Alejandra Pizarnik, From Diarios.

i am completely fine in an “i have been mentally unwell for years” kinda way

That feeling of helplessness never really goes away does it, when you realize that the person you’d do anything for, doesn’t give a fuck about you. So you just sit there feeling so small and pathetic, wondering how something like this happens. How one person can mean the world to you and you are nothing for that person.

“Nobody wants to hear this, but sometimes the person you want most, is the person you’re best without.”

— B.J (via quotefeeling)

Feel free to message me anytime about anything going on in your life. I’m here for you, the same way you guys have been here for me ❤️

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I don’t even want any of this, but I have to deal with all this failure which is a result of me being alive. And that just makes it a million times worse. I fail at everything, I can’t do one thing right. Yeah I failed but I don’t have the motivation or the will to work. I’m not being lazy. I just don’t know how to work towards anything when my end goal is to be dead

i wish you knew how bad it fucked me up