Thesemidnightthoughtss - Midnight Thoughts

“you’re so distant” you literally made me feel like i wasn’t important

I never thought that our happy moments could turn into sad memories.

why do mental disorders come in groups like wasnt one enough why do i gotta have 4

“Everyday, suicide moves higher on my list of ways to solve all of my problems”

-Thoughts I’ll never speak out loud

They told me leaving you was the cure to my pain. It was the supposed remedy for my heartache. Leaving you would calm the chaos in my head, how I would finally feel free and liberated.

It turned out to be a lie. All I do is wait for you to come back, all I feel is regret.

Alejandra Pizarnik, from Diarios.

“I wanted to.. I wanted to tell you how much I’m hurting, how badly I just want it all to stop.. but all I could get out was “I’m fine” and force a smile. But I wanted you to see that I’m not really fine, I wanted you to take me into your arms and tell me it’ll all be okay while you rub my back, even if I don’t believe it.. I just want you to notice..”

— (J.A.L 5/5/17 10:45 pm)

“But he wasn’t written for her and no matter how hard she tried she couldn’t rewrite the story.”

- C. H.

“I don’t want to be in love with you anymore. Every second I love you, is every second bereft of peace. Every second loving you is every second me struggling to breathe. I desperately need to fall out of love with you.”

— unrequited love