If I Could Stop Living Right This Second Without Hurting Anyone I’d Fucking Do That Shit

Nikki Giovanni, from “Poem (for EMA)”

why do mental disorders come in groups like wasnt one enough why do i gotta have 4

On most days it just hits me why am I even trying to put any effort at doing anything when all it leads to failure in a life I don’t even fucking want.

I crave intimacy... but I don’t want temporary people touching my mind, body, or soul.

“it scares me to think about how i’m only alive because i don’t want to hurt the people i love”

— that’s the only reason (via depresseddisneyprincess)

Feeling unwanted changes you a lot.

*goes to sleep so I don’t kill myself*

If they act like they can live without you, let them