*looks At Books* Too Tired For You *looks At Films* Too Tired For You *looks At Art Supplies* Too Tired

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I'm not reblogging anymore

I'm ratblogging

i have had pebble for less than an hour but if anything happened to him i’d kill everybody and then myself /lh

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Alright which one of you guys were gonna tell us how awkward being frontstuck with others is??? It's literally like

🐰 🤺:so how was your day?

🔫 🧢 : we had the same day as you. We did literally nothing what are you talking about?

🐰 🤺: right...

🔫 🧢: ...

🐰 🤺: ...

🔫 🧢: ...it was alright

AAAAAAHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!AHHHHHHHHH!!!!! AHHHH!!!! AAAAAAAAHAHHHAHHHHHH !!!!!!!! AHHHHHH WHAT THE FUCK AAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHH!!!!!! AHHHH!!! AAAAAAHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!AHHHHHHHHH!!!!! AHHHH!!!! AAAAAAAAHAHHHAHHHHHH !!!!!!!! AHHHHHH WHAT THE FUCK AAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHH!!!!!! AHHHH!!! AAAAAAHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!AHHHHHHHHH!!!!! AHHHH!!!! WHAT GHE FUCK AAAAAAAAHAHHHAHHHHHH !!!!!!!! AHHHHHH WHAT THE FUCK AAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHH!!!!!! AHHHH!!!

System challenge (impossible edition): don't switch out for the entirety of a horror movie

(starts dissociating) why does it feel like someone just turned on a fog machine in headspace

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Burga King wit da rats

A great day for all

just brought 2 new rats home!! ^_^ their names are dandy and pebble and i love them so much …… we shared burger king on the drive home

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Most singlets do not obsess over whether or not they are plural. If you think you have a mental disability, you probably do. If you call yourself a system and it turns out to be wrong, that is ok. It is ok to try out different labels in your journey of discovering yourself. That goes for any mental disorder.

Most neurotypical people do not obsess over symptom lists and try to find exactly why they could or could not have a disorder. If you hear voices in your head, it could be plurality, schizophrenia, or other things, but it is not a neurotypical trait. If you have dissociation, amnesia, or any of the other traits of did that led you to believe you are a system, then you probably are

Every time honestly it's the most out of nowhere thing!!!!

Plurality is so funny bc. like.

WHO BECOMES A FICTIVE HEADMATE!?

❌ Various self-insert characters I had for years

❌Various other ocs and kins I had for years

❌Various characters I had fixations with lasting years

✅Character I think was "kinda cool" that I remember I used to like in middle school (Inexplicably started researching and loading my brain with knowledge of his source (even I was confused as to why) and then he just appeared)

Hey, mildly specific positivity post, but...

Throwing some positivity towards systems whose pre-syscovery experience was having a "mean voice" or a cruel "voice of reason" who told you horrible things or parroted what others had told you prior. ...That voice turning out later to be an alter who you now had to learn to work with to stay functional, especially after the traumatic period passed and their role waned in necessity. Positivity to those who used to have multiple of these voices/sides.

So positivity to the alters who were that voice of hostility and then evolved. Positivity to the ones who still act like that. Positivity to the ones trying to get better. Positivity to the ones who aren't trying because they aren't ready or aren't safe yet.

Positivity to the alters who had to bear the brunt of that behavior and have rebuilt that relationship. Positivity to the ones that bore the brunt of that behavior and haven't repaired that relationship. Positivity to the ones trying to make it better and friendlier. Positivity to the ones who can't fix it yet but want to. Positivity to the ones who don't want to make it amiable.

We were maybe a third grader when we could hear an unrelenting, methodical voice that told us we were worthless. It talked to us like a second person, and that voice eventually became Chatter B. We'd taken note of it in a moment of clarity once on how odd it was to hear a voice talk to me so harshly, but not 'as' me. I called her Reason. She was the first.

She's since changed shape and form, even changed name a couple times, seemingly fused with others, fractured again, and became the now meshy orbit of around ~10 we see her as today. But I love ya, [name Redacted], you were an asshole but you kept us alive. Props for that. I'm glad we can move on now that shit's over <3