“I Really Need You To Pick Me. I Really Need You To Stay. Please Just Pick Me. I Don’t Have Any Dignity

I still love you. After everything I still love you. I wish this was not true.

“Nothing better than memories, and there is nothing worse than them.”

— Anton Chekhov

I don’t know who my first heartbreak was. Maybe it was all of them, maybe none of them. Maybe it was my father when he became the first man to refuse me his love. Or maybe it was hurting someone else that made my heart ache.

- C. H.

I don’t want to do anything anymore, I don’t want to be anything anymore

well well well if it isn’t my own mental illness coming to mentally ill me

idk im just sick of struggling in a life i don’t even want to have