me abandoning my Astarion longfics. This is just a detour. I will be back.)
I feel this in my bones.
I don’t know how to explain the turmoil these gay old men put me through on a daily basis.