I Am Not Enough And It’s Eating Me Alive

“I really need you to pick me. I really need you to stay. Please just pick me. I don’t have any dignity left at this moment, I’m swallowing all my pride and I’m asking you to pick me. Please just stay.”

— can’t you see how much I love you

"People think depression is sadness. People think depression is crying. People think depression is dressing in black.  But people are wrong. Depression is the constant feeling of being numb. Being numb to emotions, being numb to life. You wake up in the morning just to go to bed again."

I'm strongly starting to believe that life isn't meant for me.

If I could stop living right this second without hurting anyone I’d fucking do that shit

I don’t want to do anything anymore, I don’t want to be anything anymore

I mean yeah I carry a sadness that exhausts my will to live like a leach on my heart but I’m basically fine

Feeling unwanted changes you a lot.

I never thought that our happy moments could turn into sad memories.

I’m starting to care less and less about how people would feel if I didn’t wake up tomorrow.