Thedepressolit - And Yet, Here We Are.

Anti anxiety.

Growing up with your starters

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Happy B’day Jensen!

Happy Birthday to the wonderful, Jensen Ackles!! Hoping he’s having a fab day with his family and friends.

Here’s me singing Dear Theodosia from Hamilton. I mean, I messed up on some parts and had to edit it out and stuff.

What is life for me?? XD

Song - Credit to Hamilton and Lin-Manuel Maranda

Guys, here’s an explanation! Read it before you actually blame the person. When there's so many people saying one thing and blaming one person, you gotta get to know the whole situation before specking your opinion. This person has fucking screenshots for evidence, I don't know how you guys won't lean more to the evidence side than the written non-showing evidence side...

The anti situation.

Minty here, and it’s time for me to actually put out the reason why i did this.

of course, you have all known the two situations ive been in. with dobbu and quiznah that caused a group of antis to interact with me.

but from ive done, i did it because i was tired of shit being talked behind my back. yeah, i went in an anti group chat, i expected the unexpected. 

but safe spaces? want me to be honest? there was nothing safe about that group. many other shaladins are posting the messages and screenshots of what was going down in that group.

you can say its invading privacy, you can say im a shithead for this but once i explain myself, wouldn’t you do the same?

AnarcheryLesbian

This woman, she’s something else. 

When i first got her anonymous messages, I was pretty shocked someone actually said that. They believed I was this “young lil innocent child that needed protection.”

i didn’t want part of that, so she blocked me. then proceeded to stalk and talk about me constantly in that group. from antis who believed to “not give a shit.” she gave a lot.

she called me “musty” or “misty” obviously throwing jabs at my name. would constantly link and reblog my posts even though i was blocked by her. i didn’t let it get to me till she started stating that my content was giving her physical harm. then i was pissed.

if something harms you, why dont you get away? but she constantly continued. i fought the urge to say something because i knew i wanted this to be public. 

she just wanted me to listen to her and i didn’t, that dug under her skin hard. i wasn’t manipulated by her.

Dobbu

the amount of times dobbu brings up the time i harrassed her is pretty silly. in the group chat i never once interacted with her. and i stopped interacting with her after we “made up”

but the fact she pulls the minor card plus the innocence card is completely hypocritical because of the shit she says while she is “joking”

there’s more, but i don’t even want to go deeper with that.

yeah, you’re 13 turning 14. you’re old enough to know what you’re saying. yeah we still make mistakes but don’t pull this bullshit while you constantly dry up the thrussy jokes and proceed to swim around in their nsfw chat.

its ironic.

The anon messages or concerns.

i know who sent what. im not dumb with web security. you all can defend your favorite people in this fandom, but know that these people aren’t who they really seem.

its easy to try and act like everything is alright when its not. 

The video/blog

that wasn’t just sent to the anti chat, i sent that to EVERY CHAT i was active in. you really think i sent that because i hate antis? NO.

I SENT THAT BECAUSE I FUCKING WANTED EVERYONE TO REPORT IT. ITS FUCKING DISGUSTING.

i cannot believe you really thought i sent that video just for giggles? ARE YOU ALL FUCKING MAD? 

A GIRL, THAT WAS A GIRL BEING SEXUALLY HARASSED AND YOU THINK THAT WAS BAIT?

GET YOUR HEADS OUT OF THE FUCKING GUTTERS. WHAT’S EVEN MORE RICH IS THAT THESE “ANTIS”, THESE “PROTECTORS” SWITCHED GEARS FROM ACTUALLY REPORTING THE BLOG TO GOING THROUGH THE BLOG AND COMPLAINING ABOUT IT. 

IRONIC.

The group(s) in general

Literally, people left from stress, mental health and more. there was acts of violence towards me of course but more shit too. (playing fmk with minor urls, verbally preaching they wanted to kill me and actually harming themselves with accessing literal nsfw from ships they are “uncomfortable” with.)

so. to wrap it up.

do i regret what i have done? no.

do i hate these people? no. 

will i ever do it again? never. 

is this blackmailing? no, i never asked forced anyone to do anything so it is not blackmailing. many people do this, it’s called “exposing.” look it up.

but why did you do it minty? wouldn’t you do the same thing if this was happening EVERY FUCKING DAY?

LETS NOT PLAY WHISPER DOWN THE FUCKING ALLEY AND GET IT STRAIGHT.

THIS IS NOT O-FUCKING-K, THIS IS THE SAME SHIT PEOPLE GET ARRESTED FOR. PLEASE, THING ABOUT WHO YOU ARE ACTUALLY INTERACTING WITH. AND THANK YOU.

there is more content about other people who were involved. i explained my side to the best i can.

fuller explanation with the AnarcheryLesbian situation

current album of screenshots from the anti server

tell me, wouldn’t you do the same thing?

is the guy in your icon allisons dad from teen wolf? lol

Oh, yea! It totally is. Have you seen the man?! He is smokin' hot. Couldn't decided whether to have him, Tyler hoechlin or Ian Bohen as a PFP! Haha!

reblog if you hate nazis and don’t think they should speak on college campuses

oh no you write fantastic☺ what breakfast club charcters would you consider writing for?

Thank you very much! Do you mean, what characters I would write for or just a general question as to what I'm talking about because I've read the previous question wrong. Sorry if I'm confusing you.

Keep the flame going for those we have lost to suicide. 

depression tips™

shower. not a bath, a shower. use water as hot or cold as u like. u dont even need to wash. just get in under the water and let it run over you for a while. sit on the floor if you gotta.

moisturize everything. use whatever lotion u like. unscented? dollar store lotion? fancy ass 48 hour lotion that makes u smell like a field of wildflowers? use whatever you want, and use it all over. 

put on clean, comfortable clothes. 

put on ur favorite underwear. cute black lacy panties? those ridiculous boxers u bought last christmas with candy cane hearts on the butt? put em on.

drink cold water. use ice. if u want, add some mint or lemon for an extra boost.

clean something. doesn’t have to be anything big. organize one drawer of ur desk. wash five dirty dishes. do a load of laundry. scrub the bathroom sink. 

blast music. listen to something upbeat and dancey and loud, something that’s got lots of energy. sing to it, dance to it, even if you suck at both.

make food. don’t just grab a granola bar to munch. take the time and make food. even if it’s ramen. add something special to it, like a hard boiled egg or some veggies. prepare food, it tastes way better, and you’ll feel like you accomplished something. 

make something. write a short story or a poem, draw a picture, color a picture, fold origami, crochet or knit, sculpt something out of clay, anything artistic. even if you don’t think you’re good at it.

go outside. take a walk. sit in the grass. look at the clouds. smell flowers. put your hands in the dirt and feel the soil against your skin.

call someone. call a loved one, a friend, a family member, call a chat service if you have no one else to call. talk to a stranger on the street. have a conversation and listen to someone’s voice. if you can’t, text or email or whatever, just have some social interaction with another person. even if you don’t say much, listen to them.

cuddle your pets if you have them/can cuddle them. take pictures of them. talk to them. tell them how u feel, about your favorite movie, a new game coming out.