The thing is once you start thinking about killing yourself you can never go back. It becomes this option, that you can't unsee or stop thinking off. Whenever things get tough again it comes back to haunt you. There'll always be this voice whispering 'wouldn't it all be easier if you died' and you can never get rid of it
“Maybe if I was good enough you would have stayed.”
-12:34 AM
i’m the problem. i’m draining to be around. i turn everything good into something toxic. i can’t stop myself from ruining everything, no matter how hard i try. i’m the only one to blame. i’m poison to everyone around me, i destroy everything i touch
I still love you. After everything I still love you. I wish this was not true.
*goes to sleep so I don’t kill myself*
ches
I’m sorry you’ve been made to believe that the whole of Africa is poor, I really am..
I feel like I am not enough and too much at the same time
“I mean, sometimes remembering can really destroy you.”
— Benjamin Alire Sáenz
I can’t imagine a future. It feels as if I’m not meant to be here