I’m Starting To Care Less And Less About How People Would Feel If I Didn’t Wake Up Tomorrow.

“I think hell is something you carry around with you. Not somewhere you go.”

— Neil Gaiman

i am completely fine in an “i have been mentally unwell for years” kinda way

Lately it’s getting really hard to think about how much others will hurt if I kill myself. I don’t wanna hurt anymore. I’m tired of living because I don’t want to cause pain to others. Who is thinking about how much living is destroying me.

Perhaps the fact that I chased a boy who ripped me to shreds says a lot more about me than it did about him.

Michelle K. — Lessons Learned

In the end

They will all stop talking to you.

They will all start ignoring you.

They will all stop caring about you.

Be prepared.

Sometimes it's just feels like I am a burden for everyone, even for myself

“And I knew it. That’s the worst part: I knew it.”

— Marguerite Duras, The North China Lover (via wordsnquotes)

the worst thing about being mentally ill is like.. nothing is wrong.. my life is pretty okay right now.. everything is fine. and yet.. theres this sinking feeling in my stomach and i cant stop thinking about dying

I don’t want to hurt people with my death

Instead I hurt myself with my existence