I Crave Intimacy... But I Don’t Want Temporary People Touching My Mind, Body, Or Soul.

Fun Fact: I can’t do this anymore

maybe you meant a little too much to me, and maybe i meant a little too little to you

What hurts is that he was capable of love. Of caring. Of kindness. But I wasn’t good enough or worthy for him or that love.

— but she was

“We are afraid to care too much, for fear that the other person does not care at all.”

— Eleanor Roosevelt

It’s always the people you would never want to hurt and care about so much that do the most fucked up shit to you.

oh u got the metnal illnes?

i’ve been suicidal for so long that i’ve just been assuming i wouldn’t live even as long as i have so i never thought about anything long term and now i have no idea what i’m going to do and i’m more afraid to live than i ever was to die

my entire life is just about trying to survive my mind but then again there are moments where i ask myself why i’m even trying so hard. there is no light at the end of the tunnel, there is nothing worth staying for. why am i still doing this then? why am i still trying