I Don’t Even Want Any Of This, But I Have To Deal With All This Failure Which Is A Result Of Me Being

i am not enough and it’s eating me alive

“But he wasn’t written for her and no matter how hard she tried she couldn’t rewrite the story.”

- C. H.

this blog may contain sensitive content (its me im sensitive)

I’m trapped. I desperately don’t want to live, I desperately need to die. But I can’t do that to my loved ones. So I live everyday and I suffer. And I suffer, suffer so so much.

“I always felt like I saw things differently. Saw things other people didn’t.”

— Lois Lowry, The Giver (via thebookquotes)

I'm just so tired of this. my body is tired, my mind is a mess. I just really want to lay in bed and never get up. I'm just so tired of life.

why is it the people you can’t have are the ones you want the most

“it scares me to think about how i’m only alive because i don’t want to hurt the people i love”

— that’s the only reason (via depresseddisneyprincess)