“you’re So Distant” You Literally Made Me Feel Like I Wasn’t Important

I don’t know who my first heartbreak was. Maybe it was all of them, maybe none of them. Maybe it was my father when he became the first man to refuse me his love. Or maybe it was hurting someone else that made my heart ache.

- C. H.

do you ever feel like such a burden that you just wanna apologize for existing

idk im just sick of struggling in a life i don’t even want to have

Do you get sad suddenly and your chest starts hurting and it takes all of your energy to move even slightly ?

depending your entire mood on another person is absolutely pathetic and i hate that i’m like this