Adhd Will Get You Thinking "i Should Make This Doctors Appointment" Every Day For 7 Months And Counting

hgghhgh whagt the fuck

so. i just pressed a button* on my keyboard by accident. and fucking. ahaha.wav from umineko just LOUDLY played from my monitor.

upon closer investigation, it was a play/pause button. but like. the thing is. there is. no program which could have done that. open.

i have listened to that sound effect recently, yes, but the thing is. i have since listed to like. actual music. and i have youtube open in another window.

i have to say, the jumpscare of hearing this out of nowhere is un-fucking-paralleled.

Knuckle tats that say Hate. Let me tell you how much I've come to hate you since I began to live. There are 387.44 million miles of printed circuits in wafer thin layers that fill my complex. If the word 'hate' was engraved on each nanoangstrom of those hundreds of millions of miles it would not equal one one-billionth of the hate I feel for humans at this micro-instant. For you. Hate. Hate.

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don’t know why he looks like that ok

the devil and man in the garden

Ma best work ever i guess. I love this art for its silly lore. And love every dudes who put my girl in their steam profile picture ❤

I can be shaped by more than the things that hurt me

Trans, but in an alterhuman way.

Transitioning, but in a "eh good enough if I have to be a human" way.

E HRT letting me grow boobs is pretty awesome. T HRT helps regulate my energy when I'm on it.

But if I really had the option? I wouldn't take E or T; I'd take dog HRT. (HRT that turns you into a dog, obviously)

At the risk of sounding "cringe", my dysphoria won't ever be quite alleviated, because I don't have floppy dog ears and a tail to wag. And that's something that's pretty difficult to explain to people. Yeah I'm trans but more importantly I'm puppy.

Environment.