Someone Said "Are You Really So Stupid To Think That Africa Has The Same Technological Advances As Us?

If I could stop living right this second without hurting anyone I’d fucking do that shit

idk im just sick of struggling in a life i don’t even want to have

Why wasn’t I enough?

i dont have the strength to recover. im going through the motions at this point. i gave up long ago, now i breathe because i dont know what else to do.

I begged him to stay. Lost all my dignity in the process. And it still wasn’t enough.

The worst part about anything that’s self destructive is that it’s so intimate. You become so close with your addictions and illnesses that leaving them behind is like killing the part of yourself that taught you how to survive.

Don’t tell me I’ll find someone else. Don’t tell me someone will love me someday. Please don’t give me that hope. I want to believe it more than anything. Knowing me, I’ll give in and try again. But heartbreak is inevitable. And I don’t have it in me to have my heart broken again. I won’t make it if it happens again. So let me stay safe, doesn’t matter if I’m alone. At least I’ll survive.

So please don’t say it. Because I’m doing everything I can to never believe in it again.