“I Mean, Sometimes Remembering Can Really Destroy You.”

i don’t know why i feel sad, but i’m tired of feeling this way

im so tired of just surviving and living day by day. will i ever get to be alive and live a life im actually proud of? or will i just endure this misery until i cant anymore?

Do you ever feel like no matter how much you connect with someone they will never be as attached to you as you are to them?

I’m starting to care less and less about how people would feel if I didn’t wake up tomorrow.

“I always felt like I saw things differently. Saw things other people didn’t.”

— Lois Lowry, The Giver (via thebookquotes)

“I really need you to pick me. I really need you to stay. Please just pick me. I don’t have any dignity left at this moment, I’m swallowing all my pride and I’m asking you to pick me. Please just stay.”

— can’t you see how much I love you

how tempting it is to stop existing when you’re already barely here

I’m trapped. I desperately don’t want to live, I desperately need to die. But I can’t do that to my loved ones. So I live everyday and I suffer. And I suffer, suffer so so much.

I never thought that our happy moments could turn into sad memories.

Alejandra Pizarnik, from Diarios.