My Yearning Compilation

i am really holding on to that 'it will get better' part otherwise i will officially lose it

i hate my life i’m going to [remembers suicide jokes are bad for my mental health] stare into the eyes of the bird painting i stole from the met

december will make you go insane if the passage of time is something that scares you

i need to put the phone down stop waiting for a text or a sign i need to put my daydreams and philosophies on life & love on hold i need to break this hyperfixation on love as the answer to my emptiness & loneliness i need to focus and i want every cell in my body and thought in my mind to go quiet

me crying while listening to radiohead: oh my god theo decker coded

most unstable girl you know: i need to get a masters degree

Some very messy sketchbook pages of Boris and Theo

me, watching every episode of Yellowjackets S3:

hey man I found a piece of your soul stuck in the text messages of old friends you don’t speak to anymore. do you want it back

lowkey all the leaves are brown and the sky is grey